You will never escape this.
I did copes, I did everything in order to distract myself from this weight. Looks are life. “Oh, so much water here”, yes, you need to be constantly reminded, cause when you are not sometimes the mind drifts to false idols and hopes. I don’t wanna go too much into details, but just know that because of my copes my life is now in danger.
Like fr Im seriously in danger because of a situation I didn’t expect to happen and some people could hurt me really bad, everything for a single misunderstanding.
Im in danger and I wish I could cuddle and kiss the same girl Ive been thinking about for the past 4 years, feeling her chest tight on mine, her skin texture, the proximity heat, oxytocin overdrive, the comforting euphoria, the gasm, the snuggles, they were right to make fun of me when I said one can be fine without it as a manchild.
You cannot fight biology, you cannot fight life, you cannot defeat God. Things have a precise order and meaning to be, and when danger arrives you revert to default settings and suddenly every fear comes back, every bp edit, every single sleepless night.
I pray for you.
I did copes, I did everything in order to distract myself from this weight. Looks are life. “Oh, so much water here”, yes, you need to be constantly reminded, cause when you are not sometimes the mind drifts to false idols and hopes. I don’t wanna go too much into details, but just know that because of my copes my life is now in danger.
Like fr Im seriously in danger because of a situation I didn’t expect to happen and some people could hurt me really bad, everything for a single misunderstanding.
Im in danger and I wish I could cuddle and kiss the same girl Ive been thinking about for the past 4 years, feeling her chest tight on mine, her skin texture, the proximity heat, oxytocin overdrive, the comforting euphoria, the gasm, the snuggles, they were right to make fun of me when I said one can be fine without it as a manchild.
You cannot fight biology, you cannot fight life, you cannot defeat God. Things have a precise order and meaning to be, and when danger arrives you revert to default settings and suddenly every fear comes back, every bp edit, every single sleepless night.
I pray for you.
