Venting I've been depressed for eight years now

[French Fakecel]

And I was diagnosed a year ago when I failed my suicide attempt and ended up in the hospital.

The worst part is that nothing has really changed since then, I'm still at a standstill. I feel like I've really done nothing for eight years, I feel like my life is a literal blank page, it's like I've never existed and thinking about all that time spent doing nothing depresses me. It's a vicious cycle.

 

[zd60]

i've done nothing but rot since my birth depression is the only thing i've ever known hopefully one day my decaying body just dies while i sleep

 

[Icarus]

Same mang

Time goes by too fast, and yet so slow as well. It's really a paradox.

 

[French Fakecel]

Same mang

Time goes by too fast, and yet so slow as well. It's really a paradox.
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I had a job interview recently in order to wagecuck and when the bitch from HR asked me what my hobbies were I didn't know what to say. I'm dead inside, just living on autopilot.

 

[French Fakecel]

i've done nothing but rot since my birth depression is the only thing i've ever known hopefully one day my decaying body just dies while i sleep

Can relate

 

[Icarus]

I had a job interview recently in order to wagecuck and when the bitch from HR asked me what my hobbies were I didn't know what to say. I'm dead inside, just living on autopilot.

 

[Icarus]

I'm gonna try and start wageslaving again soon. I need to get out of my parents place.

 

[French Fakecel]

I'm gonna try and start wageslaving again soon. I need to get out of my parents place.

That's why I wanted it too, but having a wage job doesn't even allow you to meet your basic needs anymore, in France at least.

 

[lnceI]

Same

 

[lnceI]

And I was diagnosed a year ago when I failed my suicide attempt and ended up in the hospital.

More info?

 

[Icarus]

That's why I wanted it too, but having a wage job doesn't even allow you to meet your basic needs anymore, in France at least.

Ye

It's really all pointless

 

[French Fakecel]

More info?

I'm not sure I want to talk about it right now, but maybe another time. The whole process was really stupid and once I was in the hospital I received retaliation from my family who themselves pushed me into this situation, into my last corners. At that precise moment, I was so dead inside, more than usual. I regret so, so much having failed I had one fucking job.

 

[lnceI]

I'm not sure I want to talk about it right now, but maybe another time. The whole process was really stupid and once I was in the hospital I received retaliation from my family who themselves pushed me into this situation, into my last corners. At that precise moment, I was so dead inside, more than usual. I regret so, so much having failed I had one fucking job.

Im sorry about that man

 

[Indari]

endless pain

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I've been depressed for 14 years

 

[Icarus]

80 hour work week
No vacation

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I work only for myself.