I've been coping for 10 years

[Genetic Dead End]

I realized ever since my early teens (2009) until now, I've been in my room rotting and coping with gaming and internet browsing. I literally have no happy memories from the past decade, not a single one. For the past couple of years I've been having more and more mental breakdowns, I almost lost it today when I took a good look at myself in the mirror and asked myself why the fuck do I look like a 60 year old coal worker when I'm still in college? everyone that I've ever met, even the ugly ones have perfect skin and normal looking faces. How the fuck am I supposed to live the rest of my life normally when I spent the most important years of my development being a subhuman loner and rotting in my room?

There comes a point where the cope simply runs out....

 

[ItsOver4cel]

same bro

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Hapiness ends at puberty for incels and sadness begins... At least before puberty all the normies have over us are friends...

 

[littlemanhikicel]

you look bad due to your genetics bro.

 

[Deleted member 19971]

This thread has me wondering when you guys got your first pc, I got mine when I was 11 and would play RS and Minecraft 24/7.
This was the beginning of my downfall.

 

[muharremabi]

I've been rotting since 13 and it destroyed my life beyond repair. I have never traveled to any place, never had any social activity, ate like shit, played computer games, there's literally not a single good memoy I can think of. It's over.

 

[Deleted member 23712]

How productive you want to be in life is a CHOice

 

[CursedCel]

There comes a point where the cope simply runs out....

this bro this

 

[Rambocel]

Take a bit of comfort in that from about 2012 onward the decade was just more degenerate episode after another fueled by social media and the fusing of people's smartphones to their 'souls'

My only regret is alcohol-coping for the last 5 years or so. Shit is expensive and tickets for being drunk in public are too. It's my pathetic middle finger to society it seems.

 

[muharremabi]

This thread has me wondering when you guys got your first pc, I got mine when I was 11 and would play RS and Minecraft 24/7.
This was the beginning of my downfall.

I was 5 yo when my dad bought me computer JFL. I used to play GTA Vice City all day long.

 

[npcel]

This thread has me wondering when you guys got your first pc, I got mine when I was 11 and would play RS and Minecraft 24/7.
This was the beginning of my downfall.

Maybe without those electronics we would have been off different

 

[Genetic Dead End]

This thread has me wondering when you guys got your first pc, I got mine when I was 11 and would play RS and Minecraft 24/7.
This was the beginning of my downfall.

Having a PC played a huge role tbh, but there are other factors like having a dysfunctional family, no proper guidance, and neglect which also play a big role in creating subhumans.

 

[bait____]

Inceldom hits at puberty,after that the consequences take place...

Having a PC played a huge role tbh, but there are other factors like having a dysfunctional family, no proper guidance, and neglect which also play a big role in creating subhumans.

can relate ngl

 

[Genetic Dead End]

can relate ngl

I think everyone can to an extent.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

I can relate, I've been a friendless hermit for twelve years. Nobody wants to be seen with an ugly freak, any attempt to have a life is just met with shame and humiliation. The mirror is brutal, I'll often start grunting "Kill, kill, kill" when I see my face. Like it doesn't register as me in my brain, it's too ugly for me to connect the hideous lifeform I'm looking at to my conscious at first. My first reaction, every time, is like how a symfaced normie would react to my unterface... "Fucking kill it!"