It's been about 2 years since i've lasted posted on this forum. And frankly i don't think anyone really cares about my account I'm irrelevant. I wanted to give lifemaxxing a try for about 2 years and since it's been that time i'm back. I didn't log on to try and not spoil my interactions, however the Blackpill had other plans.
in 2025, I went to an apprenticeship for a career as an electrician. I did alright academically however I got bullied alot by the other apprentices. It was really bad. I wanted to give up and i went to work with my head held low because i regretted going out into the world. I got a really bad evaluation by my boss and i thought it was done for so i decided to become a ZOGBOT. After that i went back to work and i still felt awful but i performed better that time. One bad thing about my time in 2025, was that I was working under the supervision of a Foid maybe about 4 years older than me. Another foid was my boss. I weirded the foid who i worked directly with by asking really stupid questions and rambling on about shit nobody cares about. Whatever i guess. It still stung knowing that outwardly i was still the autist weird guy on the job site. 2025, was for all intensive purposes a really bad year. I ended 2025, by enlisting as a ZOGBOT.
2026
I went into the military not knowing what to expect other than shitposts from the Sharty or from 4cuck. I thought i could handle it. But i couldn't. I was bullied and was feeling really awful about myself, my social skills and my lack of them. I was really slow to zero my rifle, and was in general a mediocre trainee. I didn't expect to make it so far into Basic, because i had wanted to quit in Reception but i didn't. It was a really bad time for me. I remember being asked if i was autistic or otherwise special needs by everyone there. Eventually i had enough and i had decided to shoot myself with my rifle at the range. Unfortunately the round i had saved for myself had been shot because i wasn't paying too much attention. Oh well i thought. I let it slip out around someone and i was taken away to the hospitall where i was on a psych hold for a few hours. I was removed from Training. It's been about halfway through 2026, and i realized how fucked up i am.
Unemployed, Autistic, Ugly, and a niggercel. Whatever, we'll see what transpires for the next half.
in 2025, I went to an apprenticeship for a career as an electrician. I did alright academically however I got bullied alot by the other apprentices. It was really bad. I wanted to give up and i went to work with my head held low because i regretted going out into the world. I got a really bad evaluation by my boss and i thought it was done for so i decided to become a ZOGBOT. After that i went back to work and i still felt awful but i performed better that time. One bad thing about my time in 2025, was that I was working under the supervision of a Foid maybe about 4 years older than me. Another foid was my boss. I weirded the foid who i worked directly with by asking really stupid questions and rambling on about shit nobody cares about. Whatever i guess. It still stung knowing that outwardly i was still the autist weird guy on the job site. 2025, was for all intensive purposes a really bad year. I ended 2025, by enlisting as a ZOGBOT.
2026
I went into the military not knowing what to expect other than shitposts from the Sharty or from 4cuck. I thought i could handle it. But i couldn't. I was bullied and was feeling really awful about myself, my social skills and my lack of them. I was really slow to zero my rifle, and was in general a mediocre trainee. I didn't expect to make it so far into Basic, because i had wanted to quit in Reception but i didn't. It was a really bad time for me. I remember being asked if i was autistic or otherwise special needs by everyone there. Eventually i had enough and i had decided to shoot myself with my rifle at the range. Unfortunately the round i had saved for myself had been shot because i wasn't paying too much attention. Oh well i thought. I let it slip out around someone and i was taken away to the hospitall where i was on a psych hold for a few hours. I was removed from Training. It's been about halfway through 2026, and i realized how fucked up i am.
Unemployed, Autistic, Ugly, and a niggercel. Whatever, we'll see what transpires for the next half.
