Brutal I've been brain rotting myself before this term even existed

[RealSchizo]

As a kid I would consume the most useless, mindless content known to mankind and play video games and I would do just that and nothing else.

My entire childhood was like this. Youtube, vidyas , porn. I self-sabotaged my brain pretty hard I've probably lowered my IQ by 20 if not more since I remember being smarter as a kid.

No wonder that nowadays I don't know how to do anything any work which requires thinking is out of question for me. I'd much rather work a physical work instead.

I downloaded discord for the first time probably 3-4 years ago and it just got worse since I got into contact with similar people like me and we used to validate our degeneracy and laugh instead of realizing that we were self-destructing.

Imagine rotting in a discord server for 8 hours every day if not more , at one point I became the discord mod meme since I had no one to talk to.

 

[a45nder]

agree i got addicted to porn when i was 11

 

[Vendetta]

Its over man brutal

 

[trenchcoatmafia]

then put your brain to work,read,study,math,learn a language

 

[RealSchizo]

then put your brain to work,read,study,math,learn a language

it's too late now. I missed the most important years for development.

 

[Mistake]

I spent half of my life on the internet because it is my only cope. I rarely hung out with people, like 3 times a year outside of school and even that was probably just out of pity and it stopped when I was 13. I wish I didn't have autism and a subhuman face so I could make friends, play sport, and develop properly. Now my brain is completely rotten, and I can't learn stuff even if I tried.

 

[DarkStarDown]

As a kid I would consume the most useless, mindless content known to mankind and play video games and I would do just that and nothing else.

My entire childhood was like this. Youtube, vidyas , porn. I self-sabotaged my brain pretty hard I've probably lowered my IQ by 20 if not more since I remember being smarter as a kid.

Same here: My younger -and more hopeful- days consisted of gaming, watching YouTubers, movies, and ofc discovering porn at a younger age likely didn't help.

No wonder that nowadays I don't know how to do anything any work which requires thinking is out of question for me. I'd much rather work a physical work instead.

I'd rather work some kind of office job tbh, that's why I'm collegeceling.

It's all I have, physical jobs in the JewSA are a nightmare.

I downloaded discord for the first time probably 3-4 years ago and it just got worse since I got into contact with similar people like me and we used to validate our degeneracy and laugh instead of realizing that we were self-destructing.

Imagine rotting in a discord server for 8 hours every day if not more , at one point I became the discord mod meme since I had no one to talk to.

That was me also, around over a year ago when I first joined this forum, I was also mod on a Discord server, which I rotted on extensively as well.

In fact, being one was how I learned to catch & spot so many glowies/feds, guess that's a useful skill at least: I also can tell you some stories of that server, though it would have to be in private considering one of the stories involves a doxxing.

 

[coping_manlet]

Addicted to porn by age 12, addicted to video games and YouTube by 16. Addicted to marijuana by age 18, addicted to alcohol by age 20. Slowly getting addicted to gore videos.

Just a matter of time before I can’t remember my own name and I wake up in a psychosis state everyday

 

[Vilsonicvs]

agree i got addicted to porn when i was 11

Am I the only one who only started to get turned on by porn after the age of 13?

 

[Vilsonicvs]

As a kid I would consume the most useless, mindless content known to mankind and play video games and I would do just that and nothing else.

My entire childhood was like this. Youtube, vidyas , porn. I self-sabotaged my brain pretty hard I've probably lowered my IQ by 20 if not more since I remember being smarter as a kid.

No wonder that nowadays I don't know how to do anything any work which requires thinking is out of question for me. I'd much rather work a physical work instead.

I downloaded discord for the first time probably 3-4 years ago and it just got worse since I got into contact with similar people like me and we used to validate our degeneracy and laugh instead of realizing that we were self-destructing.

Imagine rotting in a discord server for 8 hours every day if not more , at one point I became the discord mod meme since I had no one to talk to.

Life as an ugly male is trully just terrible

 

[Vilsonicvs]

then put your brain to work,read,study,math,learn a language

It's my cope, I know a lot of history and that's kinda it

 

[RealSchizo]

Am I the only one who only started to get turned on by porn after the age of 13?

same, I got into porn at 13 and busted my first nut at the same age too.

 

[Vilsonicvs]

I spent half of my life on the internet because it is my only cope. I rarely hung out with people, like 3 times a year outside of school and even that was probably just out of pity and it stopped when I was 13. I wish I didn't have autism and a subhuman face so I could make friends, play sport, and develop properly. Now my brain is completely rotten, and I can't learn stuff even if I tried.

Ppl just hate you for no reason when ur ugly lol

 

[RealSchizo]

Ppl just hate you for no reason when ur ugly lol

i was also non-nt not only ugly. People mocked me for that they saw my unusual behavior and i quickly became a target.

 

[Vilsonicvs]

same, I got into porn at 13 and busted my first nut at the same age too.

I busted my first nut at 11 accidentally, i first saw porn when I was 8, I only united the things at the age of 13

 

[cerv]

doomscrolling is my life right now i use my phone and my laptop both at the same time, hearing music, youtube, twitch, tiktok sometimes i dare to play videogames which i dont really enjoy anymore and at the end of the day i cant remember nothing of all the content i watched, sleep and repeat the next day, i may say i spent 95% of my awake time looking at a screen