D. B. Gooner
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I've said on here before that I spend hours each day walking around listening to the same 20-30 tiktok edits and self inserting into them. I know it sounds retarded but I've been addicted to doing this for years now. Whenever I get home from such a walk, my brain feels fried and I don't feel like doing anything. It must've made me slightly more schizo.
I uninstalled TikTok about 48 hours ago and I'm getting withdrawals. The real test will come whenever I walk past somebody I used to know in the past, like an old classmate. They will have a normal interaction with me, then I will overanalyze it and convince myself that they must've thought I was a retarded loser, and I will get a crazy urge to self-insert into a cool edit to compensate.
Going for a walk in these past 48hrs has allowed me to have more cohesive inner dialogue, I feel more peaceful and like I can produce better thought. Though I still mostly daydream.
Here's a thread I made a year ago about how things like music must be crazy taxing on our bodies:
incels.is
I uninstalled TikTok about 48 hours ago and I'm getting withdrawals. The real test will come whenever I walk past somebody I used to know in the past, like an old classmate. They will have a normal interaction with me, then I will overanalyze it and convince myself that they must've thought I was a retarded loser, and I will get a crazy urge to self-insert into a cool edit to compensate.
Going for a walk in these past 48hrs has allowed me to have more cohesive inner dialogue, I feel more peaceful and like I can produce better thought. Though I still mostly daydream.
Here's a thread I made a year ago about how things like music must be crazy taxing on our bodies:
Fiction/music must be evil
Any time a tv show/book/song makes you sad/happy/angry, really if it makes you feel anything at all, it has to be heavily taxing on your psyche. These emotions are meant to be reserved for the ones closest to you. Think about how mentally ill we are, to feel any sadness or joy after reading a...
incels.is





