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I am now an incel in my 20s and gradually my parents realize that this condition is highly problematic. At first they denied everything and now they permanently try to set me up with sluts from the neighborhood (where my family is despised).
For example: They told me that they want to ask some girl from the neighborhood if she wants to go jogging with me. They told me bullshit like "Well you enjoy spending time in the woods so much, why not try it with this girl? We will ask her!" - not even realizing what a girl nowadays would think when the parents of a known autistic/disabled loser approach her.
She is a zoomer whore so imagine actually the cringe, I would even become a greater laughing stock for it (after being treated like the village idiot for my entire life). I could become the Chris-chan of my country simply due to the utter worthlessness of their ideas. Most of these whores complained about me in school/religious proceedings and tried to get me evicted (even going so far as calling my parents), imagine if years later the parents of the sperg you tried to evict approach you, now I am at least mostly left on my own and don't have to spend time with people which is some level of peace compared to the bullying/beating/other shit I had to endure there. I was treated as an asexual working drone at best and as a laughing stock to poke fun at/to beat at worst. Fuck humanity - particularly women/girls.
Of course I completely lost my shit on them. Especially in the last months they more and more tried that shit. Furthermore, I feel myself not wanting a relationship anymore more and more due to hating women on such a fundamental level that I have no positive feelings for them. Not edgeposting/lying: Now I am more a MSTOW (Man sent their own way), I don't delude myself into thinking that I was ever desired or that I voluntarily made that decision, but I am now going alone without trying to establish human contacts or maintaining optics anymore, I find everything laughable and see everything with disgust/hatred/anger/contempt. They also want to get me to the gym again, but I have no interest in that faggot worshipping anymore, as long as I am not fat or morbidly underweight I see no need to impro(o)ve myself.
For example: They told me that they want to ask some girl from the neighborhood if she wants to go jogging with me. They told me bullshit like "Well you enjoy spending time in the woods so much, why not try it with this girl? We will ask her!" - not even realizing what a girl nowadays would think when the parents of a known autistic/disabled loser approach her.
She is a zoomer whore so imagine actually the cringe, I would even become a greater laughing stock for it (after being treated like the village idiot for my entire life). I could become the Chris-chan of my country simply due to the utter worthlessness of their ideas. Most of these whores complained about me in school/religious proceedings and tried to get me evicted (even going so far as calling my parents), imagine if years later the parents of the sperg you tried to evict approach you, now I am at least mostly left on my own and don't have to spend time with people which is some level of peace compared to the bullying/beating/other shit I had to endure there. I was treated as an asexual working drone at best and as a laughing stock to poke fun at/to beat at worst. Fuck humanity - particularly women/girls.
Of course I completely lost my shit on them. Especially in the last months they more and more tried that shit. Furthermore, I feel myself not wanting a relationship anymore more and more due to hating women on such a fundamental level that I have no positive feelings for them. Not edgeposting/lying: Now I am more a MSTOW (Man sent their own way), I don't delude myself into thinking that I was ever desired or that I voluntarily made that decision, but I am now going alone without trying to establish human contacts or maintaining optics anymore, I find everything laughable and see everything with disgust/hatred/anger/contempt. They also want to get me to the gym again, but I have no interest in that faggot worshipping anymore, as long as I am not fat or morbidly underweight I see no need to impro(o)ve myself.