I will rope when my parents are gone

[ProfesionalDoomer]

My entire life I've been alienated and bullied due to my autism. Even in university , I was the same weird autistic loser who couldn't socialize and get laid. It's no different now either, all I do is work some shitty tech 9-5 job where everyone hates me, and thats all. Finding a partner for me will be incredibly difficult and my odds are extremely low, mainly because i'm ugly and autistic. My parents being alive and in their late 50s, it's the only thing that keeps me going , but time is running by and they are getting old, which makes me even more depressed as besides then I have nobody. I love them and I don't want to suffer seeing my dead body hanging on my chandelier , so I will stay strong for now and I will only end my loser life when they are no longer around me.

I can't believe I will end like this. I hate this world, and I hate this society.

 

[Peroz Shapur]

Never rope.

 

[Peroz Shapur]

In all seriousness why rope when there are near endless copes available especially if you live in the first world?

 

[Mrzimljude]

Thinking of doing the same thing.

 

[snDSL]

Its not worth it trust me

 

[TurkeyKing]

been thinking of doing the same thing

 

[cathuluelitist]

Five consecutive 2026cels in one neat row (well, six now) holy out-group.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

In all seriousness why rope when there are near endless copes available especially if you live in the first world?

Nothing can ever truly feel the void, you’ll burn out eventually.

 

[Anonicluse]

In all seriousness why rope when there are near endless copes available especially if you live in the first world?

you can cope with vidya and shows/movies but not for 60 years

 

[NotoriousLoser]

Same here, ill jump in front of a train when my father dies. Im literally a child in a 30yo body, cant do anything on my own, Jfl.

 

[EigouKaiki ∞]

My parents aside, my 24 yo sister has type 1 diabetes, and I believe my suicide would deeply harm her. She’s already weary and pessimistic about life because of what she has to deal with at such a young age. I long for a peaceful escape from this pain, but I can’t ignore how much my death would worsen her condition. So for her sake, I’ll keep enduring a little longer.

 

[Peroz Shapur]

Nothing can ever truly feel the void, you’ll burn out eventually.

For me religion can, I'm sure it can for a lot of other people as well.

Only 1/17 men throughout history reproduced, and before the 1960's, sex meant reproduction and vice versa - they did not co-exist, they were mutually dependent on one another

You didn't have sex unless it was to reproduce, in marriage specifically

Did 16/17 men commit suicide due to being celibate throughout history?

Community, religion, ideology, etc. can fill the void