I'm gonna kill myself

[Nath.666]

There's a statistic that says Christmas is the day with the most suicides of the year, so I want to join that percentage of lonely idiots.
I know nobody really cares, but I don't have anyone else to tell this to, maybe that's one of the many reasons why I'm doing it.
I've been trying to take my own life for a year or less because of my sister's suicide, and I guess the third time's the charm... Maybe I'll burn in hell with her, who knows.
Tomorrow my father's side of the family will organize a Christmas dinner like every year, and I told my mom I wasn't going, so I'll stay home alone for a whole day. I suppose that's enough time for everything to take effect, and by the time someone arrives at my house, I'll be beyond saving.
Just in case, I left a sort of "manifesto," you know. I find that kind of thing funny; I simply wrote five whole pages explaining why humanity is a piece of shit, including myself, and why my sister and I committed suicide.
When I was thinking about all this, I simply thought about killing my mother and then myself, but I prefer that she finds my lifeless body.
If I survive for some stupid reason (I know my luck, there's a chance...) I'll probably close my account here, or maybe not, who knows? Honestly, I don't care about that right now.
And if anyone finds my computer, delete all the porn.

 

[nico]

it does get better btw

 

[Dr. Butane]

I left a sort of "manifesto," you know.

drop it here

 

[VanGobbel]

great 19th post

 

[poorenglishcel]

Don't do it man

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

You're better off not killing yourself. We don't know what happens to us when we die. Better to live in this shit life than to die and end up somewhere even shittier. Better the devil you know than the devil you don't.

We all feel the same way you do, you need to find copes you enjoy. Shit, even eating unhealthy goyslop is a good cope. Better than being dead.

 

[WhereIsHamudi]

Just exist and observe. Maybe one day there'll be an opportunity or an event that reignites your will to live.
You can always kill yourself. Why not do it in a year, why not in 5 years, why not in 10?

 

[FBI]

Pussy.

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

I have some threads that may help you cope with the inceldom better if you're interested:

Inceldom has been solved for a long, long time (real)

Use mindfulness/meditation techniques to deal with it. Something I did yesterday: relaxation meditation, creating and maintaining and focusing on a sensation of relaxation all over the body. Something I did today: focus on some music. There are many other techniques you can try and practice to...

incels.is

This transcends a girlfriend

Continuing this evening's theme of using my dorsolateral prefrontal cortex to posture up psychologically. Here we list things that we believe are more important than a gf. Written differently, these things would be preferred over escaping inceldom. I will use the average female in your...

incels.is

Another suggestion to reduce inceldom-related suffering

I already talked about more conventional mindfulness meditation ("falling back" to the pain [think warfare analogy here, we abandon the rage/coping/etc and acknowledge that we're in pain] and then watching it change or just hang out, like an orb of energy or whatever);alternatively, focusing on...

incels.is

The Importance of Peak Physical Conditioning in Inceldom

A normie can party all night, drink alcohol, not exercise, not have a good sleep routine, and may still function more or less as normal. They may get carried by hormones and mental stability, granted by romance, suitable genetics/childhood and friendship (stuff I don't have). Me, and I wager...

incels.is

No longer incel

I'd say I'm volcel-incel combo at this point. Reason? I can't get myself to actually want a used up mouth. It's that simple, someone had his penis and cum in there, or rather several different men, statistically speaking. And if I was feeling so lucky as to get a 30 y/o virgin gf unicorn nawalt...

incels.is

TRVTH NVKE!!!

Honesty, discernment and trvth is brought to the examination of normsluts... In a hypothetical scenario I get a gf... 1. Because of fake-up she falsified her looks, increasing them by at least double. IN TRVTH, she looks so bad I can't even get erect! 2. I can't hold a good conversation with...

incels.is

Girlfriends are almost completely useless (logical proof)

1. If you actually need a girlfriend you won't have one. 2. Whoever has a girlfriend doesn't actually need her, since they can get someone else. 3. Therefore, during the only times someone would need a girlfriend, she will not exist. 4. Therefore, when a girlfriend exists she will not be needed...

incels.is

Setting yourself up for frustration

Breaking shit after losing at casual online games, got to thinking, where is my mind at when I get enraged or not. Heard that obstructions toward a goal leads to frustration/aggression, and aggression displacement is when you attack whoever/whatever is nearest to not have the stress run in you...

incels.is

Sadnessmaxxing

Relatively new project I've been working on, grain of salt. I think this is by no means optimal or recommended, think of it as a possible stepping stone if you're having problems with rage and/or anxiety. For real advice look elsewhere. Rather than wasting energy and/or making everything even...

incels.is

Sour Grapes

1. She's not a virgin, so others have had their cock, precum, spit and cum in/on her face, mouth, etc. Wanna kiss her? Wanna praise her? Is she what you dreamed of? 2. She's not compatible with your personality. Normie, whorish, NPC, materialistic, wildly different lives, NT, abusive...

incels.is

Also, feel free to PM me if you have questions about something in the threads or whatever. Best regards, brocel.

Just exist and observe. Maybe one day there'll be an opportunity or an event that reignites your will to live.
You can always kill yourself. Why not do it in a year, why not in 5 years, why not in 10?

you need to find copes you enjoy

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Pussy.

Fuck off you fucking nigger faggot.

 

[TooSomething]

Ok, you do you. Merry Christmas and a happy New Year.

 

[PillarofReality]

There's a statistic that says Christmas is the day with the most suicides of the year, so I want to join that percentage of lonely idiots.
I know nobody really cares, but I don't have anyone else to tell this to, maybe that's one of the many reasons why I'm doing it.
I've been trying to take my own life for a year or less because of my sister's suicide, and I guess the third time's the charm... Maybe I'll burn in hell with her, who knows.
Tomorrow my father's side of the family will organize a Christmas dinner like every year, and I told my mom I wasn't going, so I'll stay home alone for a whole day. I suppose that's enough time for everything to take effect, and by the time someone arrives at my house, I'll be beyond saving.
Just in case, I left a sort of "manifesto," you know. I find that kind of thing funny; I simply wrote five whole pages explaining why humanity is a piece of shit, including myself, and why my sister and I committed suicide.
When I was thinking about all this, I simply thought about killing my mother and then myself, but I prefer that she finds my lifeless body.
If I survive for some stupid reason (I know my luck, there's a chance...) I'll probably close my account here, or maybe not, who knows? Honestly, I don't care about that right now.
And if anyone finds my computer, delete all the porn.

See you tomorrow

 

[FBI]

Fuck off you fucking nigger faggot.

?

 

[unknowninceI]

it does get better btw

 

[Dead End]

Pussy.

Quite the opposite, suicide is one of the most psychologically difficult actions you can take. Survival instincts are extremely strong.

 

[Rapistcel2]

Quite the opposite, suicide is one of the most psychologically difficult actions you can take. Survival instincts are extremely strong.

 

[Reddit=Bandwagonism]

There's a statistic that says Christmas is the day with the most suicides of the year, so I want to join that percentage of lonely idiots.
I know nobody really cares, but I don't have anyone else to tell this to, maybe that's one of the many reasons why I'm doing it.
I've been trying to take my own life for a year or less because of my sister's suicide, and I guess the third time's the charm... Maybe I'll burn in hell with her, who knows.
Tomorrow my father's side of the family will organize a Christmas dinner like every year, and I told my mom I wasn't going, so I'll stay home alone for a whole day. I suppose that's enough time for everything to take effect, and by the time someone arrives at my house, I'll be beyond saving.
Just in case, I left a sort of "manifesto," you know. I find that kind of thing funny; I simply wrote five whole pages explaining why humanity is a piece of shit, including myself, and why my sister and I committed suicide.
When I was thinking about all this, I simply thought about killing my mother and then myself, but I prefer that she finds my lifeless body.
If I survive for some stupid reason (I know my luck, there's a chance...) I'll probably close my account here, or maybe not, who knows? Honestly, I don't care about that right now.
And if anyone finds my computer, delete all the porn.

Why did your sister commit suicide? Also, please don’t kill yourself. How do you know that life won’t get better in the future? If you stay alive, life could change for the better, even if the chance is small. However, if you were to kill yourself, you’d also kill all chances of your life getting better.

 

[WanderingWhenWinter]

I wouldn't do it man. Your mother and father probably still care about you.

 

[Cuckoja]

Quite the opposite, suicide is one of the most psychologically difficult actions you can take. Survival instincts are extremely strong.

Yeah, it takes immense courage and guts to self suicide

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

good luck

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

There's a statistic that says Christmas is the day with the most suicides of the year, so I want to join that percentage of lonely idiots.
I know nobody really cares, but I don't have anyone else to tell this to, maybe that's one of the many reasons why I'm doing it.
I've been trying to take my own life for a year or less because of my sister's suicide, and I guess the third time's the charm... Maybe I'll burn in hell with her, who knows.
Tomorrow my father's side of the family will organize a Christmas dinner like every year, and I told my mom I wasn't going, so I'll stay home alone for a whole day. I suppose that's enough time for everything to take effect, and by the time someone arrives at my house, I'll be beyond saving.
Just in case, I left a sort of "manifesto," you know. I find that kind of thing funny; I simply wrote five whole pages explaining why humanity is a piece of shit, including myself, and why my sister and I committed suicide.
When I was thinking about all this, I simply thought about killing my mother and then myself, but I prefer that she finds my lifeless body.
If I survive for some stupid reason (I know my luck, there's a chance...) I'll probably close my account here, or maybe not, who knows? Honestly, I don't care about that right now.
And if anyone finds my computer, delete all the porn.

we shall see if he logs on again tommorow

 

[Icarus]

You're better off not killing yourself. We don't know what happens to us when we die. Better to live in this shit life than to die and end up somewhere even shittier. Better the devil you know than the devil you don't.

We all feel the same way you do, you need to find copes you enjoy. Shit, even eating unhealthy goyslop is a good cope. Better than being dead.

 

[FBI]

Quite the opposite, suicide is one of the most psychologically difficult actions you can take. Survival instincts are extremely strong.

He should go ER (in Roblox) instead of killing himself.

 

[Moth]

Don't do it man

 

[Moth]

You're better off not killing yourself. We don't know what happens to us when we die. Better to live in this shit life than to die and end up somewhere even shittier. Better the devil you know than the devil you don't.

We all feel the same way you do, you need to find copes you enjoy. Shit, even eating unhealthy goyslop is a good cope. Better than being dead.

 

[MuhDigitalFootprint]

Quite the opposite, suicide is one of the most psychologically difficult actions you can take. Survival instincts are extremely strong.

 

[leafblown]

It doesn't matter you're gonna die anyways