LostSoulUK
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- Joined
- Dec 11, 2023
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The way people look at me, the way people speak to me is like I'm not even human, like I don't even exist. Never is this more apparent than the workplace were I'm either spoken down to or outright ignored. The way people speak to others is in stark contrast to how they interact with me, I may as well be a fuckin alien .
It does get me down a lot as I never fitted in no matter how hard I try to be nice and friendly. Honestly, the look some women give me is like I'm a murderer or somethin. You know the look, that wide eyed motionless look of discontent, hostility reflected in their abrasive tone. It feels like I need people's permission to simply speak to them. Then when I do they patronise me, talk down to me like I'm a fuckin baby saying 'sorry? sorry? what did you say?'. Then they talk over me, I'm lucky to finish a sentence. Like wtf have I done wrong except exist. I'm highly introverted with a big nose and short height, I'm perceived as neurodivergent, it never began .
It does get me down a lot as I never fitted in no matter how hard I try to be nice and friendly. Honestly, the look some women give me is like I'm a murderer or somethin. You know the look, that wide eyed motionless look of discontent, hostility reflected in their abrasive tone. It feels like I need people's permission to simply speak to them. Then when I do they patronise me, talk down to me like I'm a fuckin baby saying 'sorry? sorry? what did you say?'. Then they talk over me, I'm lucky to finish a sentence. Like wtf have I done wrong except exist. I'm highly introverted with a big nose and short height, I'm perceived as neurodivergent, it never began .
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