Don't do it, I know this sounds like the typical response anyone would give you, but just read this please. There's more to life than just whores and their love shouldn't concern you as it's not even real to begin with, being unattractive is no reason to kill yourself and mental disorders can be overcome. I used to suffer from extreme anxiety and panic attacks but I got over it somehow. You've got to give life a chance, don't do something that you cannot reverse because once you go through with it there's no going back. Foids aren't the only thing to live for, they aren't even worth your time, there's so many other things to live for in this life but you have to find something that makes you feel fulfilled, like a hobby you're passionate about. It can be anything, plus why choose death if you can just keep living and see what happens? I don't wanna see another person on this forum go, you can't let society and foids win man, please stay.
