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Serious Sasukecel's final post on any incel website. Exposing myself. I'll get hate and I'll get banned but I've accepted that. This is a serious plan.

i relate to alot of this post, the stickfights from alan walker, the staying in the bathroom part, rotting on quora, getting bullied, anime/manga cope, the selfimprovement stuff, we even discovered the blackpill in similar ways, both through hamza, me just a bit earlier and recently ive had a desire to finally improve in my life aswell, ive started very light due to being at the very bottom tho.
wish you luck, especially since we had similar lifes!
 
Abdoulaye Tarnagda
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Your determination and ambition is commendable, you can do it bro
 
Stand proud you are strong

And reamber to never get up
 
Says life story and makes a dramatic statement about how you want to go dark triad and change unchangable things about yourself. You are mentally unwell and can’t accept you can’t be a tyrone.
 
Didn’t fully read but I skimmed, all in all, what you’re describing will take a literal lifetime of serious nonstop work and dedication, but it’s not impossible, keep going, remember where you came from, hope to see you don’t fail brocel.
 
I got addicted to Quora. I argued with a woman there when I was a 14 year old and she made fun of my nose in the argument, saying "Your nose is so big." with 3 laughing emojis beside it. She made fun of me, saying I was mentally ill, and I cried but moved on. Forgetting about that moment completely, months later.

What's your Quora also what did you ask on Quora?
 
Listen, brocel.

I know I'm also probably going to be hate on for this, just as you are, but I actually agree with 90% of what you're saying.

The only thing I disagree with is the idea that you or I can ascend. It is not possible. And by ascension -- I mean that you and I will never be loved nor desired by any foid; nor human.

However, just because we can not ascend does not mean that life is something to just rot in. Life is actually far more beautiful than many other people see; not just incels. When you talked about being inspired by Eren Yeager, I couldn't help but smile knowing that I went through the exact same thing. There were many times where I genuinely felt like crying when I heard Eren Yeager always tell people to continue fighting. Sometimes, I felt like he was talking to me.

Your story is extremely sad; which makes it all the more admirable the mindset you're continuing to go with. Verily, it's inspiring.

I sincerely hope that you continue to participate with us further on this forum. I wish to see more from you, and how you proceed to live your life.

Whatever choice you make, I wish you the best. Even if you aren't on this forum, I'll always consider you to be one of my brocels, just as with anyone else on this forum.
 
Hey there! I know I'm late to the party, but I just had to tell you that this might be my favorite post on this forum.
 
This might as well be called the bravest post on incels history
 
You are fucking 18 years old. You cannot even imagine how life in 30. There is a lot of things to do. Give yourself chance. Reduce stress and focus what you can do. And fucking remove your private information

I cannot stand young incels. İt is retarted. They have a lot of long years ahead of them. And majority of them will ascend without problem. They are just insulting real incels by posing as hardcore Admiral incel. This is so stupid.

In my 18 years old ı knew too ı am fucked but still i was focused to do my best until age 26. This new generation incels are pure retard and lazy motherfuckers
 
Try hobbie maxxing just let it consume you and make you unable to work and anime like naruto are black pilled as fuck said me and naruto were born with good gentics sasuke was good looking and had girls wanting to bear his child,naruto had his inner demon and gentics that come with a lot of charkra and connection to help him max out his states while people like guy and rock lee have to do more training to come close to a fraction of naruto power level
JFL
 
Someone pull up the video of him and his brother.
 
I get it, you will become a coach, you will fail, you will use various coping methods until your words contort you on their own, as you are being stupid and contradictory to your OWN fundamentally unchanging essence, you will only act in it and on it, and you will also fuck with it (anathema genetics), ok, do as you want.....BUT I'LL TELL YOU ONE THING:See you tomorrow!
 
I get it, you will become a coach, you will fail, you will use various coping methods until your words contort you on their own, as you are being stupid and contradictory to your OWN fundamentally unchanging essence, you will only act in it and on it, and you will also fuck with it (anathema genetics), ok, do as you want.....BUT I'LL TELL YOU ONE THING:See you tomorrow!
Ricecels always make such passionate replies. :feelsaww:
 
Read every word. I'm sorry you've had such a difficult upbringing.. My parents were incredibly abusive too, and that really shaped who I am and my outlook on life. Im your height as well (well, like half an inch taller).

I wish you luck with your plans. You didn't deserve any of the bad treatment you got from your parents, society, and people online. People are fucking vivious, especially if you're an unlucky fuck-up like myself.

I enjoyed the parts about Naruto. Naruto is an awesome anime, even if it's kinda bluepilled in a way.

I did wanna echo what other people said though, in that you probably won't succeed if getting a girlfriend/wife is your goal. You can't cheat genetics. A LL alone already costs almost a hundred thousand; enough for a down payment on a home! (Maybe not in Toronto though lol).

Add all the other stuff, and you're already paying a shit ton of money for something that probably won't work. It just doesn't seem worth it to me. Is a foid really worth all this money and time? Do you have a timeline in terms of when you'll finally reach your "apex" so to speak, and be able to ascend?

And no, you can't just "become NT" though sheer power of will. If you're let's say autistic, then you stay that way. Masking it won't help. That's not to say that you can't get better, it's just to say that you need to be realistic about your goals.

Honestly, I would say that if you really want a woman and are religious, then consider converting to Islam and arranged marriagemaxxing in a muslim country. But I wouldn't recommend this either, for different reasons.

These gurus wont help you either. They just wanna make money and sell "solutions" such as going to the gym and making more money to be desirable to women, something anyone here could've told you.

Good luck man. Some people are ass-raped by life's unfairness, and there's not much you or I can do about it. Sometimes it might be better to let go and (try to) enjoy other things in life if you're a trucel. Welcome to the clown world.
 
What exactly can he potentially be banned for in this post?
 
You're still processing everything, and it's important to find peace with it. I suggest reading Letting Go by Dr. David Hawkins (there are free PDF online if thats your pref). Allow yourself to fully experience your feelings without resisting or trying to escape them; over time, they'll naturally dissipate. Emotions serve an evolutionary purpose—they guide us and provide direction. By simply feeling the emotions without distractions or overanalyzing them, and instead surrendering to them, your body will eventually release them on its own.

I wish you best of luck in the pursuit of inner peace.
 
looked you up, you still mog me
 
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The Final Post

This is the last post I'll make on incels.is. After this I will never post here, alongsides neets.net, sanctionedsuicide.net, and even subreddits like r/ugly. This is the final post on any incel website. I was someone who was always seen as stubborn, not being able to change my mind and only doing what I believe is the right decision.

An example of this is there has been literal thousands of comments telling me to not get plastic surgery, telling me I'm not ugly. Thousands of comments with the occasional slip up "Oh looks don't matter, just how you treat people." "You should get surgery for your ears but don't change anything else" highlighting that I was indeed facially unattractive, because if I was average looking, I wouldn't need any surgery. Or "You're only ugly because you don't groom." As if that is the main reason. Despite that, I'm still going to get an otoplasty. I'm still going to get a rhinoplasty. And probably jaw surgery as well. So public embarrassment, thousands of comments, and the lecture from my literal birth mother didn't change my mind on the non-negotiable fact that I do need plastic surgery, and I will get plastic surgery.

You're not going to convince me to not abide by what I go on to explain later in this post. You won't be able to change my mind, therefore there is no reason for me to respond to any comments. I'll accept the hate. I'll get banned, and that's a one and done. This is literally, the very last post.

I'm going to first clear the air, leaving no misconceptions behind.

My Life

Since I'm already public, and I'm 100% serious about this plan. I'm ok with sharing this information as this is far from a larp.

My name is Abdoulaye Tarnagda, and I'm an 18 year old.

From 0 - 6, my life was pretty normal. I don't recall any memories from that time.

In grade 2 - 3, that's when I started to be seen as an outsider. My grade 3 teacher disliked me, whilst I wasn't a trouble maker, and I was sent to special ed classes.

When I gave candy to another kid in my class, he refused to take it because he thought it was expired. I was often given expired chips for Lunch. I was similar to another girl in my class who was ostracized and had no friends. I didn't talk much, and the other kids didn't want to play with me.

Grade 4, I had a new teacher, and I was still in Special ed classes. I recall a memory during Recess during spring, whilst there was still snow outside. There was a door outside of the building leading to the washroom. What I enjoyed doing was putting the snow over the hot door, and watching the steam. The 6th graders made fun of me.

In Grade 5, my Dad fought for me to be taken out of special ed. He went to the the principal and ranted at him of how "My son isn't going to go to special ed!"

I thought at least I had a loving family, but there was conflict in my parent's relationship happening behind the scenes. Something I wouldn't know for another 6 years.

I had stranger punishments around this time. I once took too much cereal, and was forced to eat all of it to not waste it. By the end of eating that, my stomach felt fully bloated. I don't know how I didn't vomit. I was beaten using belts and an iphone charger, which makes sense for a black family, my father originating in Burkina Faso and my mother originating in Mali. I sometimes had time outs for 8 - 9 hours.

Grade 6, I had a couple friends and I was seen as less of an outsider but that all went downhill in middle school.

Grade 7. The worst punishment of my life, was when me and my brother caused trouble in the library. I was told to take off my shirt. Do squats with my hands crossed pulling my ears. (Hey, wait a second. Maybe that's why my ears are so droopy. Those type of squats were a common punishment for me.) After 100 squats, I was told to go on my Father's bed, and he whipped me with a belt multiple times, hard. He left the room, came back, whip, left the room, came back, whip. I think it was 3 times. I had the same punishment of squats and getting whips from my Mother a couple times. I once ran down the stairs, grabbed the house phone and threatened to call the police on my Mother.

In middle school, where I'm from, kids from multiple different elementary schools in the area go to the same middle school. Despite being treated like an outsider in grade 2- 3 to 5, in grade 6, I was treated like a human at least, so I had an inclination towards kids from my own school.

In Grade 7, my binder was thrown into a urinal. I once was walking up the stairs as a class, and the popular kid who picked on me said to a girl "Abdoulaye is [Girlname]'s boyfriend" then she said "Ewwww!!" I was isolated and had little friends because I couldn't warm up to the kids at that middle school from other elementary schools.

I developed extreme social anxiety, and probably other mental issues too. In grade 7 and 8, I would stay in the school bathroom during lunch (something I would enjoy doing in high school.) and for fun, I would watch stickman gaming videos, pokemon, naruto on my iphone, and before I got an iphone I would play with the toilet paper.

I would sometimes chew it. I had pica, which is maybe why my teeth are fucked. I would chew on toilet paper, I would chew on plastic water bottom lids. I liked playing with my saliva.

I would play with the toilet paper, by taking 2 pieces of toilet paper, and basically making them fight each other until one got ripped (died.) I created ultimates, like a toilet paper could summon a hand to use "claw", to use "rasengan", I would get 2 pieces of toilet paper, swish them in my mouth and make a ball. For the whole lunch I was having those toilet paper imaginary battles and I can't even lie, it was fun as fuck. I genuinely enjoyed doing that more than I enjoyed using my phone at the time.

I also would spit on ants on the sidewalk to see what would happen.

My social skills obviously got heavily stunted. Being bullied, staying inside the middle school bathroom for my lunches, having little friends were all factors which played a role.

What helped me with my despair during those days was Naruto. I watched Naruto in my childhood, and I was introduced to it at 9. I completed Naruto and Naruto Shippuden and Rock Lee, Naruto, Sasuke, that was my cope. I literally included Naruto in some of my school projects. I would read the manga volumes when I was at the Library. I would play the Naruto Online mmorpg after school. Naruto in general was my biggest cope.

Grade 8 finished. Covid. Grade 9 online. Grade 9 was the start of high school.

I got addicted to Quora. I argued with a woman there when I was a 14 year old and she made fun of my nose in the argument, saying "Your nose is so big." with 3 laughing emojis beside it. She made fun of me, saying I was mentally ill, and I cried but moved on. Forgetting about that moment completely, months later.

For some fucking reason, I was actually good at high school. I was a C student in middle school. I was an A student in high school. Grade inflation from covid played a role, but in grade 9, I was getting high 90's. Through actually being good at 1 thing for the first time in my life, I obsessed about my grades. It was what I gave a shit about. Trying to get good grades alongsides watching Naruto in my childhood gave me motivation to live. It was in person in grade 10, and I was still getting good grades, I wasn't getting bullied, but I felt extreme loneliness because the high school I went to was in a completely different area, so I knew no one there from middle school or elementary school so it was a new environment. Eating lunch alone whilst watching others eat lunch whilst having fun is suifuel. I also got into Attack On Titan which was lifefuel because I was a big fan of Eren Yeager. Despite how dumb this sounds, Eren Yeager inspired me to keep living and get good grades even when I didn't want to study.

From my stunted social skills from doing my toilet paper battles and staying inside the school bathroom during lunches, not talking to people, etc. I focused on grades and I was isolated.


That isolation led to extreme depression in grade 11, so I wanted to fix that. Red pill arc.

Andrew Tate was popping off in 2023, so was Hamza Ahmed. I loved it. I was the biggest fan of Hamza Ahmed. I literally was a 17 year old at the time, and I cried watching Hamza cry in his video where he basically opened up about his experiences being bullied in school, trauma, etc. I had a will. It was my hope to live, beyond the Naruto moments and speeches I used to watch when I was in my despair. I thought self improvement and the redpill would save me.

Separation begins. My family life becomes hell. Infighting everywhere. My little sister is running away (literally, I had to catch her a couple times because she would pack her bag and leave), Mom's calling the cops on my Dad 5 times, I was prepared to throw hands with my own Dad one time. Court happens, 1 week, 1 week. So me and my siblings go to my Dad's for 1 week, then we go to my Mom's for 1 week.

At my Dad's, my sister ran away a couple times, my brother and older younger sister got into fights with my Dad often.

I can't go on to mention anything else pertaining to my family, because a lot worse happened, but I don't want legal problems for anyone.

I started posting on r/getdisciplined with my Hamza knowledge. I posted my plans and goals, and I got made fun the fuck of. That started getting obsessive. Self improvement was the only thing on my mind. I started quitting music. I tried to tear off anime from myself which made me cry sometimes because I loved it so much. I had extreme self hate. I had panic attacks. Waking up at 3 am and just opening my computer to start working out of stress. Doing things like polyphasic sleep. Self harm. I would punch my knee so hard it would bruise. Punching myself in the face and ribs. I honestly don't know how I didn't go insane. I was obviously crazy, but I lived through it. I would sometimes grab a kitchen knife to my throat, look into the mirror, and contemplate if I should try to slit my throat.

Back to the school bathroom in grade 12, I once locked the door because it was a single bathroom, lights off, then started fucking screaming. Crying, screaming, punching myself. Full on breakdown. I open up reddit to see the comments under my post on r/getdisciplined. Laughter, mockery.

That scene in the school bathroom in 12th grade summarizes my life. My leg is bruised from my punches. The lights are off, I'm in a school bathroom, and I'm sniffling. I go on reddit, and people are laughing under my self improvement post. Laughter in my extreme hell.

Later half of grade 12. I somehow continued self improvement. Continued trying to get good grades. I have a sleeper build, It look like I don't work out, but I have a good physique. Tried making friends. I made 2 friends irl in the last month of high school. High school ended, lost contact of them.

We only became friends because we worked on a group project together and I did most of the world because I was obsessed with school. We of course didn't hang out, but we talked on discord a couple times.

I go on the Monkey app (an omegle clone) in May, a couple weeks before I've joined this site. I get laughed at. I didn't expect that. I didn't realize I was ugly. How can I be ugly? I've been through so much. I've been through my parent's separation. I've been through isolation, mockery, bullying. But I follow Andrew Tate? But I follow Hamza? W-wha-what? How? My world is crashing down.

Here are some of the things people have told me on the monkey.app a few weeks before I joined here in May.

I ask a girl why she's laughing at me, she replies "Because you're fucking ugly' with a laugh then she skips.
"Ugly ass nigga" says a black man in a car.
"Stop looking at me like that, you're not handsome little nigga." says a different black man.
"Phft!!!" says a woman who skips.
"I'm not even going to say anything." says an indian man who skips.
"You're ugly." said an overweight women.
"Monkey."
"Your ears can hear each other."
A girl laughing then saying "Sorry, your nose is just so big", whilst she continues to laugh, then she skips.

I'm not even making that shit up.

I go on r/ugly, talk to some people there. One of the mods was a black man who I had a good conversation with. I went on looksmax.org because Hamza talked about looksmaxxing. I researched cosmetic surgery, I researched the blackpill. I basically wanted to fix my situation.

I decided to join here. I could empathise with you. I saw how you were marginalized. You had right wing views socially, which I liked, and you were guys who were unattractive like I was. I thought I could connect with some people here. I did. I enjoyed talking to people here. You were the few that understood me. I wasn't fully blackpilled at the time, but I did vent a lot and cope with jokes.

That was in May.

In june, I had a couple hundred posts. I did my exams, I didn't do terribly on them despite my poor mental health, graduated high school. It was done.

Summer break. I thought I would grow my youtube channel, learn coding, get in shape, do looksmaxxing.

I thought despite my hell, things were going to be ok.

July.

While I was banned on incels.is for making an immature joke, I decided to check out other communities. I wasn't suicidal despite being in despair, I checked out Sanctionedsuicide.net out of curiousity, neets.net, and I went in a server that would change the course of my life.

I went inside the fitxfearless discord server. I was ignorant, naive and stupid. I debated some of the members there about plastic surgery, cosmetic surgery, then I joined a live call with the owner, Fitxfearless, asking for his opinion. Asking him whether I would be a good candidate for cosmetic plastic surgery. (I lied about my age both times, to join here, and to join that call, I was 17 at the time of the call.)

I embarrassed myself, I got publically humiliated, and the video went viral. I turned 18 a couple weeks ago.

I had innocent intents and to this day, I'm still going to get a rhinoplasty and otoplasty, so it didn't even do anything but allow myself to be brutally humiliated. Shit didn't even change my mind.

It's August now.

I no longer feel sad, but rage.

You basically know my life now, so I'm going to move on to the core actual focus of this post.

I hate society.

I feel rage and hate. I hate society and the world. I hate the fact that I was bullied in school. I hate the fact that when I made self improvement posts on reddit, they were mocked. I hate myself as a person. I hate my position. I hate that I was mocked and publicly humiliated for my genuine question. Hell, I contacted the fucking suicide helpline because I hated my ugliness so much I was fucking suicidal about it. And for the world to mock that, I fucking hate. I hate being black and being seen as an inferior race. I hate being an inferior race. I thought trying to act more white would help, but it brought only fucking more mockery. I hate how everything is run. I hate this fucking website. I hate how inceldom is even a thing. I hate that in middle school, I was fucking chewing on toilet paper during lunches. I hate that I was isolated in high school.

I go on the fucking comments of the video 5 minutes ago. They're still fucking laughing. They're still calling me fucking pathetic and making fun of me. In elementary school, in middle school, online, real life, recently, I've been mocked for my entire fucking life.

Fuck this world. Fuck this society. It's pure garbage.

Dark Virtue

This section will get me involuntarily banned.

This is my fucking life goal. The goal I'll have until I die.

How things will turn out is I'll write this last section. I'll post it. I'll get hate and backlash. Maybe I'll get called a traitor. Maybe I'll be called a cuck or fag. The few comments not giving me backlash will tell me how it's impossible or unrealistic. It will hurt my feelings a bit (or a lot because I'm naturally a sensitive person), but I have to deal with it anyways.

I'll then be banned. Beyond that, there's a specific reason why I won't use this site any longer. It doesn't aid my intentions. Venting, complaining or rotting isn't what I want to do. It would only enrage me further.

My life goal is (1st aspect) to go from loser to winner, and (2nd aspect) to have any loser who doesn't want to be a loser, have the chance to be a winner.

That's putting it in its most simple form. Dark Virtue is seeking virtue (success) despite the dark (pain, suffering, despair). That's where the name came from.

I'll ascend, even if it takes years, and I'll make it so any truecel who wants to ascend, can ascend.

No one else has that goal. With the current trajectory, incels are just going to rot, then die. No one cares about incels. No one cares about losers or the marginalized in society.

If no one else has that goal, why can't I? If no one else is going to try to change that, why can't I?

I haven't smiled, laughed, or joked around fucking once in the last few days. Because I have burning rage and desire.

I'm not going to be like the nice guy who is easily manipulated anymore. I consider myself to be a serious person now.

For one I'm not hiding. If I was hiding, I wouldn't use my real name on the internet. Abdoulaye. That's the name i used for my youtube channel, tiktok, and instagram. I made a youtube video titled "I Hate Society" which got 2.4k views. My most popular tiktok got 5k views. I'm going to go on the fitx call again 6 - 8 months in the future. I'm not hiding for shit. I refuse to lose.

What is my plan to ascend as a truecel? What is the first aspect of what I call Dark Virtue? (I know that may sound cringe but it won't be in 10 years when it works.)

I'm going to seriousmax. If I'm going to get mocked, it's better to be mocked for being too serious and aggressive, then to be mocked for being too goofy and kind. I'm ok with being labeled as a cringy wannabe edgelord. That's better than being seen as a nice guy. I'll be serious and aggressive. If someone punches me, I'll punch them back, even if I get bloody knocked out. That's changing my personality in response to what I saw doesn't work. Smiling, letting people walk over me, being nice, there's no point in any of that. I'll be completely different in just one month. With sheer will, I will go from nice guy to aggressive and serious.

I'm going to back up my aggressiveness and serious with gymmaxxing and boxingmaxxing. Then in 5 years, people will be intimidated by me for real. That solves the problem of being a wimp, nonNT.

I'm going to social skills max to become a good speaker.

With just those 3 things, that solves the problem of being nonNT. If I learn how to speak well, I pack on muscle, and I act serious and slightly aggressive. That's the best alternative. If the problem was I was a wimp, I won't be a wimp. I can't be a wimp if I'm jacked and aggressive. That's an oxymoron.

I'm going to moneymax to afford the things I need, gym membership, cosmetic surgery, etc. I'm going to go to University for Computer Science, so I was going to learn software development but I'll have to probably find something else to actually moneymax. Moneymaxxing will be harder with my reputation, but I'll find a way somehow.

I'll fully softmax. Fix my acne, get a good haircut, alongside hardmaxxing, fix my teeth, nose, and ears.

I'm ugly, 5'6 and nonNT but I can ascend if I:
- Softmax
- Hardmax
- Intimidationmax
- Seriousmax
- Agressivenessmax
- Martialartsmax
- Gymmax
- Socialskillsmax

Because in 10 years after doing all of that, I'll look better, be more socially competent, I won't have a wimpy nice guy personality and I'll be a serious slightly agressive person with 'edge' that's not too much, I think I could ascend after doing all of that.

And if that fails, I'll make a new plan. My favourite anime character is Sasuke Uchiha, and I want to be like Sasuke Uchiha. Sasuke Uchiha would never give up so I'm never going to rot. I'm going to keep trying to find a way to ascend. I'm inspired by @Jason Voorhees , Adolf Hitler, Sasuke Uchiha, and the redpill content I watched before.

So far there's 2 incels I speak to who are doing dark virtue. I won't mention them, but one of them is eating clean and the other one is studymaxxing. Maybe in 10 years, they'll ascend.

The way to solve a problem is a reversal of a problem. If you're ugly, you can get facial surgery to be less ugly. If you're short, you can get limb lengthening surgery to become more tall.

If you're nonNT, there's ways to act more NT. If you're Indian, there's ways to whiten your skin to make your skin look more white, and you can hardmax on top of that to adapt to the skin whitening. Plastic surgery works well for asian people, because the surgical procedures are feminizing, so you'll look better after hardmaxxing.

"But if I get cosmetic surgery, my kid will inherit my genetic features."

Your kid can get cosmetic surgery too. If it worked for you, it will work for your kid.

I have the goal of solving inceldom because no one else has that goal. If no one else is going to try to do it, I will.

I'm not going to moralize anymore, and I'll leave for good.

Right now, I'm hated by all. The bluepill hates me because they think cosmetic surgery is against the subjective beauty standard, body positivity, etc.

The redpill hates me because they don't want you to talk about societal issues, and claiming that society is unfair is being ungrateful to your race or some bullshit. Everything is your fault according to the redpillers.

And the blackpill/you guys hate me, because I'm delusional. You want to rot and don't want to try to solve inceldom. You think I'm an idiot who will brutally fail, who won't ascend and who'll change nothing. That's a rational belief, and I'm delusional, but I'll do it anyways if I try hard enough somehow.

All of the sides hate me. I agree with the blackpill in which luck and genetics is what is the leading factor in one's life but I want to do whatever I can to change that. I've made it my life goal to find a way to make myself and truecels ascend because no one else has that goal. No one is coming to save incels. I'm going to try to take that role despite not being able to even save myself. I'll find a way. I'll do whatever I can to try to complete what is now my life goal. I've taken a role no one else has tried to take because no one cares about incels or solving inceldom. The bluepillers tell you idealistic fairy tales "just be a nice person", the redpill tells you to "Leave your loser friends behind", the blackpill says "Give up. It's over. Don't try." I hate all of those fucking options. It's not about being a nice person, losers shouldn't be left behind and I don't want to give up. I hate all of the options.

TLDR: I'm sub5 facially, nonNT, 5'6, with a reputation of being humiliated over the entire internet. I was bullied in middle school, isolated in high school, and have experienced parental separation, life as the son of a single mother, suicidal thoughts, mockery on a widescale level, self harm, etc.

It's been bad and I have it bad. I hate society and I want to change it. I want to solve inceldom for myself and others. I believe I can if I try to. That's my one and unchangeable life goal.

I would rather try to achieve that goal, and fail, then to rot and wait for death.

There's nothing else to say. I'll accept the consequences of this.

Ban me Moderators.
@Uggo Mongo @proudweeb

I broke the rules. I accept the consequences. I accept the hate. And I accept the fact I'll be banned.

Because I'm still a scaredy cat pussy, I'll quickly log out for a week and only check the replies to this post when I feel ready to. I won't respond to any replies because this is the last post, not that I can, because I'll be banned, but I'm dreading the responses already.

I basically want to take a position no one else is taking and attempt to solve inceldom. No one else is trying to solve inceldom, so I'll take that position.

I'll look at the responses to this post and the comments on my profile in a week. By then I'll be banned.

I think that's everything. The name of this overarching plan is Dark Virtue. So my life goal is Dark Virtue, meaning my life goal is to become a successful person and find a way to make any loser or incel who wants to become successful, become successful.

I'll find a way to ascend and I'll find a way to make truecels ascend. That is my life goal.

I'm definitely hated now. Probably going to be told some shit. I'm scared out of my mind. I can't read that shit today. Fuck a week, I need to delete my browser history and not even check for a month.

Fuck, I'm posting now.

I'll hit post and log out and delete my history as fast as fucking possible.
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You are fucking 18 years old. You cannot even imagine how life in 30. There is a lot of things to do. Give yourself chance. Reduce stress and focus what you can do. And fucking remove your private information

I cannot stand young incels. İt is retarted. They have a lot of long years ahead of them. And majority of them will ascend without problem. They are just insulting real incels by posing as hardcore Admiral incel. This is so stupid.

In my 18 years old ı knew too ı am fucked but still i was focused to do my best until age 26. This new generation incels are pure retard and lazy motherfuckers
So I guess you weren't an incel at 18 and had a good chance of ascending? How'd that work out for you? Not too well, or you wouldn't be here, lol. The fact you are here still incel at 30 literally disproves your take that 18 year olds can't be real incels. You clearly were. Also, don't be retarded. With a face like his, he is truecel, no hate to him, just telling it like it is. No woman is gonna ever feel attracted to him.
 
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Dude, stop. I read the entire thing and this guy's entire life was nothing but fucking hell. Some people like him have absolutely been through the ringer by 18. His life was overall far worse than mine was from what I read.
 
Dude, stop. I read the entire thing and this guy's entire life was nothing but fucking hell. Some people like him have absolutely been through the ringer by 18. His life was overall far worse than mine was from what I read.
Yup. Brutally over for him.
 
Yup. Brutally over for him.
For real. I feel so bad for him. At least my parents weren't so goddamn awful. Plus, his face is truecel tier and combined with being nonNT, it's beyond brutal. Even if he was NT he wouldn't stand a chance
 
Dude, stop. I read the entire thing and this guy's entire life was nothing but fucking hell. Some people like him have absolutely been through the ringer by 18. His life was overall far worse than mine was from what I read.
I have read it now and it doesn't phase me. Looks like an average cel experience to me. I have went through much of it as well including family issues.

That said yes, he had it rough so I'm not going to be mean to him. Only thing I can say is if you went through stuff like this at a certain point you will just die inside like me and none of it even phases you anymore. I think I died around age 22-23. Then I just started rotting and dronemaxxing my life and I can't say it has been better but it certainly has been a million times more peaceful.

By normie standards his life is hell, by incel standards it's just another tuesday.
 
Why would anybody tell that youdnt get plastic suregry on blackpilled website? Ban all the people who said that.
 
I have read it now and it doesn't phase me. Looks like an average cel experience to me. I have went through much of it as well including family issues.

That said yes, he had it rough so I'm not going to be mean to him. Only thing I can say is if you went through stuff like this at a certain point you will just die inside like me and none of it even phases you anymore. I think I died around age 22-23. Then I just started rotting and dronemaxxing my life and I can't say it has been better but it certainly has been a million times more peaceful.

By normie standards his life is hell, by incel standards it's just another tuesday.
Sucks you had it so bad. I know this is definitely far worse than the average incel. Most of the ones I've talked to here have half decent parents at least. My dad and I got along well till he died, and luckily my mom and I get along well too. One area I really have it bad outside inceldom is my physical health. I have had an intestinal condition since age 13 that requires laxatives every day just to survive. Also, my left hip is fucked. I got hip impingement and a labral tear at age 17 because of my preexisting hip condition called acetabular retroversion. Surgery failed to fix it too, so my hip can never move past 95 degrees flexion again. Every time I bend down to tie my shoes I get a nice painful reminder with my hip binding up in pain from the extra bone
 
Delusional. You need to accept it is over. LOL at doing all that to feel better around the same normies that hate you for existing. Good luck tho, but I hate normies too much to give a fuck about trying to fit in with them.
 
If you’re still here brother
I’m sorry for all you went through, all the lies you were told
As for your plan it’s unrealistic. You are a truecel, You understand what that means right? It means you have very little chance of ascension. Nextly in your position you’ll probably have to lolcow or work a shitty job, You won’t be able to afford implants much less LL and all the other stuff. You sound like you’re in a bad place mentally, you’re detached from reality and you’re desperate for clarity. I’ve been in that position as well. You on one hand know its over but on the other hand you deny it, this makes you more insecure and worried. Just accept it, don’t LDAR but make the most out of yourself while being realistic. So pin your ears, get a good job, and maintain a good relation with your family. If you can’t get friends irl you can always talk to us. We don’t hate you but your plans. Just relax yourself, don’t worry, get those surgeries, and grow dreads. If you’re reading this. Peace.

-Cayden the gigaricetruecel
He's still a kid, so it's understandable why he's freaking out. He's got to learn how to control himself, maybe isolation. He really needs to clear his mind
 
OP thinks that being aggressive as a 5'6 man will up his status just lol.
 
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So I guess you weren't an incel at 18 and had a good chance of ascending? How'd that work out for you? Not too well, or you wouldn't be here, lol. The fact you are here still incel at 30 literally disproves your take that 18 year olds can't be real incels. You clearly were. Also, don't be retarded. With a face like his, he is truecel, no hate to him, just telling it like it is. No woman is gonna ever feel attracted to him.
My friend more than 3 decades my shadow was on this damned planet. Born incel, live incel, will die as incel. But ı am not stupid.

18 yo self claim incels have statistically 90 percent fakecells. Whatever you can still cope. But this is what this is. I will never consider someone below 22 years old as İncel except severe disablity or fatal wounds
 
Is this chatgpt or are you genuinely non nt
 
I get it, you will become a coach, you will fail, you will use various coping methods until your words contort you on their own, as you are being stupid and contradictory to your OWN fundamentally unchanging essence, you will only act in it and on it, and you will also fuck with it (anathema genetics), ok, do as you want.....BUT I'LL TELL YOU ONE THING:See you tomorrow!
You are a bad asian man, BAD ASIAN MAN BAD
 
If you’re still here brother
I’m sorry for all you went through, all the lies you were told
As for your plan it’s unrealistic. You are a truecel, You understand what that means right? It means you have very little chance of ascension. Nextly in your position you’ll probably have to lolcow or work a shitty job, You won’t be able to afford implants much less LL and all the other stuff. You sound like you’re in a bad place mentally, you’re detached from reality and you’re desperate for clarity. I’ve been in that position as well. You on one hand know its over but on the other hand you deny it, this makes you more insecure and worried. Just accept it, don’t LDAR but make the most out of yourself while being realistic. So pin your ears, get a good job, and maintain a good relation with your family. If you can’t get friends irl you can always talk to us. We don’t hate you but your plans. Just relax yourself, don’t worry, get those surgeries, and grow dreads. If you’re reading this. Peace.

-Cayden the gigaricetruecel

I won't rely on a job, I'll become an entrepreneur.

I'm a truecel who will change things for all truecels. It's only over when I die, because I'll keep trying to grow the incel ascension movement until I die.
 
I won't rely on a job, I'll become an entrepreneur.

I'm a truecel who will change things for all truecels. It's only over when I die, because I'll keep trying to grow the incel ascension movement until I die.
Do ur best, whatever that may be
 

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