All throughout this year up until last month I was deluded into thinking I could self improve. I wasted so much time looking at stupid colleges to apply to, wasted my time filing out so many applications I never even sent. Wasted time looking for a cheap job on indeed.com. It was so tiring, it lead me to a burn out. However, once I stopped, I've gotten better. Being myself again. It's a lot better than trying to change.
