Venting I would put myself out there and do much much more if I had better physiology.

[wereq.feelsdevil]

I would do so much more all day every day if I had a strong and healthy body and mind that allowed me to push myself hard. I would do gym, go for runs, do sports, participate in competitions, and much more. I would have many friends and maybe even a few gfs if I was a dominant, robust, strong dimorphic man, but instead I am this fat low T mentally and physically ill impotent loser.

Actually, I used to push myself in school and gym but my subhuman trashy shitskin broke down from those things and I never recovered. Since my breakdown, I have been LDARing and staring into the abyss every day, watching and admiring better people as they succeed in life.

Today I told my dad that would push myself harder if I had better genetics and in reply he just blurted out a bunch of gaslighting bluepill nonsense saying that I can still do things in life if I wanted to.

 

[Backpaincel]

I would do so much more all day every day if I had a strong and healthy body and mind that allowed me to push myself hard. I would do gym, go for runs, do sports, participate in competitions, and much more. I would have many friends and maybe even a few gfs if I was a dominant, robust, strong dimorphic man, but instead I am this fat low T mentally and physically ill impotent loser.

Actually, I used to push myself in school and gym but my subhuman trashy shitskin broke down from those things and I never recovered. Since my breakdown, I have been LDARing and staring into the abyss every day, watching and admiring better people succeed in life.

Today I told my dad that would push myself harder if I had better genetics and in reply he just blurted out a bunch of gaslighting bluepill nonsense saying that I can still do things in life if I wanted to.

hits home, I'm not lazy , I'm just ill

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

hits home, I'm not lazy , I'm just ill

My dad is the only one stopping me from killing myself. He knows that I am suicidal so he actively prevents me from being able to carry out plans. If he wasn't there, I would have roped already.

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

how did it break down

Joint pain in legs, ankles, hiatal hernia from weight lifting.

 

[Backpaincel]

My dad is the only one stopping me from killing myself. He knows that I am suicidal so he actively prevents me from being able to carry out plans. If he wasn't there, I would have roped already.

I felt that

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

I felt that

How did you hurt your back?

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

@Nate Higgers if I didnt have health problems and an incel body, I wouldn't have become mentally ill.

 

[Nate Higgers]

@Nate Higgers if I didnt have health problems and an incel body, I wouldn't have become mentally ill.

My bad man I haven't read the whole post before replying which is why I deleted it as soon as I did

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

My bad man I haven't read the whole post before replying which is why I deleted it as soon as I did

No worries.

 

[Backpaincel]

How did you hurt your back?

well my current situation is really due to a mixture of a variety of things, I think I already have posted about my back situation here. But it's more of a knock-on effect caused by lifelong bullying, rejection, missing goals, crap ass genetics (kind of a mild version of a muscle atrophy disease) and my retreat into rotting. I'm quite mentally ill (depressed, kinda bipolar, addiction) too, even though I was an energetic, happy child back then.

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

well my current situation is really due to a mixture of a variety of things, I think I already have posted about my back situation here. But it's more of a knock-on effect caused by lifelong bullying, rejection, missing goals, crap ass genetics (kind of a mild version of a muscle atrophy disease) and my retreat into rotting. I'm quite mentally ill too, even though I was a energetic, happy child back then.

So primary cause is muscular atrophy? Brutal.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Pretty good, although neither.

 

[Backpaincel]

So primary cause is muscular atrophy? Brutal.

Not really primary cause, a box full of genetic and developed health problems without any permanent solution for them in sight. I was born to lose

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

Not really primary cause, a box full of genetic and developed health problems without any permanent solution for them in sight. I was born to lose

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Jehovah

 

[Backpaincel]

@Nate Higgers if I didnt have health problems and an incel body, I wouldn't have become mentally ill.

joke is, in this world you already have to start off with what you pursue. Wanna get rich, you better already come from a wealthy family and the same goes for quite a lot of things. Tell a starving kid in Africa: just work harder bro, clown world

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

joke is, in this world you already have to start off with what you pursue. Wanna get rich, you better already come from a wealthy family and the same goes for quite a lot of things. Tell a starving kid in Africa: just work harder bro, clown world

Tbh. Everything is predetermined. We are just a vessel of our ancestors collective choices.

 

[wasted12years]

Your Avi makes me wanna rope because i've failed to procreate as a white male.

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

Your Avi makes me wanna rope because i've failed to procreate as a white male.

We all deserve to look like the people in my avi. I we looked like that, we wouldn't have failed to procreate.

 

[Backpaincel]

We all deserve to look like the people in my avi. I we looked like that, we wouldn't have failed to procreate.

genetic perfection

 

[wereq.feelsdevil]

genetic perfection

 

[LesscoBlob]

I would do so much more all day every day if I had a strong and healthy body and mind that allowed me to push myself hard. I would do gym, go for runs, do sports, participate in competitions, and much more. I would have many friends and maybe even a few gfs if I was a dominant, robust, strong dimorphic man, but instead I am this fat low T mentally and physically ill impotent loser.

Actually, I used to push myself in school and gym but my subhuman trashy shitskin broke down from those things and I never recovered. Since my breakdown, I have been LDARing and staring into the abyss every day, watching and admiring better people as they succeed in life.

Today I told my dad that would push myself harder if I had better genetics and in reply he just blurted out a bunch of gaslighting bluepill nonsense saying that I can still do things in life if I wanted to.

Not telling you to "just go to gym brah" (I'm not one of these guys), but being fat is only making it worse.

 

[Caesercel]

I feel so sorry for your dad