I keep having nostalgic fantasies about if I got to have a girlfriend and live the life I want

[Clavicus Vile]

It’s pure rope fuel. The day dreams feel so real and detailed as well. Like the kind of car I’d drive, the locations I’d be at, the type of trees that dot the landscape, the houses, the buildings. What my girlfriend’s favorite food would be, what she would look like, what she would wear, etc.

It hurts, it feels like being nostalgic for something you never had. In another life If I were a chad, I would’ve laughed at the thought of living how I do now. Probably would’ve joked around with my girlfriend about how I’d kill myself if I had to live as some short ugly broke autistic subhuman with no life, and she’d laugh too.

 

[Onepunchat]

It’s pure rope fuel. The day dreams feel so real and detailed as well. Like the kind of car I’d drive, the locations I’d be at, the type of trees that dot the landscape, the houses, the buildings. What my girlfriend’s favorite food would be, what she would look like, what she would wear, etc.

It hurts, it feels like being nostalgic for something you never had. In another life If I were a chad, I would’ve laughed at the thought of living how I do now. Probably would’ve joked around with my girlfriend about how I’d kill myself if I had to live as some short ugly broke autistic subhuman with no life, and she’d laugh too.

relatable. i feel like fully accepting that you never had a chance to live a life like this because of your genetics helps atleast a bit. you were born with your genetics you couldnt have changed it

 

[PhineasSpear]

 

[literallyretarded]

truly over for us all the second our dads seed touch your mothers egg your life ended and u were forced to live a nightmare

 

[tired as fuck]

this post comes in at just the right time, I'm having an episode thinking about exactly this shit. It's so fucking daunting. But no one will come to the rescue, we're invisible at best and at the bottom of society at worst. We missed out on those critical experiences and feelings in our teenage years and they're never coming back to be experienced again. It is so fucking brutal to try to live like this.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I wish a few things went differently in my life so I could have lived all the things I missed on