I am afraid

[spaceace79]

I am afraid of what I may do due to the disrespect I receive everyday. Nobody even treats me with basic respect and if I make a mistake or I dont know how to do something I get reprimanded and insulted 10x more than normies. I don't know how much longer I can take it. Even when using copes like gaming and excercise i still can't get it off of my mind. Somehow I need to build mental strength but to do that i need to interact with these fucks who make my day to day hell. If I stand up for myself I fear I will go too far and end up in a cell, all because of these little interactions. I don't want to rope but I wouldn't mind dying.

 

[RealSchizo]

Brutal post.

 

[ashamed_individual]

I am afraid of what I may do due to the disrespect I receive everyday. Nobody even treats me with basic respect and if I make a mistake or I dont know how to do something I get reprimanded and insulted 10x more than normies. I don't know how much longer I can take it. Even when using copes like gaming and excercise i still can't get it off of my mind. Somehow I need to build mental strength but to do that i need to interact with these fucks who make my day to day hell. I don't want to rope but I wouldn't mind dying.

Accept that you are inferior and don't deserve happiness.

 

[DarkSneezer]

Nobody even treats me with basic respect and if I make a mistake or I dont know how to do something I get reprimanded and insulted 10x more than normies.

This right here is why unattractive men like us choose to check out of life often. Until normies understand how to treat me like an equal, I'm not even trying to put in effort