SuicideFuel I wish I can make my parents proud

[Lazyandtalentless]

I wish I was smart, talented, neurotypical, and attractive so I could make my parents proud, do well in everything I try, and meet their expectations without feeling like I'm always struggling or not enough. It would be easier if I could just be the person they want me to be, someone who handles life with ease.

 

[Ren Hoek]

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I know that feel man, especially when both my mom and dad have always been extremely supportive and always defended me from any attacks from other family members.

Now my dad is dead and it has been years and i still can't let go, i dont think i will ever be able to, it haunts me to know he never saw me as a normal human.

 

[HotDogCel]

i don't care about my parents being disapointed by me, they destroyed my life in the first place

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Don’t worry too much what they think. They created you, and it’s not your fault things ended up this way

 

[Enigmaz]

Set their expectations low then they will appreciate the small things in life.

 

[Diddy]

It's your parents fault that you're a failure.

 

[lowz1r]

i don't care about my parents being disapointed by me, they destroyed my life in the first place

this tbh. if anything, im glad to disappoint them. they failed me with their miserable genetics.

 

[SilverBullet]

They gave me shit genes, never listened to me and made stupid ass decisions for me, then expect me to be an upstanding person. I dont feel that bad

 

[Darth Aries]

Over

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Over

 

[Emba]

Invent something

 

[Johnny Ramone]

I wish I was smart, talented, neurotypical, and attractive so I could make my parents proud, do well in everything I try, and meet their expectations without feeling like I'm always struggling or not enough. It would be easier if I could just be the person they want me to be, someone who handles life with ease.

How old are you?

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

How old are you?

18 turning 19 soon

 

[over_department]

 

[Johnny Ramone]

18 turning 19 soon

You’re too young to give up. Have you started college yet?

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

You’re too young to give up. Have you started college yet?

Not yet

 

[light]

i don't care about my parents being disapointed by me, they destroyed my life in the first place

 

[light]

im glad to disappoint them. they failed me with their miserable genetics.

 

[light]

lol @ caring abt the people who made you subhuman

 

[Johnny Ramone]

Not yet

Don’t miss this opportunities. A lot of us wish we could be 18 again. Talk to a councillor about your options. If you’re still in High School, you might be almost done, but join a club.

 

[Neucher The Kanga]

lol @ caring abt the people who made you subhuman

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

i don't care about my parents being disapointed by me, they destroyed my life in the first place

Cant destroy something that was never there in the first place, but yeah i know what you mean

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Same, I wish I could be the son my mom wants me to be. At the same time, who I am now is a direct results of the shit genetics I was given by her and my father and the poor upbringing of my life.

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

I want to succeed, make them happy, and feel like I’m enough for once. I want to meet their expectations and show them I can do well. I want to stop feeling like I’m always disappointing them. I want to accomplish real things that prove I’m capable. I want to feel confident in my abilities instead of always doubting myself. I just want to feel like I’m doing something right and that I’m someone they can be proud of.

 

[Abgesang]

I want to succeed, make them happy, and feel like I’m enough for once. I want to meet their expectations and show them I can do well. I want to stop feeling like I’m always disappointing them. I want to accomplish real things that prove I’m capable. I want to feel confident in my abilities instead of always doubting myself. I just want to feel like I’m doing something right and that I’m someone they can be proud of.

I feel with you.

its not possibel for me either no amount of self improvement is gonna fix my developmental disorders

Im guessing the same goes for you, adhd/autism/ developmental disorders all these things set you up for failure.

they make it really hard to be functional human ,who is abel to handel even the avreage day.