I don't wanna feel miserable, but i dont know how, i dont think im gonna find the answer here, i just fought with my last friend i had left. I feel lonely as shit. I want someone who loves me or simply enjoys my presence, i want to be neurotypical and make friends and be a good person, i don't know how to make my life good, ive burned every bridge, i fought with everyone and have no one left. I feel like im too annoying to have real friends, i am simply unsufferable, i want to rope and respawn or maybe i can find some way to feel better. I am genuinely desperate and looking for any reason not to, becaus3 i love my life, but i hate myself, my actions and my mind more than my looks and being this evil and stupid makes me not want to keep going
