Hey i tried dating here in germany again and now i ve had this girl who is the granddaughter of my grandmothers friend. My grandmother asked me if i wanted her to set up something since im single 29 yo loser and of course I accepted, i wanted pictures and she showed me and when
we met it was a good lookong girl, a htb in my opinion because i rate really harsh but some dolulos might call her stacy lite whatever she was tall (177cm) and im 183, in the beginning it went nice then the 3rd date we played some ball and then i texted her that i enjoyed the day today with her a lot. Thats it no love bombing i was always polite and respectful and tried my best during the date to make her laught but she left me on read and didnt even reply but we all know they are always on their phones and she just didn’t like my looks or attitude or both,
something got her the ick. After i had this asian onetis from Thailand, even tho we only dsted for 6 days i fell in love woth het but she cheated on me with a blue eyed blonde haired german htn and im still crying ofer her and noe thst i found another girl and my hoped hot up becsise i like her and want her, but im bot allowed to experience what chad and chadlite get. I m running out of time, whats the point of living if you constantly get rejected or at the best friendzoned, i want to die , i already gave sll my savings to my grandparents , i wo t leave any message. If something there is that im grategul for, are some of the bros i found on this yourney. Thank you for helping me, listening to me, understanding my derp problems which parents or grandparents are not capable of. I still love my mom and my grandparents but i just see no sense in this reality.
I have adhd and i don’t want to work a 9-5 which the system you cannot escape. I tried everything and nothing worked so im destined to slave away? Fuck you corporate faggots, i know you deeply hate your life and maybe some of you enjoy it because you got the good side of genes
im happy. For me its just neurodivergent, adhd anhedonia and groeing up poor with migrant parents.
Right now im jusing drugs snd alcoholism, loads of pills
I quit my job already and take some money maybe 2k snd buy a ticket to Thailand and off myself there. At least i wont die where im in constant negative energy and enjoy some last days, think about my life, about the good stuff, aboit the bad stuff, ill let out that last tears that represent not only necessary sorrow and sadness but at the same time happiness for the things i could see what others could not experience, if there is a god the it be so,
on the last day i will take everything in, and then slowly numb myself with a handful of benzodiazepines , them drink a couple cups of whiskey (thai whiskey) Let the euphoria floe in , tske another 10 pills and slowly make my way up to the to floor of a roof amd jump into the ground without regret. Sorry for the depression post but i needed to let it out, its too sad for me this reality i cannot survive without a female that loves me in line a bonny and clyde ride or die type shit.
Please i hope nobody takes this sersious its of course only satire
No but seriously if my account doesn’t post for more than 1-2 months im dead so you know for sure so that some people i know will be able to see and stop looking for me. My avatar is this on discord , Prople will know. Its 4:48 i will have another cup of vodka. Women are indifferent to us.
we met it was a good lookong girl, a htb in my opinion because i rate really harsh but some dolulos might call her stacy lite whatever she was tall (177cm) and im 183, in the beginning it went nice then the 3rd date we played some ball and then i texted her that i enjoyed the day today with her a lot. Thats it no love bombing i was always polite and respectful and tried my best during the date to make her laught but she left me on read and didnt even reply but we all know they are always on their phones and she just didn’t like my looks or attitude or both,
something got her the ick. After i had this asian onetis from Thailand, even tho we only dsted for 6 days i fell in love woth het but she cheated on me with a blue eyed blonde haired german htn and im still crying ofer her and noe thst i found another girl and my hoped hot up becsise i like her and want her, but im bot allowed to experience what chad and chadlite get. I m running out of time, whats the point of living if you constantly get rejected or at the best friendzoned, i want to die , i already gave sll my savings to my grandparents , i wo t leave any message. If something there is that im grategul for, are some of the bros i found on this yourney. Thank you for helping me, listening to me, understanding my derp problems which parents or grandparents are not capable of. I still love my mom and my grandparents but i just see no sense in this reality.
I have adhd and i don’t want to work a 9-5 which the system you cannot escape. I tried everything and nothing worked so im destined to slave away? Fuck you corporate faggots, i know you deeply hate your life and maybe some of you enjoy it because you got the good side of genes
im happy. For me its just neurodivergent, adhd anhedonia and groeing up poor with migrant parents. Right now im jusing drugs snd alcoholism, loads of pills
I quit my job already and take some money maybe 2k snd buy a ticket to Thailand and off myself there. At least i wont die where im in constant negative energy and enjoy some last days, think about my life, about the good stuff, aboit the bad stuff, ill let out that last tears that represent not only necessary sorrow and sadness but at the same time happiness for the things i could see what others could not experience, if there is a god the it be so,
on the last day i will take everything in, and then slowly numb myself with a handful of benzodiazepines , them drink a couple cups of whiskey (thai whiskey) Let the euphoria floe in , tske another 10 pills and slowly make my way up to the to floor of a roof amd jump into the ground without regret. Sorry for the depression post but i needed to let it out, its too sad for me this reality i cannot survive without a female that loves me in line a bonny and clyde ride or die type shit.
Please i hope nobody takes this sersious its of course only satire
No but seriously if my account doesn’t post for more than 1-2 months im dead so you know for sure so that some people i know will be able to see and stop looking for me. My avatar is this on discord , Prople will know. Its 4:48 i will have another cup of vodka. Women are indifferent to us.
