It's Over I will probably be homeless soon, should I just kill myself?

[NihilisticSoul]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

 

[OutcastedOutcast]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

Don't rope . Normies love it when we commit suicide .
I'm sorry to hear of your situation . Is there anyway you can avoid this fate ?
Can the government help you ?
Maybe some brocels here can legit help you and give you some advice . I don't think I'm the right person . WIshing you well brocel .
Just know that the pain you feel now , is shared by your brocels . Your not walking this battle alone .

 

[Govid_Dorious]

only you know about your situation

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

No.

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English

Shigeki ni uete 'ta renzu no naka ni Utsushidasareta kawaii emono Mayoi wo shiranai hijou no okite Andoroido pawaa...... ......Misete yaru Hajime kara inochi sae tsukuru mono (duplicate) Nani hitotsu ushinau mono nado arya shinai Just now warning of danger Omae no subete warning of danger Nakushite yaru! Ore no shisen ni Saa, hizamazuke Just now warning of danger Omae no inochi warning of danger Ubatte miseru! Kono migi-te ni akai shinzou Furuete o-yasumi asu wo inotte Kagerou yori mo hakanai yoake Yume wo miru ga ii Asu wo mitsumete Kibou no hate ni...... ......Deddo zoon Eien no nemuri e okutte yarou (sleep one's last sleep) Sono kata ni seotta akarui mirai-goto Give a warning of danger Omae no yukue warning of danger Oshiete yaru! Sameta honoo de hai ni naru no sa Give a warning of danger Oroka na yatsu ni warning of danger Keikoku shiyou Kore yori saki yami no shihai-ka Just now warning of danger Omae no subete warning of danger Nakushite yaru! Ore no shisen ni Saa, hizamazuke Just now warning of danger Omae no inochi warning of danger Ubatte miseru! Kono migi-te ni akai shinzou Give a warning of danger Omae no yukue warning of danger Oshiete yaru! Sameta honoo de hai ni naru no sa Give a warning of danger Oroka na yatsu ni warning of danger Keikoku shiyou Kore yori saki yami no shihai-ka

In the eyes starving for something to get it started A pretty prey gleams Knowing way of getting lost An uncompromising rule Android power..... ......I shall show you From the beginning I'm made to live (duplicate) Not even one thing is missing Just now warning of danger Everything about you warning of danger I shall annihilate! Upon my glance Go, kneel before me Just now warning of danger Of your life warning of danger I shall rob from you! In this right hand the red heart The uneasy sleep Praying for tomorrow A dawn more fleeting than a mayfly Just dream and stare at tomorrow Till the end of hope..... .....Dead zone I'll send you to an everlasting sleep (sleep one's last sleep) Bearing on those shoulders the bright future Give a warning of danger You whereabouts warning of danger I shall tell you! Turn into ash with frozen flame Give a warning of danger To foolish men warning of danger I shall give a warning From now on you're a pawn of darkness Just now warning of danger Everything about you warning of danger I shall annihilate! Upon my glance Go, kneel before me Just now warning of danger Of your life warning of danger I shall rob from you! In this right hand the red heart Give a warning of danger You whereabouts warning of danger I shall tell you! Turn into ash with frozen flame Give a warning of danger To foolish men warning of danger I shall give a warning From now on you're a pawn of darkness

Previously. When I was starving/weak in the commune due to severe anxiety and bullying, I'd start drawing on my little magnetic board and fantasize about the different recipes I would make after I had finally moved into an apartment.

Yes. Dragon Ball:







When I lived in the youth commune, I would recite the lyrics to "Mind Power...Ki" in my head so I could calm myself enough to do basic tasks like leaving out my commune room to clean myself or eat.



Now I rely on psychotropic medication. When my "chronic headache" is resolved, I'll feel slightly more content.

Yes, true. When I was eighteen, I attempted to apply for jobs. However, I could barely do the interviews because of my stuttering problem(ASD-caused). My mother wanted me to get employed despite knowing about my disability("You should get a job", "When you become an adult, I want you gone!").

The result was living in a youth commune for some time...

I've also been pushed to get employed or face homelessness:



By that point, I had already spent months sleeping in the basement of our apartment to recover from my first mental breakdown.

Story: Two:

I lived in a youth commune for some time. There, I was harassed/bullied by Tyrone and Chadlito. Tyrone took pictures of my naked body(I was in the male bathroom cleaning myself) and started laughing at my child-like appearance and fairly small phallus size with his roommate. He also threw dice at my room door each night and would play loud "rap" music at maximum volume to disturb me.

Chadlito, however, was much more subtle. He would peak into my room and, on occasion, steal my items. He also liked to gossip about me("He's a weirdo", "He's a freak", "He puts food in bags and goes outside to eat alone") and especially loved recording me. This led to him recording me while I was sleeping(I have sexsomnia), which led to the shelter boys/girls laughing at my "sexual speech". Note that the shelter girls had already mocked me previously for my feminine voice and autistic, avoidant behavior.

Because my case manager divulged my ASD diagnosis freely, I was a prime target for bullying and abuse from other youth. Chadlito eventually tried to have me evicted from the commune, which happened after I started staying in my commune room most of the time to avoid being shoved into desks by him(Demonstrating his "machismo" against an innocent aspie).

It is painful to have ASD, MDD, GAD, PTSD(It was already present from childhood trauma), and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria/RSD. I would've likely roped if not for my obsessive fantasizing from ASD.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

only you know about your situation

 

[Govid_Dorious]

No.

Romaji

English

Shigeki ni uete 'ta renzu no naka ni Utsushidasareta kawaii emono Mayoi wo shiranai hijou no okite Andoroido pawaa...... ......Misete yaru Hajime kara inochi sae tsukuru mono (duplicate) Nani hitotsu ushinau mono nado arya shinai Just now warning of danger Omae no subete warning of danger Nakushite yaru! Ore no shisen ni Saa, hizamazuke Just now warning of danger Omae no inochi warning of danger Ubatte miseru! Kono migi-te ni akai shinzou Furuete o-yasumi asu wo inotte Kagerou yori mo hakanai yoake Yume wo miru ga ii Asu wo mitsumete Kibou no hate ni...... ......Deddo zoon Eien no nemuri e okutte yarou (sleep one's last sleep) Sono kata ni seotta akarui mirai-goto Give a warning of danger Omae no yukue warning of danger Oshiete yaru! Sameta honoo de hai ni naru no sa Give a warning of danger Oroka na yatsu ni warning of danger Keikoku shiyou Kore yori saki yami no shihai-ka Just now warning of danger Omae no subete warning of danger Nakushite yaru! Ore no shisen ni Saa, hizamazuke Just now warning of danger Omae no inochi warning of danger Ubatte miseru! Kono migi-te ni akai shinzou Give a warning of danger Omae no yukue warning of danger Oshiete yaru! Sameta honoo de hai ni naru no sa Give a warning of danger Oroka na yatsu ni warning of danger Keikoku shiyou Kore yori saki yami no shihai-ka

In the eyes starving for something to get it started A pretty prey gleams Knowing way of getting lost An uncompromising rule Android power..... ......I shall show you From the beginning I'm made to live (duplicate) Not even one thing is missing Just now warning of danger Everything about you warning of danger I shall annihilate! Upon my glance Go, kneel before me Just now warning of danger Of your life warning of danger I shall rob from you! In this right hand the red heart The uneasy sleep Praying for tomorrow A dawn more fleeting than a mayfly Just dream and stare at tomorrow Till the end of hope..... .....Dead zone I'll send you to an everlasting sleep (sleep one's last sleep) Bearing on those shoulders the bright future Give a warning of danger You whereabouts warning of danger I shall tell you! Turn into ash with frozen flame Give a warning of danger To foolish men warning of danger I shall give a warning From now on you're a pawn of darkness Just now warning of danger Everything about you warning of danger I shall annihilate! Upon my glance Go, kneel before me Just now warning of danger Of your life warning of danger I shall rob from you! In this right hand the red heart Give a warning of danger You whereabouts warning of danger I shall tell you! Turn into ash with frozen flame Give a warning of danger To foolish men warning of danger I shall give a warning From now on you're a pawn of darkness

 

[NorwoodVictim]

only you know about your situation

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

 

[ElTruecel]

Do it after ur parents die if you have to

 

[Fallenleaves]

only you know about your situation

 

[Horsilly]

Ive also felt like doing that. Try eating Raw meat, see if that helps with your mental issues, then try to get a job.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Don't kill yourself.
Kill other people instead.

(in video game)

 

[AsgardTheFatcel]

Don't kill yourself.
Kill other people instead.

 

[IncelKing]

Visit a job agency and take your mom thERe, hopefully they’ll find jobs for you both, do it ASAP.

Being a wageslave is hell, but it’s bettER than being dead or rotting as a homeless bum on the streets.

But if you rathER die by your own hand, than to wageslave, be homeless or die while rotting on the streets, then it’s for the best that you die as a hERo, if you know what I’m saying.

You can even be our next saint, even when you’re dead, thousands of incels around the world will remembER your name, you will leave behind an etERnal legacy.

Good luck my brothER

 

[never began]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

Depends. Relationship with your mother?

 

[gangrenemax]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

you rope you make normies feel good. Fuck them try dumpster diving for good food behind fine dining restaurants they trow out good stuff and whole foods and dunkin doughnuts. Which country are you in btw? Find a local public university and stay the nights in those libraries there is dignity in that and go to ymca or uni gym and shower and try to find a disability check by scamming them or find a decent wage slave job. Good luck man fuck dying to make this sick world feel good

 

[northwesterner]

Visit a job agency and take your mom thERe, hopefully they’ll find jobs for you both, do it ASAP.

Being a wageslave is hell, but it’s bettER than being dead or rotting as a homeless bum on the streets.

But if you rathER die by your own hand, than to wageslave, be homeless or die while rotting on the streets, then it’s for the best that you die as a hERo, if you know what I’m saying.

You can even be our next saint, even when you’re dead, thousands of incels around the world will remembER your name, you will leave behind an etERnal legacy.

Good luck my brothER

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

Go back to your parents’ country. Maybe that might help.

 

[war_with_myself]

do you guys think I should rope

no. i want to rope everyday when i wake up, but i keep pushing through the days. try doing that.

 

[gamer]

If you have no other options you could always join the army

 

[war_with_myself]

you rope you make normies feel good. Fuck them try dumpster diving for good food behind fine dining restaurants they trow out good stuff and whole foods and dunkin doughnuts. Which country are you in btw? Find a local public university and stay the nights in those libraries there is dignity in that and go to ymca or uni gym and shower and try to find a disability check by scamming them or find a decent wage slave job. Good luck man fuck dying to make this sick world feel good

based take actually.

 

[Antisocialloner]

Thumbs up for the Eric Harris pic

 

[fukurou]

get a gym membership to shower
and live in a car.
save up for an RV or a mini camper vehicle
try getting a job, retail is always hiring, go store to store and lie you have experience.
invest money into stock long term if you can

when you have free time try to come up with ways to make money online.

try not to be a little bitch, your life is shit but think what are the best moves you can make
it's better than that quitter shit

 

[RuudVanNistelrooy]

Try to find a warehouse job in a smaller warehouse, it actually helps a bit with anxiety.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

disability Maxx or military Maxx if u have the testosterone. rope Maxx if u can't do either I'd say

 

[twascilk99]

roping is letting the normies win

don't do it my nigga

we all go in due time, use what you got left out of life for good cause.

now i won't name what cause that's up to you.

 

[Govid_Dorious]

Last seen Today at 2:32 PM

 

[Rotter]

Since you immigrated once, you can probably do it again. Save up or sell enough shit to buy a plane ticket, and get your ass to a country with good NEET benefits. This only works if you're ethnic though, since you would be claiming asylum ("people in my country are tryna kill me", etc)

 

[Govid_Dorious]

Since you immigrated once, you can probably do it again. Save up or sell enough shit to buy a plane ticket, and get your ass to a country with good NEET benefits. This only works if you're ethnic though, since you would be claiming asylum ("people in my country are tryna kill me", etc)

 

[nohope.]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

try working before u kill urself. try anything. then do it

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

Do it after ur parents die if you have to

In the words of @racoon4:

"so...same as usual"

 

[curryimmigrantcel]

Do not rope brocel. Refuse to die, like a virus. Do not give normies the satisfaction.

 

[VitaminS]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

DO. NOT. ROPE.

stay strong

 

[Sufferingdude]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

How are the normies winning if you rope?

 

[Black Soul]

Are you still alive? It's sad that you don't think about your mom.

 

[spasticbuddy]

If you die, the normies and the foids win. Don’t rope brocel

 

[fortniteroleplayer]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

No , you need accept CHRIST and be HIS sheep, and pray for a miracle and healing.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

get a gym membership to shower
and live in a car.
save up for an RV or a mini camper vehicle
try getting a job, retail is always hiring, go store to store and lie you have experience.
invest money into stock long term if you can

when you have free time try to come up with ways to make money online.

try not to be a little bitch, your life is shit but think what are the best moves you can make
it's better than that quitter shit

That was a good website.

 

[IronsideCel]

Don't do it brocel, these normies, stacy, becky they want you to suicide, mang.

I know you got anxiety n shiet mang, but you gotta take into mind it's either deal with it and take care of your family or suffer in the streets where it'll be bad, mang.

I know if you do certain jobs you can get that citizenship n shiet, or if you already have it, join the military or sum shiet, mang. that shit actually changes lives




I know it's over, but don't let it be for your family, take care of your kin

 

[Med Amine]

you probably should do it if you know that totally over for you, being immigrant is surely bad and will only make your situation even worse

 

[LifeMaxxer]

A month later and he’s still alive. Everyone’s always All talk but 0 action

 

[PastillaNegra]

your CHOice

 

[Pajeetsingh]

View: https://www.reddit.com/r/IncelTear/comments/11seii8/incel_plans_to_commit_suicide/

These itcucks deserve to be raped and killed.

 

[Praise the Sun]

No, stay alive and use up normie ressources. The only reason to rope is physical or psychological pain that's too much to bear.

 

[Newton the 2nd]

He became a star with his shitty sob story. Muh single mom and immigrant. White women love this shit that's why they fuck nigger refugees.

 

[Saint Cho]

Homelessness is a fate worse than death.

 

[FiveThreeChinesecel]

Im a NEET, I live with my mom and im probably going to be homeless because we have issues with the landlord, I can't get a job because of my anxiety and its too late anyway, my mom recently lost her job and is struggling to find a new job, im an immigrantcel, I have no family or friends in this country.

I really have nothing to lose, im a total faliure, ive had suicidal thoughts before and now I feel nothing but depression and anxiety 24/7, my mental issues are getting worse every year, I know roping is letting the normies win but I feel trapped and lost, I want out of this hell.


We have a month before we get kicked out, i plan to be dead by suicide before then, I can't take it anymore, fuck society, fuck normies, fuck this useless planet.


I know this sounds like a attention seeking normie post, but unlike normies I have really suffered in my life, I just wanted to ask: do you guys think I should rope or am I just overreacting?

Do not rope. You will find happiness again brocel.

 

[Rotter]

Do not rope.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

A month later and he’s still alive. Everyone’s always All talk but 0 action

Typical.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

your CHOice

All East Asian incels are Cho.