Venting I think I hit my breaking point socially

[trixiespitswap]

My classmate asked me to meet him at a bar because he didn’t want to be alone, but by the time I got there he was already absorbed into some group playing pool and expected me to just naturally blend in with them and as he got drunker he turned into a complete caricature around this older alt woman he met there. Constantly touching, forced laughing, acting like she was the most amazing person alive because she gave him attention for five minutes.
Then he started lecturing me about mingling and trying to force conversations between me and random girls, it was hollow and humiliating.
Nights like that remind me there’s a certain type of person modern social life is designed for, and if you’re not naturally built for it, you just end up standing there observing the performance from the outside.

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

yeah fuck that. too ridiculous for NDs....

 

[ли/чж]

Damn, I'm sorry.

 

[Vinícius truecel]

You're a cuckold if you have "normal" friends; they'll humiliate and embarrass you so everyone can laugh at you.

 

[tired as fuck]

I had such friends. I cut them off. Not saying you should tho

 

[She Does Not Exist]

Thing is, you give up.

I'm a very pregmatic guy, if I approached two as an ND, it went anywhere, then no more trying.

ND men don't work under pressure, we fold really fucking fast.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

that's still a nice opportunity and you should go if you have the chance

remember you can just dip out early if it doesn't look like the right situation, you are not FORCED to stay and the more you force yourself to stay in a place you don't like the harder it will be to try again

 

[nihilum]

yeah fuck that. too ridiculous for NDs....

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

You're a cuckold if you have "normal" friends; they'll humiliate and embarrass you so everyone can laugh at you.

 

[AutismKing]

that's still a nice opportunity and you should go if you have the chance

remember you can just dip out early if it doesn't look like the right situation, you are not FORCED to stay and the more you force yourself to stay in a place you don't like the harder it will be to try again

 

[trixiespitswap]

I had such friends. I cut them off. Not saying you should tho

Theyre so exhausting that im thinking of it

 

[trixiespitswap]

that's still a nice opportunity and you should go if you have the chance

remember you can just dip out early if it doesn't look like the right situation, you are not FORCED to stay and the more you force yourself to stay in a place you don't like the harder it will be to try again

Ur pfp is sexy

 

[invincible]

that's still a nice opportunity and you should go if you have the chance

remember you can just dip out early if it doesn't look like the right situation, you are not FORCED to stay and the more you force yourself to stay in a place you don't like the harder it will be to try again

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

You're a cuckold if you have "normal" friends; they'll humiliate and embarrass you so everyone can laugh at you.

Normies are demons.

 

[StableFellow]

At least he tried to wingman for you, doesn't that mean he cares about you to some extent even if he did it in a way that wasn't comfortable for you? I would be happy.

 

[trixiespitswap]

You're a cuckold if you have "normal" friends; they'll humiliate and embarrass you so everyone can laugh at you.

People always say this like "normal" people are uniquely fake or humiliating, but outsiders recreate the exact same dynamics in smaller circles. The only difference is aesthetics. Instead of competing over status through partying and extroversion, they compete through irony, cynicism, niche knowledge, being the most detached, the most self aware, the most mentally checked out. Its still hierarchy and performance.
Even online spaces that claim to reject mainstream social behaviour end up becoming their own theatre of ego and validation. People posture constantly, just in a different language. One guy flexes social success, another flexes alienation. One performs confidence, another performs intellectual superiority or emotional numbness. None of this is especially genuine.
Thats why escaping into outsider circles never really fixes anything. Humans bring the same instincts everywhere they go.

 

[trixiespitswap]

People always say this like "normal" people are uniquely fake or humiliating, but outsiders recreate the exact same dynamics in smaller circles. The only difference is aesthetics. Instead of competing over status through partying and extroversion, they compete through irony, cynicism, niche knowledge, being the most detached, the most self aware, the most mentally checked out. Its still hierarchy and performance.
Even online spaces that claim to reject mainstream social behaviour end up becoming their own theatre of ego and validation. People posture constantly, just in a different language. One guy flexes social success, another flexes alienation. One performs confidence, another performs intellectual superiority or emotional numbness. None of this is especially genuine.
Thats why escaping into outsider circles never really fixes anything. Humans bring the same instincts everywhere they go.

I owned all of .is wjth this