It's Over I really dont know how some people gather the courage to rope

[kay']

When im alone at home, i go take the rifle of my dad.

Its empty, but i fool around with it. As soon as i put in my hands i feel heavy.

I angle it to my temple or put in my mouth and my hands shake.

i cant press the trigger eventho i know its empty

 

[go2sleep]

I wish I had a gun tbh. It would be much easier.

 

[Dusk]

It's not courage but desperation.
At some point the despair stops your hands from shaking.

 

[Mecoja]

Don't do that please, devil can scheme things and make you do it.

 

[go2sleep]

Don't do that please, devil can scheme things and make you do it.

There is no devil.

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

I wish I had a gun tbh. It would be much easier to go ER

 

[Drinkcel]

I wish I had a gun tbh. It would be much easier.

I saw a video of someone who survived a shotgun to the face somehow

 

[go2sleep]

I saw a video of someone who survived a shotgun to the face somehow

Tbh it's still worth a shot

 

[Drinkcel]

Tbh it's still worth a shot

They survived. It was one of the horrifying things I've ever seen. If that was me, I would try again

 

[go2sleep]

They survived. It was one of the horrifying things I've ever seen. If that was me, I would try again

Same tbh. What else can you do?

 

[go2sleep]

Same tbh. What else can you do?

Nothing.

 

[Friezacel]

Low inhib is crucial if one wants to rope