BlackCel_from_ZA
Why rope? You never had a life JFL :)
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A follow up to this thread.
I can't cope without this forum. Why should I deprive one of the fews things that bring joy to me.
Long story short On monday I went to approach my oneitis(even though she rejected me) and this time she completely dismissed me and told me to never speak to her again. She is always with this mixed race chad at my school, It's kinda fascinating seeing the duality of foids. On one hand she completely despises and hates me then on the other hand, she completely loves and adores this chad. Femgroids can literally hit a 180 when it comes to their emotions. She is constantly smiling when she is with him. I know I'm supposed to be a hateful incel but I'm happy for her. She seems genuinely happy when she is with him. I know that cucked but It's the reality that I'm currently facing.
I wish she would love me the way I love her but it is what it is. I'm graduating next year December and I haven't had a girlfriend. I know I still have a year and a half still but realistically speaking I have wasted my Uni life, I didn't make any friends, didn't get a girlfriend, won't have a friendgroup. The only memorable thing that happened to me is losing my virginity to an escort, earlier this year. My life feels like it's completely over but I don't want to lose hope, because if I do I will certainly rope.
At least as soon as I graduate I'll get a job working as a Cyber Security Consultant(My dream job). I'll at least more than 97% of uni graduates. I think I may be able to find a femoid during this time but I know she won't love me for me. She'll be using me for my limited resources. I don't why I'm desperate for love. I think it's because all my favourite songs are love songs.
Ohhh and two days ago, my lecturer asked us to form groups with people for a project. There was a group of femoids(5-6 of them). I had my earphones in, so they probably thought I couldn't hear them. They said, "no wayysssssss, I don't want to be with that weird guy", that sentence alone just broke my heart and sent me back to the incels form. No matter how hard to try change for these people, they'll never appreciate it. Unfortunately I think I'm too low T for hatred. I literally don't have any body hairs, no mustache, no armpit hair, little pubic hair etc. I'm 21 years old so there is probably something very wrong with me. Hopefully it isn't life threatening.
This is just a rant. I haven't spoke to someone IRL since the beginning of the year(excluding my parents) I just wanted to let some thing off my chest. I'm worried and I don't know what to do.
So my oneitis rejected me...
This is a follow up to this thread https://incels.is/threads/i-love-my-oneitis-sooo-much.512675/page-2#post-11758607 SO long story short, I confessed my feelings to my oneitis and I it didn't go well. I could see in her eyes that she wanted to ball her eyes out. In her head she was probably...
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I can't cope without this forum. Why should I deprive one of the fews things that bring joy to me.
Long story short On monday I went to approach my oneitis(even though she rejected me) and this time she completely dismissed me and told me to never speak to her again. She is always with this mixed race chad at my school, It's kinda fascinating seeing the duality of foids. On one hand she completely despises and hates me then on the other hand, she completely loves and adores this chad. Femgroids can literally hit a 180 when it comes to their emotions. She is constantly smiling when she is with him. I know I'm supposed to be a hateful incel but I'm happy for her. She seems genuinely happy when she is with him. I know that cucked but It's the reality that I'm currently facing.
I wish she would love me the way I love her but it is what it is. I'm graduating next year December and I haven't had a girlfriend. I know I still have a year and a half still but realistically speaking I have wasted my Uni life, I didn't make any friends, didn't get a girlfriend, won't have a friendgroup. The only memorable thing that happened to me is losing my virginity to an escort, earlier this year. My life feels like it's completely over but I don't want to lose hope, because if I do I will certainly rope.
At least as soon as I graduate I'll get a job working as a Cyber Security Consultant(My dream job). I'll at least more than 97% of uni graduates. I think I may be able to find a femoid during this time but I know she won't love me for me. She'll be using me for my limited resources. I don't why I'm desperate for love. I think it's because all my favourite songs are love songs.
Ohhh and two days ago, my lecturer asked us to form groups with people for a project. There was a group of femoids(5-6 of them). I had my earphones in, so they probably thought I couldn't hear them. They said, "no wayysssssss, I don't want to be with that weird guy", that sentence alone just broke my heart and sent me back to the incels form. No matter how hard to try change for these people, they'll never appreciate it. Unfortunately I think I'm too low T for hatred. I literally don't have any body hairs, no mustache, no armpit hair, little pubic hair etc. I'm 21 years old so there is probably something very wrong with me. Hopefully it isn't life threatening.
This is just a rant. I haven't spoke to someone IRL since the beginning of the year(excluding my parents) I just wanted to let some thing off my chest. I'm worried and I don't know what to do.