Jerek
Cucks are ugly people in denial.
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- Oct 7, 2018
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I still lurk here, often, but since i've reached the balance that i've talked in a previous post (https://incels.is/threads/im-reaching-finally-some-sort-of-balance.322851/#post-7456509) i don't have many reason to write new posts.
But, as i wrote exactly two years ago (https://incels.is/threads/the-sight-of-hot-teens-with-chads-still-troubles-me.382198/), the sight of hot teens in summer still disrupt my soul in a way that is becoming worse with me getting even older.
I'm reaching 40 and i can imagine that not only a teen could see me as ugly but even as old. An old, ugly, creepy man. And i wonder how this stuff will become worse in my 50's or 60's.
Also, i like to escortcel. But good looking escorts are not common as you may think and they are rarely under 20. So if i see a hot girl that is 25 or 30 or older... i'm like "fine, i can't have her, but i've fucked an escort that resembles her so i know how it could feel".
But there are no escorts in the range of 14-18 years old, it's illegal. Also, there's always the thing connected to the "teen love" that is lost forever. Teen love, or teen lust, i don't give a fuck.
The only thing i know is that summer is torture, even more than it was 25 years ago.
I have absolutely no clue how to fight this stuff.
But, as i wrote exactly two years ago (https://incels.is/threads/the-sight-of-hot-teens-with-chads-still-troubles-me.382198/), the sight of hot teens in summer still disrupt my soul in a way that is becoming worse with me getting even older.
I'm reaching 40 and i can imagine that not only a teen could see me as ugly but even as old. An old, ugly, creepy man. And i wonder how this stuff will become worse in my 50's or 60's.
Also, i like to escortcel. But good looking escorts are not common as you may think and they are rarely under 20. So if i see a hot girl that is 25 or 30 or older... i'm like "fine, i can't have her, but i've fucked an escort that resembles her so i know how it could feel".
But there are no escorts in the range of 14-18 years old, it's illegal. Also, there's always the thing connected to the "teen love" that is lost forever. Teen love, or teen lust, i don't give a fuck.
The only thing i know is that summer is torture, even more than it was 25 years ago.
I have absolutely no clue how to fight this stuff.