SuicideFuel IF I JUST WENT TO PROM

[SlayerSlayer]

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM,

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD PRETEND TO BE NORMAL. FOR ONE NIGHT OF MY LIFE. I DONT CARE IF ITS A HUMILIATION RITUAL. IF A FOID AT LEAST AGREED TO GO WITH ME AT LEAST THATS SOMETHING. AT LEAST IM WORTH GLANCE. A FUNNY JOKE TO THEM AT WORST. BUT AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE GONE OUT. MY LAST YEAR AS A HIGH SCHOOLER. I MAY HAVE NOT HAD SEX. BUT LEAST I COULD SAY I HELD A FOIDS HAND AND TOOK HER TO PROM.

BUT I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT

I CANT

I HAVE CRIPPING THOUGHTS OF WANTING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO A WALL BECAUSE I DIDNT GO TO PROM

I JUST WANT TO PUT ON A TUX AND BRING FOID ALL DRESSED UP TO HAVE YOUNG FUN FOR A NIGHT
IS THAT SO WRONG??
I HAVE NOTHING TO REMEMBER BUT NIGHTS OF JEALOUS RUMINATION AND MASTURBATORY SEETHING

NOBODY CARED ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO EVEN BRING ME ON A JOKE

I AM INVISIBLE

I AM SLIME

I AM A CHINK

BUT IF I WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD SAY I WENT TO PROM

AT LEAST I COULD SAY HEY I WENT TO PROM IM NOT A TOTAL LOSER.

BUT NO. I HAVE TO CLEARLY EXPLAIN TO EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ABOUT HOW I WAS HUMILIATED 13 TIMES BECAUSE NO FOID WANTED TO GO OUT WITH ME BECAUSE I AM A TOTAL CHINK LOSER AND THE VERY FACT THAT YOU MENTIONED THE WORD 'PROM' TO ME SENT ME SPIRALING INTO AN HOURS LONG ANXIETY ATTACK

NOT HAVING TEEN SEX AS A TEEN IS BAD ENOUGH, BUT I CANT EVEN LIE AND SAY I WAS NORMAL ENOUGH TO ATTEND PROM. IT WAS SIMPLY NOT IN THE CARDS FOR A TRUE PEAK LOSER

I AM 45 YEARS OLD. I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT THIS SHIT ANYMORE. BUT THE FACT IS, STUPID SHIT I MISSED OUT ON AS A TEEN IS THE ONLY THING IVE EVER CARED ABOUT AND WILL EVER CARE ABOUT. EVERYTHING YOU ACHIEVE AS A TEENAGER MUST BE PERFECT AS POSSIBLE OR YOU WILL END UP LIKE ME

 

[orthodox]

first will read

 

[spectator.sncta]

I am going to take your word. Let's hope those 13 foids are living in deeprotted hell right now.

Again, I am guilty of triggering this memory of yours.

 

[societysucks]

I didn’t went to prom and I’m chilling lol

 

[itsover1020]

I dont want prom tbh i just want to slay a bunch of foids

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I dont want prom tbh i just want to slay a bunch of foids

I WANT TO FUCK PROM SLUTS AND SNORT COCAINE OFF THEIR CLEVAGE IN A LIMO

 

[VλREN]

Bro be yelling

 

[VλREN]

You would have just been invisible

 

[Pancakecel]

Proms me

 

[Rapistcel]

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM,

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD PRETEND TO BE NORMAL. FOR ONE NIGHT OF MY LIFE. I DONT CARE IF ITS A HUMILIATION RITUAL. IF A FOID AT LEAST AGREED TO GO WITH ME AT LEAST THATS SOMETHING. AT LEAST IM WORTH GLANCE. A FUNNY JOKE TO THEM AT WORST. BUT AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE GONE OUT. MY LAST YEAR AS A HIGH SCHOOLER. I MAY HAVE NOT HAD SEX. BUT LEAST I COULD SAY I HELD A FOIDS HAND AND TOOK HER TO PROM.

BUT I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT

I CANT

I HAVE CRIPPING THOUGHTS OF WANTING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO A WALL BECAUSE I DIDNT GO TO PROM

I JUST WANT TO PUT ON A TUX AND BRING FOID ALL DRESSED UP TO HAVE YOUNG FUN FOR A NIGHT
IS THAT SO WRONG??
I HAVE NOTHING TO REMEMBER BUT NIGHTS OF JEALOUS RUMINATION AND MASTURBATORY SEETHING

NOBODY CARED ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO EVEN BRING ME ON A JOKE

I AM INVISIBLE

I AM SLIME

I AM A CHINK

BUT IF I WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD SAY I WENT TO PROM

AT LEAST I COULD SAY HEY I WENT TO PROM IM NOT A TOTAL LOSER.

BUT NO. I HAVE TO CLEARLY EXPLAIN TO EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ABOUT HOW I WAS HUMILIATED 13 TIMES BECAUSE NO FOID WANTED TO GO OUT WITH ME BECAUSE I AM A TOTAL CHINK LOSER AND THE VERY FACT THAT YOU MENTIONED THE WORD 'PROM' TO ME SENT ME SPIRALING INTO AN HOURS LONG ANXIETY ATTACK

NOT HAVING TEEN SEX AS A TEEN IS BAD ENOUGH, BUT I CANT EVEN LIE AND SAY I WAS NORMAL ENOUGH TO ATTEND PROM. IT WAS SIMPLY NOT IN THE CARDS FOR A TRUE PEAK LOSER

I AM 45 YEARS OLD. I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT THIS SHIT ANYMORE. BUT THE FACT IS, STUPID SHIT I MISSED OUT ON AS A TEEN IS THE ONLY THING IVE EVER CARED ABOUT AND WILL EVER CARE ABOUT. EVERYTHING YOU ACHIEVE AS A TEENAGER MUST BE PERFECT AS POSSIBLE OR YOU WILL END UP LIKE ME

You wound have been made fun of and it wound have been a traumatic experience more.
Not going was the right decision.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You would have been alone anyway

Do you regret not having been there even if you know deep inside you that it would not have changed anything?

 

[Firefighter]

I AM 45 YEARS OLD.

45 years old still stressed about high school days.
I'm sure I will be just like you at 45.
It's over.

 

[Fatbaldingcel]

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM,

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD PRETEND TO BE NORMAL. FOR ONE NIGHT OF MY LIFE. I DONT CARE IF ITS A HUMILIATION RITUAL. IF A FOID AT LEAST AGREED TO GO WITH ME AT LEAST THATS SOMETHING. AT LEAST IM WORTH GLANCE. A FUNNY JOKE TO THEM AT WORST. BUT AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE GONE OUT. MY LAST YEAR AS A HIGH SCHOOLER. I MAY HAVE NOT HAD SEX. BUT LEAST I COULD SAY I HELD A FOIDS HAND AND TOOK HER TO PROM.

BUT I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT

I CANT

I HAVE CRIPPING THOUGHTS OF WANTING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO A WALL BECAUSE I DIDNT GO TO PROM

I JUST WANT TO PUT ON A TUX AND BRING FOID ALL DRESSED UP TO HAVE YOUNG FUN FOR A NIGHT
IS THAT SO WRONG??
I HAVE NOTHING TO REMEMBER BUT NIGHTS OF JEALOUS RUMINATION AND MASTURBATORY SEETHING

NOBODY CARED ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO EVEN BRING ME ON A JOKE

I AM INVISIBLE

I AM SLIME

I AM A CHINK

BUT IF I WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD SAY I WENT TO PROM

AT LEAST I COULD SAY HEY I WENT TO PROM IM NOT A TOTAL LOSER.

BUT NO. I HAVE TO CLEARLY EXPLAIN TO EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ABOUT HOW I WAS HUMILIATED 13 TIMES BECAUSE NO FOID WANTED TO GO OUT WITH ME BECAUSE I AM A TOTAL CHINK LOSER AND THE VERY FACT THAT YOU MENTIONED THE WORD 'PROM' TO ME SENT ME SPIRALING INTO AN HOURS LONG ANXIETY ATTACK

NOT HAVING TEEN SEX AS A TEEN IS BAD ENOUGH, BUT I CANT EVEN LIE AND SAY I WAS NORMAL ENOUGH TO ATTEND PROM. IT WAS SIMPLY NOT IN THE CARDS FOR A TRUE PEAK LOSER

I AM 45 YEARS OLD. I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT THIS SHIT ANYMORE. BUT THE FACT IS, STUPID SHIT I MISSED OUT ON AS A TEEN IS THE ONLY THING IVE EVER CARED ABOUT AND WILL EVER CARE ABOUT. EVERYTHING YOU ACHIEVE AS A TEENAGER MUST BE PERFECT AS POSSIBLE OR YOU WILL END UP LIKE ME

Easy up brother.

 

[Izayacel]

Proms me

 

[ItsOverMan]

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM,

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD PRETEND TO BE NORMAL. FOR ONE NIGHT OF MY LIFE. I DONT CARE IF ITS A HUMILIATION RITUAL. IF A FOID AT LEAST AGREED TO GO WITH ME AT LEAST THATS SOMETHING. AT LEAST IM WORTH GLANCE. A FUNNY JOKE TO THEM AT WORST. BUT AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE GONE OUT. MY LAST YEAR AS A HIGH SCHOOLER. I MAY HAVE NOT HAD SEX. BUT LEAST I COULD SAY I HELD A FOIDS HAND AND TOOK HER TO PROM.

BUT I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT

I CANT

I HAVE CRIPPING THOUGHTS OF WANTING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO A WALL BECAUSE I DIDNT GO TO PROM

I JUST WANT TO PUT ON A TUX AND BRING FOID ALL DRESSED UP TO HAVE YOUNG FUN FOR A NIGHT
IS THAT SO WRONG??
I HAVE NOTHING TO REMEMBER BUT NIGHTS OF JEALOUS RUMINATION AND MASTURBATORY SEETHING

NOBODY CARED ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO EVEN BRING ME ON A JOKE

I AM INVISIBLE

I AM SLIME

I AM A CHINK

BUT IF I WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD SAY I WENT TO PROM

AT LEAST I COULD SAY HEY I WENT TO PROM IM NOT A TOTAL LOSER.

BUT NO. I HAVE TO CLEARLY EXPLAIN TO EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ABOUT HOW I WAS HUMILIATED 13 TIMES BECAUSE NO FOID WANTED TO GO OUT WITH ME BECAUSE I AM A TOTAL CHINK LOSER AND THE VERY FACT THAT YOU MENTIONED THE WORD 'PROM' TO ME SENT ME SPIRALING INTO AN HOURS LONG ANXIETY ATTACK

NOT HAVING TEEN SEX AS A TEEN IS BAD ENOUGH, BUT I CANT EVEN LIE AND SAY I WAS NORMAL ENOUGH TO ATTEND PROM. IT WAS SIMPLY NOT IN THE CARDS FOR A TRUE PEAK LOSER

I AM 45 YEARS OLD. I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT THIS SHIT ANYMORE. BUT THE FACT IS, STUPID SHIT I MISSED OUT ON AS A TEEN IS THE ONLY THING IVE EVER CARED ABOUT AND WILL EVER CARE ABOUT. EVERYTHING YOU ACHIEVE AS A TEENAGER MUST BE PERFECT AS POSSIBLE OR YOU WILL END UP LIKE ME

I'm also in my 40s and been thinking A LOT about the bad things that happened to me in my teen years the past few weeks. Age 12-19 was so brutal. The 90s was fun for everybody but me.

 

[ItsOverMan]

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM,

IF I JUST WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD PRETEND TO BE NORMAL. FOR ONE NIGHT OF MY LIFE. I DONT CARE IF ITS A HUMILIATION RITUAL. IF A FOID AT LEAST AGREED TO GO WITH ME AT LEAST THATS SOMETHING. AT LEAST IM WORTH GLANCE. A FUNNY JOKE TO THEM AT WORST. BUT AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE GONE OUT. MY LAST YEAR AS A HIGH SCHOOLER. I MAY HAVE NOT HAD SEX. BUT LEAST I COULD SAY I HELD A FOIDS HAND AND TOOK HER TO PROM.

BUT I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT

I CANT

I HAVE CRIPPING THOUGHTS OF WANTING TO SLAM MY HEAD INTO A WALL BECAUSE I DIDNT GO TO PROM

I JUST WANT TO PUT ON A TUX AND BRING FOID ALL DRESSED UP TO HAVE YOUNG FUN FOR A NIGHT
IS THAT SO WRONG??
I HAVE NOTHING TO REMEMBER BUT NIGHTS OF JEALOUS RUMINATION AND MASTURBATORY SEETHING

NOBODY CARED ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO EVEN BRING ME ON A JOKE

I AM INVISIBLE

I AM SLIME

I AM A CHINK

BUT IF I WENT TO PROM AT LEAST I COULD SAY I WENT TO PROM

AT LEAST I COULD SAY HEY I WENT TO PROM IM NOT A TOTAL LOSER.

BUT NO. I HAVE TO CLEARLY EXPLAIN TO EVERYONE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD ABOUT HOW I WAS HUMILIATED 13 TIMES BECAUSE NO FOID WANTED TO GO OUT WITH ME BECAUSE I AM A TOTAL CHINK LOSER AND THE VERY FACT THAT YOU MENTIONED THE WORD 'PROM' TO ME SENT ME SPIRALING INTO AN HOURS LONG ANXIETY ATTACK

NOT HAVING TEEN SEX AS A TEEN IS BAD ENOUGH, BUT I CANT EVEN LIE AND SAY I WAS NORMAL ENOUGH TO ATTEND PROM. IT WAS SIMPLY NOT IN THE CARDS FOR A TRUE PEAK LOSER

I AM 45 YEARS OLD. I SHOULD NOT CARE ABOUT THIS SHIT ANYMORE. BUT THE FACT IS, STUPID SHIT I MISSED OUT ON AS A TEEN IS THE ONLY THING IVE EVER CARED ABOUT AND WILL EVER CARE ABOUT. EVERYTHING YOU ACHIEVE AS A TEENAGER MUST BE PERFECT AS POSSIBLE OR YOU WILL END UP LIKE ME

I didn't go to prom either, but we probably would have just sat at a table at the back of the room rotting for 4 hours while watching Chads and Stacies French kiss each other to the sounds of 90s rap music and Backstreet Boys.

 

[ItsOverMan]

You wound have been made fun of and it wound have been a traumatic experience more.
Not going was the right decision.

Made fun of even if a girl asked you to go and you went with her?

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

You would have been alone anyway

 

[Takuji Mamiya]

You would have just been invisible

This reminds me of when Elliot was ignored by women at a party and then got shoved off a balcony lmao.

 

[Glassness]

I went to prom and i just ate all the fuckin food because i was a fatass at the time

 

[The Death Devil]

I was watching something the other day and it was supposed to be this representation of these 'anime' characters if they were in high school. In the video, one of them wants to take out a girl to the promenade, and the entire episode is about how this guy is nervous and wants to look cool in front of the girl. He asks her our nervously and she happily accepts, and then he panics because he doesn't know what to do or how to dance. He spends his time training and learning how to dance so that he can impress the girl, but he also takes the advice of this one person he knows right before he picks her up—which was to also be rude to her occasionally to be 'alpha.'

So at the dance he does just that and compliments her while also acting like he doesn't entirely care about her, and asks her if he's alpha or not, and she rolls her eyes and says that she can't believe that another guy is like this, and then storms off.

He catches up with her, apologizes, and says that he just wanted to impress her, and she goes on about how he was already impressive when he was a loser and that she is sick of 'alphabros' (redpillers) and that she was happy with him the way he was. He says he never knew and asks her to give him a chance, and she does, and then they become a happy couple.

Throughout the entirety of the episode, I came to the realization that the YouTube series was made by a soyshitter who has zero idea how real life relationships work. Most disgusting thing I've had the displeasure of watching in the past few months, for sure.

Watching it also made me dwell on what it would have been like to do something like that. Of course, in reality, I never would have gone to one a prom either way because I would have just been mocked and made fun of—but I couldn't help but wonder what it must be like to be a teenager who is desirable enough that he can ask a girl out to a dance and have her accept.

 

[jo_yugislayer08]

I am going to take your word. Let's hope those 13 foids are living in deeprotted hell right now.

Again, I am guilty of triggering this memory of yours.

Cope ,they prolly had their fun with chad and settled with a betabux who raises their bastard while she gets to hook up from tinder

 

[senegambianbro]

i’m sorry bro