Aside from posting on this site I have literally haven't done anything else than eating and studying (for 15 minutes) like 3 pages for my driving license, I barely done the dishes and went outside at the market twice, I am also procrastinating like 1 thousand things I should do and deadlines are getting closer.
I just swim on passive sadism, hatred, disgust, sadness and emptiness all over again without moving towards anything at all, I am just there not drowning whatsoever, there are no boats near me, I can't move, I am stuck in this meaninglessness cold infinite ocean of pure nothingness.
I didn't even jerk off aside from once on Monday to the same stuff yet again, now I have to actually do things but it's overwhelming, I know nobody of you gives a fuck but I wrote this anyway.
I just swim on passive sadism, hatred, disgust, sadness and emptiness all over again without moving towards anything at all, I am just there not drowning whatsoever, there are no boats near me, I can't move, I am stuck in this meaninglessness cold infinite ocean of pure nothingness.
I didn't even jerk off aside from once on Monday to the same stuff yet again, now I have to actually do things but it's overwhelming, I know nobody of you gives a fuck but I wrote this anyway.
