Cuyen
Everything hurts and I'm dying
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How male only ? seems good tbh. there were not many foids in my school in high schoolI just went to male-only college. Doesn't save from brutal mogging tho.
How male only ? seems good tbh. there were not many foids in my school in high schoolI just went to male-only college. Doesn't save from brutal mogging tho.
Idk how it's going in the west but in my country foids just don't go for technical education.How male only ? seems good tbh. there were not many foids in my school in high school
Same thing happened to me only earlier on and with acne. You stop existing when you become ugly. When I went to a college area everyone was 5 and above. They had perfect skin, decent forward growth, nw1, basically nothing bad about them that stands out like with ole recessed chins that are balding or have acne, that don't even have the motivation to leave the bead.I don’t understand it either . I went bald at 18 so obv never went to college.. I can’t imagine it. I would not survive that sexual market. I would either go insane or rope or both
I wish I was attractive enough to where I'm just invisible. Life as a grotesque circus freak is pain.I went through it. I shared a living area (halls of residence) with 2 chads, a tall chad lite and a disabled ricecel. Listening to the chads fuck regularly and the stacies moaning and screaming sucked. I actually beat off to it once Fml. I also remember hearing the ricecel cry loudly in his room a few times, at least I had it better than him I guess.
I did join in with the parties and social stuff, obviously got no foid attention just coped by getting obliterated drunk and trying to have a good time being a dumb degenerate.
Sorry about that dude. The universe is brutally harsh nglI wish I was attractive enough to where I'm just invisible. Life as a grotesque circus freak is pain.
Online classes
went today to an open day in an uni im considiring to go to
it was such sucidiefuel. i didnt even realized the shock ill get there, im rotting at my room for the last 6 months and suddenly being there...
tons of stacies, chads. i had anxiety from minute 1. they brought a dj and shit and tons of people got high and drunk, it felt like a 50% social event and not 100% academic like i thought.
i just went home after like 20 minutes (its 35 minutes drive....)
i guess in regular days its less sucidefuel (only on open days theres dj alcohol and so many people) but still i dont know if i can do it
from the start all my anxiety from HS came back, confidence went down to 0. didnt even asked the things i wanted to
got tons of weird looks
fukkkkkkkkk
over
jfl this is what im doing while foids are aroundYou stare at the ground as much as possible.
I know bro, It's the only way.jfl this is what im doing while foids are around
It's only brutally harsh to ugly people though. That's the sad part of it.Sorry about that dude. The universe is brutally harsh ngl
I would've asked for weed tbh.went today to an open day in an uni im considiring to go to
it was such sucidiefuel. i didnt even realized the shock ill get there, im rotting at my room for the last 6 months and suddenly being there...
tons of stacies, chads. i had anxiety from minute 1. they brought a dj and shit and tons of people got high and drunk, it felt like a 50% social event and not 100% academic like i thought.
i just went home after like 20 minutes (its 35 minutes drive....)
i guess in regular days its less sucidefuel (only on open days theres dj alcohol and so many people) but still i dont know if i can do it
from the start all my anxiety from HS came back, confidence went down to 0. didnt even asked the things i wanted to
got tons of weird looks
fukkkkkkkkk
over