SuicideFuel i have no idea how incels go to uni/college

[nxdismycope]

went today to an open day in an uni im considiring to go to
it was such sucidiefuel. i didnt even realized the shock ill get there, im rotting at my room for the last 6 months and suddenly being there...
tons of stacies, chads. i had anxiety from minute 1. they brought a dj and shit and tons of people got high and drunk, it felt like a 50% social event and not 100% academic like i thought.
i just went home after like 20 minutes (its 35 minutes drive....)
i guess in regular days its less sucidefuel (only on open days theres dj alcohol and so many people) but still i dont know if i can do it
from the start all my anxiety from HS came back, confidence went down to 0. didnt even asked the things i wanted to
got tons of weird looks
fukkkkkkkkk
over

 

[PectusManletScarCel]

I dropped out

 

[SchrodingersDick]

I don’t understand it either . I went bald at 18 so obv never went to college.. I can’t imagine it. I would not survive that sexual market. I would either go insane or rope or both

 

[Sans]

If I get in I’ll probably just stay holed up in my dorm whenever I don’t have class.

 

[flanged]

u need to be GOOD LOOKING to enjoy anything

 

[FinnCel]

I went there redpilled, that's why

 

[Braincel14w]

I went through it. I shared a living area (halls of residence) with 2 chads, a tall chad lite and a disabled ricecel. Listening to the chads fuck regularly and the stacies moaning and screaming sucked. I actually beat off to it once Fml. I also remember hearing the ricecel cry loudly in his room a few times, at least I had it better than him I guess.

I did join in with the parties and social stuff, obviously got no foid attention just coped by getting obliterated drunk and trying to have a good time being a dumb degenerate.

 

[Damo the incel]

It's just a massive fuck fest for chads and foids

 

[Deleted member 12355]

It's just a massive fuck fest for chads and foids

you're back? what happened bro

 

[Damo the incel]

you're back? what happened bro

I was depressed and waited in bed all day and wanted to kill myself but came back now cause I feel a little better

 

[EyesAreSoCold]

went today to an open day in an uni im considiring to go to
it was such sucidiefuel. i didnt even realized the shock ill get there, im rotting at my room for the last 6 months and suddenly being there...
tons of stacies, chads. i had anxiety from minute 1. they brought a dj and shit and tons of people got high and drunk, it felt like a 50% social event and not 100% academic like i thought.
i just went home after like 20 minutes (its 35 minutes drive....)
i guess in regular days its less sucidefuel (only on open days theres dj alcohol and so many people) but still i dont know if i can do it
from the start all my anxiety from HS came back, confidence went down to 0. didnt even asked the things i wanted to
got tons of weird looks
fukkkkkkkkk
over

A party sounds nice, then you can get drunk and lower your inhib and anxiety to the point where it's possible to socialize(works for me at least).
I'm enrolled in a uni but I never go there unless for an exam or the occasional lecture whenever I feel my confidence is good enough.

 

[r9kcel]

What's this forums version of uni. Uni is much easier to go through than high school. There's less mandatory work and you don't have to spend as much time there. it's only worse if you live at the dorm

 

[Deleted member 15752]

I dont know dude, I feel like I am blind and on autopilot mode 24/7.

 

[Cuyen]

most of them are dropped out. life is pointless if youre not chad

 

[Deleted member 16455]

I have to . I’m stemmaxxing

 

[AlwaysLawRoute]

It's actually bearable if you avoid all the social and partying crap.Just focus on learning and ignore their bullshit.And for those dead minutes between classes entertain yourself with the mobile phone or if you're lucky to find a likeable person talk with them.Don't let them make you feel bad,fuck them.

I've never done the room sharing shit so I don't know how's that but I bet it can be horrible,try to go to a library or somewhere to avoid their loud noises if that helps,sorry bro normalfaggots can be the worst.

And please take the ideal romanticized university life that you've seen in movies out of your head,that's only for Chads.

 

[Mainländer]

College is one of the most incel-unfriendly environments there are.

 

[GameDevCel]

i go to night college, it's 90% male, and most people there are 30 yo old plus, so there is a lot less sui fuel there

 

[Hate_my_life]

went today to an open day in an uni im considiring to go to
it was such sucidiefuel. i didnt even realized the shock ill get there, im rotting at my room for the last 6 months and suddenly being there...
tons of stacies, chads. i had anxiety from minute 1. they brought a dj and shit and tons of people got high and drunk, it felt like a 50% social event and not 100% academic like i thought.
i just went home after like 20 minutes (its 35 minutes drive....)
i guess in regular days its less sucidefuel (only on open days theres dj alcohol and so many people) but still i dont know if i can do it
from the start all my anxiety from HS came back, confidence went down to 0. didnt even asked the things i wanted to
got tons of weird looks
fukkkkkkkkk
over

Uni is probably the worst place an Incel could be.

 

[KFT]

Well, I'm studying IT so it's like 95% men here, makes it much better.

 

[Adversor]

I just go to class and then go home again immediately afterwards. Five years in and I haven't made a single friend. Uni is the time where female hypergamy is at its highest. Don't even try talking to foids at uni if you're not 8+/10

 

[SkinnyBaldcel]

I am skipping a lot of uni days I can't bear seeing chads and stacies anymore

 

[thespanishcel]

Sucks to be an American universitycel, in European universities there are no dorms and parties are outside the campus so it's much less suicide fuel.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

Its worth it if u go for $ maxing, dont go to party schools. Go to money efficent schools like CUNY or UC. DOnt dorm, only go and come from classes. Even better avoid schools majority white or rich as u will be mogged too hard

 

[BlackpilledTruecel]

Online classes

 

[TheRealChincel]

I had very few Chads or Stacies at my uni as it was heavily ethnic and not a party school. It also helped that I didn’t live on campus so there were no constant reminders about frat life and experiences I was missing out on. Basically I imagined that drunken debauchery happened only in other places and that I was focusing on my future whereas Chads and Stacies were having one last hurrah. The Bill Gates fantasy and active avoidance in all of my choices were how I got through college.

 

[anon]

In Europe we mostly have community type colleges. No dorms, parties etc. It's basically highschool 2.0. I still don't go to classes because I can't handle leaving my apartment. I'll probably fail this year.

 

[TrueForcedIncel]

I went through it. I shared a living area (halls of residence) with 2 chads, a tall chad lite and a disabled ricecel. Listening to the chads fuck regularly and the stacies moaning and screaming sucked. I actually beat off to it once Fml. I also remember hearing the ricecel cry loudly in his room a few times, at least I had it better than him I guess.

I did join in with the parties and social stuff, obviously got no foid attention just coped by getting obliterated drunk and trying to have a good time being a dumb degenerate.

That is some fucked shit, the ricecel too dame.... sad stuff. So the question now is was all that suifuel worth it?

But yeah to op... its why I didn't go after hs I rationalized that paying thousands of dollars to get get suicide fuel for another two to four years would have killed me. Now though I don't really give a shit since working blue collar hell for life is worse, so I'm thinking about going back to my local community college soon after I sort some shit out. Besides, I just want to get the fucking credentials don't care about the party scene. But yeah op, why he hell you go to that event wasn't it obvious what was going to happen?

 

[Braincel14w]

That is some fucked shit, the ricecel too dame.... sad stuff. So the question now is was all that suifuel worth it?

Not worth it in terms of career. The debt wasn't as bad in my day fees were much lower. I went to escape the hell of office jobs and did an arts degree JFL. Self employed in a trade now. Even so I can't say I regret it, it was much more fun than office work. It was a total doss tbh. 3 years of freedom even if it was lonely AF. I wouldn't want to be in savage debt like peeps get into nowadays so it's tough to say do it. You'd want to do a degree that almost guaranteed a high paying job at the end of it obviously.

 

[Cuyen]

College is one of the most incel-unfriendly environments there are.

they are for chad and whores only

 

[GetFucked]

You just go into your classes keep your head down and pass your classes. I fucking hated college, but its worth it if you major in something worthwhile

 

[Michael15651]

An absolute death sentence.

 

[Deleted member 6329]

I also remember hearing the ricecel cry loudly in his room a few

shit, I would be bawling my eyes out too. Especially being an ethnicel getting mogged to death by white chads.

 

[Deleted member 4159]

I'm glad I got blackpilled at the end of college. Otherwise, I'd have dropped out.

 

[non tollitur]

parental pressure. but if you ask me you'd better go trade or STEM

 

[Notgoingtomakeit]

Blue pilled coping

 

[BlackPillUNC]

It is not bad once you learn to navigate it and become desensitized. The first few weeks are the hardest. Eventually you realize you are completely invisible.

 

[Blacktarpill]

I dont want a perm. min wage job tbh.

 

[TrueForcedIncel]

Not worth it in terms of career. The debt wasn't as bad in my day fees were much lower. I went to escape the hell of office jobs and did an arts degree JFL. Self employed in a trade now. Even so I can't say I regret it, it was much more fun than office work. It was a total doss tbh. 3 years of freedom even if it was lonely AF. I wouldn't want to be in savage debt like peeps get into nowadays so it's tough to say do it. You'd want to do a degree that almost guaranteed a high paying job at the end of it obviously.

I see ironically enough I want to go back at 25 minx you in order to escape blue collar hell since I hate it. At this point I'd kill for a boring office job, but I was such an outcast as a teen that it kinda fucked my life up and made me not want to go to school until now. Preferably I'd like to work with technology but even the corporate world would be a huge upgrade to the kinda shit I've been doing the last 7 years (warehouse jobs). I'm willing to go through the suicide fuel now unlike when I was 18-22 since I hated high school so much I was just burned the fuck out and knew I would have dropped out had I gone at the time. You should have seen my acne back then it was horrendous. Now I only have the scars and while it'll still be awkward as shit, I think I can handle now as a slightly more well adjusted adult.

It is not bad once you learn to navigate it and become desensitized. The first few weeks are the hardest. Eventually you realize you are completely invisible.

That's actually what I want, you see while most people want to fit in.. I just want to be left the fuck alone. How much suicide fuel do you think I'll get as an unattractive non traditional student if I go back to school? I just want to escape the blue collar hell man, fuck working with your body. Everyday I see people at these warehouses walking like the fucking walking dead literally I mean since they're legs are all fucked up from all the standing and shit...

 

[Cuyen]

Blue pilled coping

how its coping

 

[UselesseatER]

College is BS, smartest thing I ever did was to drop out. I mean, what's the point? Get some stupid office job with foid coworkers who report you for harrasment? Spend your hard earned money on betabuxxing/escortmaxxing ( supporting thots in their tutorial mode lifestyle ) ?

LDAR is the way to go

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

u need to be GOOD LOOKING to enjoy anything

Why is this scholar banned? Best response to any problem we face

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

I never went to college or uni because my family is poor and I don't want to get brutally mogged by normies and chads for 4 or 5 years

 

[incels.REEEE]

went today to an open day in an uni im considiring to go to
it was such sucidiefuel. i didnt even realized the shock ill get there, im rotting at my room for the last 6 months and suddenly being there...
tons of stacies, chads. i had anxiety from minute 1. they brought a dj and shit and tons of people got high and drunk, it felt like a 50% social event and not 100% academic like i thought.
i just went home after like 20 minutes (its 35 minutes drive....)
i guess in regular days its less sucidefuel (only on open days theres dj alcohol and so many people) but still i dont know if i can do it
from the start all my anxiety from HS came back, confidence went down to 0. didnt even asked the things i wanted to
got tons of weird looks
fukkkkkkkkk
over

You can always be homeless
#fuck life

 

[Cuyen]

will attend to uni this year. and im not sure what is waiting for me..

 

[BlackPilledKira]

LOL wait until you start wageslaving, it gets much worse

 

[Exodus]

I'm going so I can get a high status/income profession. Hopefully I can work in the cosmetic field to improve the looks of other incels

 

[guaucel]

Don't give a shit. They don't pay food or your room. They don't care about your persona only what you can offer to them.

 

[Cuyen]

LOL wait until you start wageslaving, it gets much worse

yes i guess it gets worse. depends on where you working at though.

 

[Fallenmind]

I just went to male-only college. Doesn't save from brutal mogging tho.