NorthernWind
Paragon
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- Joined
- Feb 13, 2021
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It's like I never had fun but lived surrounded by anger and hatred, traumas, tension, stress.
Where grandmother played disproportional role in my life and influence of old people's mentality was too strong.
I craved friendships with young people but this never materialized. In school I was a buffoon loser.
I'm not even talking about intimacy. This was on a fantasy level.
Anyone feels that their life was destroyed from childhood?
Even if I start to 'self-improove' now and be more social, I missed literally decades of life and these years would never return...
Plus people don't want to socialize with uggos.
Where grandmother played disproportional role in my life and influence of old people's mentality was too strong.
I craved friendships with young people but this never materialized. In school I was a buffoon loser.
I'm not even talking about intimacy. This was on a fantasy level.
Anyone feels that their life was destroyed from childhood?
Even if I start to 'self-improove' now and be more social, I missed literally decades of life and these years would never return...
Plus people don't want to socialize with uggos.