Venting I feel like a complete societal outcast

[AutismKing]

I literally just went for a walk and I couldn't stop brooding on how much of a loser and an outcast I am.

I simply don't feel as a part of society.
I have failed everything.

I did not have a normal childhood.
I did not have a normal adolescence.
I did not have a normal adulthood up until now, and I still don't have a normal adulthood.

I don't have family life, social life or love life.

I spent all my life alone, mocked, suffering from mental illness and missing out on all experiences of my age.
I missed out on everything, simply.

Going out with friends every weekend, getting a girls number, teen love, having sex, going to the beach to play volleyball, sleepovers, travel with friends, having a normal social life, be respected and esteemed by my parents and professors, people believing you are gonna make it and root for you...

My existence seems like an aftertought; there was no point to it and I have been hurt so much by this cruel society.
Now I am just told to man up and get over it.

I do not have anything going on for me
I am a complete social failure and I simply don't belong in society.

I wish I could see it all burned down.
I can't shake it; I can't get over it.

All my life has been this pain, loneliness and suffering while others lived much happier lives. Fuck this shit, I hate my life.

I don't want to do anything for this system after all that I've gone through. I want to see it all burned down.

Chads, Stacies, normies... I am tired of them. I wish the world wasn't so cruel and harsh to me while so lenient and charitable to them. I hate this life

 

[Leon98]

I feel you

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

 

[H U N T E R]

I relate to this post a lot, I failed at everything too. Back then I only had 3 friends who were nerds, and during breaks I would stay inside the classroom with my friends playing Dragon Ball games.

I used to play by myself when I was a kid too. The only thing that made me leave the house was riding my bike around the streets.
During my teenage years I stayed inside the house playing games on my phone. I couldn’t socialize with people.

 

[The Death Devil]

Indeed, because you are not human.

Why is it that we call ourselves, 'subhumans?' We all so commonly use the term that I should think that its core meaning has become somewhat forgotten... It's because that, in every aspect that matters, we are not treated like human beings.

People do not talk to us like they do others—they demean us, mock us, or just want to act like we don't exist. They have never, despite their incessant screeching and drivel, experienced what it is like to be us—nor us, them. We have never known what it is like to love, to succeed, to be cared for, to have hope, and to 'exist' in any philosophical sense.

I very briefly touched on it here—

[Poll] How many times have you attempted to ascend?

This includes but is not limited to: -Warm approaches -Cold approaches -Asking a woman out on a date/asking a woman to be your girlfriend -Attending a normie social event in hopes of getting a one night stand of some sort I personally have attempted to ascend 4 times and all were a massive...

incels.is

Ultimately, though, I don't think it matters what kind of label one chooses to adorn himself with—be it 'alien,' 'devil,' or 'subhuman'—it merely need be something other than 'human being,' and it would be accurate.

You will never live 'normally' because other people's 'normal' will never correspond to how this world treats you in particular. That is, you aren't human, and so you can never hope to live as humans do. You, I, and everyone else on here are other creatures entirely.

 

[lostityearsago]

me too well at least we have drugs and alcohol to cope with

 

[nihilum]

I am neurodivergent.

 

[nihilum]

It’s the autism.

 

[lagaga]

Real

 

[elephant man]

my suffering meant nothing

 

[Renegade#1]

I feel like a complete societal outcast​

that's a how trucel feels,only fakecels are accepted by scumciety