Venting I feel that I never had childhood or adolescence.

[NorthernWind]

It's like I never had fun but lived surrounded by anger and hatred, traumas, tension, stress.
Where grandmother played disproportional role in my life and influence of old people's mentality was too strong.
I craved friendships with young people but this never materialized. In school I was a buffoon loser.
I'm not even talking about intimacy. This was on a fantasy level.
Anyone feels that their life was destroyed from childhood?
Even if I start to 'self-improove' now and be more social, I missed literally decades of life and these years would never return...
Plus people don't want to socialize with uggos.

 

[Phosphorus]

Nothing ever works out, chico.

 

[nabi]

yeah life as an autist is a wasted life

 

[copemaxx9002]

yeah life as an autist is a wasted life

 

[Mecoja]

Same, very relatable.

 

[dziki_dzik]

Puberty have destroyed me and still haven't recovered since i was 13 years old (so 18+ years and counting).

 

[Butter Dawg]

I had a childhood but missed out on adolescence and am missing out on adulthood.

 

[faded]

Take action(in gta)

 

[ElTruecel]

Puberty have destroyed me and still haven't recovered since i was 13 years old (so 18+ years and counting).

 

[ItsovERfucks]

My childhood was robbed from my ugly genes

 

[Friezacel]

Wish my mom would have given me HGH and saved for plastic surgery instead of sending me to thERapy

 

[blackpillednigga]

yes. its over

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

View: https://youtu.be/o5L7PMTNRbU?t=23

 

[Renegade#1]

It's like I never had fun but lived surrounded by anger and hatred, traumas, tension, stress.

same

 

[Fifita]

Horrible existence as a child to adulthood

 

[NorthernWind]

View: https://youtu.be/o5L7PMTNRbU?t=23

Yes.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

I had a childhood but missed out on adolescence and am missing out on adulthood.

Same. I’m 24, and still remember feeling as depressed as I feel right now when I was 16-17 years old.

 

[FrenchSandNigger]

It's like I never had fun but lived surrounded by anger and hatred, traumas, tension, stress.

I know what you feel, same for me, school ? Shit , Home ? Shit , going outside to find friends ? Shit..