i was in the psych ward in may. met a 5/10 schizo foid there. she only paid attention to my existance because the voices "told her to help me." i kept avoiding her because i knew no young pretty foid wants my subhuman filth existance anywhere near them. the day before i left we finally had conversations and spent about 3 hours total talking, i have avoidant personality disorder so that was really difficult. i somehow then got it into my head that she was into me. spoiler: she wasnt. but for the next 3 months after i got out, we didnt see each other and i fantasized about her the entire time, believing she was interested in me. we met up a couple weeks ago, at the outpatient hospital where i am forced to attend mental health group. she hugged me, and rubbed my back. it was the longest contact and most intimate ive ever had with a foid in my life. the next day she invited me to her house, so i went. she only let me stay for an hour and half which kindof sucked. when i arrived, this dude was already there. after he left, she told me how they fucked while in the hospital. later found him on social media, complete chad mogger. we were supposed to meet up again last weekend, she canceled on me and i saw her later with him at her house on her instagram story. she then asked if i wanted to meet up the next day, then flaked on me with a not very believable excuse at 5:30pm, barely even apologised. she hasnt rescheduled either. dont even look at the young foids, they are litterally fucking chad in the next room. dont even breathe at them.