SuicideFuel I am going to live my entire life without ever experiencing what it's like to have a woman be attracted to me

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I am 31 and I have never experienced a woman showing signs of attraction towards me.

I cannot imagine having a woman be attracted to me and flirting with me. I cannot imagine a woman desiring me in any way.

It's just like thinking about owning a Lamborghini. I know Lamborghinis exist. I know some human men have them. But I know I will never have one in a million years.

How can you deal with this fact? Can you even preserve your SOUL knowing you have literal 0 chance?

 

[Animecel2D]

 

[wereq]

I've given up on women entirely. I can live without women but can't live with being ugly and a failure.

 

[Cuckoja]

How can you deal with this fact? Can you even preserve your SOUL knowing you have literal 0 chance?

Its very hard to cope with. Existing like this is torture

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

can't live with being ugly

I don't know if you've read my wall of text here: https://incels.is/threads/how-being...decided-to-stop-following-my-treatment.783581

But I am talking about my experiences, and what it's like being so ugly, that I cannot go outside without the humans reacting violently when seeing my face.

The orders of magnitude for my ugliness are so much beyond simply ''women are not attracted to me''. I literally cannot go outside without seeing humans express agressively their disgust towards me.

 

[Deleted member 8078]

Same here I find it increasingly harder to cope. Although this forum made it much easier, it won't be able to get me through more than 5 more years...

 

[wereq]

I don't know if you've read my wall of text here: https://incels.is/threads/how-being...decided-to-stop-following-my-treatment.783581

But I am talking about my experiences, and what it's like being so ugly, that I cannot go outside without the humans reacting violently when seeing my face.

The orders of magnitude for my ugliness are so much beyond simply ''women are not attracted to me''. I literally cannot go outside without seeing humans express agressively their disgust towards me.

I read your post and was going to comment on it but forgot for some reason.

 

[unhingedsamsung]

I am 31 and I have never experienced a woman showing signs of attraction towards me.

I cannot imagine having a woman be attracted to me and flirting with me. I cannot imagine a woman desiring me in any way.

It's just like thinking about owning a Lamborghini. I know Lamborghinis exist. I know some human men have them. But I know I will never have one in a million years.

How can you deal with this fact? Can you even preserve your SOUL knowing you have literal 0 chance?

I have a higher chance of wining a jackpot on a lottery ticket than getting woman

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

I don't know if you've read my wall of text here: https://incels.is/threads/how-being...decided-to-stop-following-my-treatment.783581

But I am talking about my experiences, and what it's like being so ugly, that I cannot go outside without the humans reacting violently when seeing my face.

The orders of magnitude for my ugliness are so much beyond simply ''women are not attracted to me''. I literally cannot go outside without seeing humans express agressively their disgust towards me.

If I was normal in EVERY WAY EXCEPT having 0 success with women, it would be a completely different story.

But I just cannot live in peace. Even if I stay indoors and order food and groceries.

I've just remembered this incident: https://incels.is/threads/i-cant-even-order-a-fucking-pizza-in-peace.614328

I need 0 contact with humans to avoid the suicidal anxiety I get after they react aggressively with their displays of revulsion.

 

[The Wolf]

I have a higher chance of wining a jackpot on a lottery ticket than getting woman

same here

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Imagine having a woman with you who doesn't judge you on your looks but only on what you are