It's Over I can never get used to being bombed

[eliya]

Since the war with the US has began my life has been slowly devolving into a hell and never ending nightmare there have been so many nights when I genuinely just wanted to die
At this point the future seems so bleak that suicide seems like it is the logical thing to do I am probably too much of a p**** to do it or perhaps far worse I still have some hope left

Last night my town was bombed again this time it was a lot closer compared to the previous bombardments it was 3:00 in the morning I woke up and it just f***** me up for some reason each time there's a fighter jet above my house or a drone or a missile launch I think all right this time I will get used to it but I can never get used to it I have experienced this so many times yet I never get accustomed to it

My only chance to get out of the country is gone as well there is nowhere left for me to go nowhere to run too

I am slowly starting to see signs of a civil war and if the US launches a ground invasion I am f***** since I live near the border and based on the LiveLeak videos of Syria Afghanistan Iraq literal hell awaits me
I thought after the war being an incel wouldn't bother me
It still does
The worst thing about it is that I also have to study and work


At this point dying is probably for the best
There is also a part of me that wants to survive if this wasn't the case I wouldn't have nearly pissed myself each time there was an explosion

Brocels I don't want to die as an unloved loser inkwell but that would probably be for the best

I have in important exam tomorrow this is fu&&ing me up and not letting me focus

Also, if anybody here has a military background and could help me deal with the stress, I'd really appreciate it. How do you get used to it? I don't want to have a near panic attack every time my city gets bombed

 

[wificel]

I live in a gulf country, one of the more struck ones.

I just don’t care about it, I already attempted suicide before so the idea of death isn’t really all that unpleasant for me.

And it’s been like 5 months now since it started? Barely any civilian injuries/casualties.

Very unlikely you’d get hurt, especially if you’re a inkwell that just LDARs on forums and social media.

 

[TooSomething]

If you can get a boat with paddles, some food rations and sleeping bag, you could try to escape via the Caspain Sea to Azerbaijan or Russia.

Of course I realize that even if you lived close to the Caspian Sea it would still take a lot of time and probably be very dangerous.

Those are the least dangerous countries bordering to Iran, but I suspect that both would deport you back to Iran.

 

[eliya]

I live in a gulf country, one of the more struck ones.

I just don’t care about it, I already attempted suicide before so the idea of death isn’t really all that unpleasant for me.

And it’s been like 5 months now since it started? Barely any civilian injuries/casualties.

Very unlikely you’d get hurt, especially if you’re a inkwell that just LDARs on forums and social media.

Dude I live in Iran

There has been thousands of casualties here

 

[yeetbender_]

They will call you le Mohammed and kick you out to die.

 

[eliya]

If you can get a boat with paddles, some food rations and sleeping bag, you could try to escape via the Caspain Sea to Azerbaijan or Russia.

Of course I realize that even if you lived close to the Caspian Sea it would still take a lot of time and probably be very dangerous.

Those are the least dangerous countries bordering to Iran, but I suspect that both would deport you back to Iran.

My best bet is Turkey since I already speak a Turkic

The problem is that I still haven't had my mandatory military service


I I can do it illegally but I rather die than be an illegal immigrant

 

[TooSomething]

As for stressful situations where you still have to and need sleep, I suggest you get hearing protection and use that to sleep.

I do that to when something important awaits me on the next day.

When you put hearing protection on, you basically only hear / feel your heartbeat and you breathing.

That will calm you down.

Then always count from one to nine in your mind, and do so repeatedly.

Focus on that.

It requires a bit of practice at first. The first two or three nights won't be a successful, but eventually you will fall asleep thanks to that very quickly.

Another method to fall asleep fast is to lay down to sleep and close your eyes, then you pish all the thoughts, good and bad away from.you, in your mind.

That too requires practice.

As for the rest, man, I have no clue how to deal with it when you are awake.

 

[wificel]

Dude I live in Iran

There has been thousands of casualties here

Oh, it’s over.

Border hop into another country I guess

 

[TooSomething]

My best bet is Turkey since I already speak a Turkic

The problem is that I still haven't had my mandatory military service


I I can do it illegally but I rather die than be an illegal immigrant

Is there a possibility to forge documents and pretend that you have akready had your military service?

Maybe pay someone off, if possible?

 

[cathuluelitist]

Dude I live in Iran

There has been thousands of casualties here

Trump ended that whole thing ages ago, nice try though liberal

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

have you tried becoming an islamic extremist and getting a ISIS bride?

 

[eliya]

Is there a possibility to forge documents and pretend that you have akready had your military service?

Maybe pay someone off, if possible?

One of the only chances that I have
Is is to literally just endure through sheer will power
Somehow finish uni with amazing grades
Im also going to get a minor

I have an extremely weak eyesight as soon as I get back to the major city that I was studying in I should try to get myself exempt for a while

if I also work as an intern

Then I meet most of the requirements to get into a master program in Russia china or even another European country

 

[eliya]

have you tried becoming an islamic extremist and getting a ISIS bride?

I have thought about it



But I am kind of anti-islamic in general
Literally live in a Islamic state and I know how retarded the religion is


So not going to happen

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

fair enough, I mean I am not a fan of islam either. Are you more athiest or Zoroastrian?

 

[eliya]

fair enough, I mean I am not a fan of islam either. Are you more athiest or Zoroastrian?

I used to be an atheist


But now my beliefs resemble Gnosticism

This is basically the idea that God is evil
And this life is a joke

 

[TooSomething]

One of the only chances that I have
Is is to literally just endure through sheer will power
Somehow finish uni with amazing grades
Im also going to get a minor

I have an extremely weak eyesight as soon as I get back to the major city that I was studying in I should try to get myself exempt for a while

if I also work as an intern

Then I meet most of the requirements to get into a master program in Russia china or even another European country

Out of all three Europe is still the safest depending on the city but China could be good too.
Atm I would not want to be in Russia.
And if you do go to Russia, you have to be very careful with what you say.

You can get jailed for stupid shit there, if it somehow is against the government, Putin, the military or the war.

 

[TooSomething]

I used to be an atheist


But now my beliefs resemble Gnosticism

This is basically the idea that God is evil
And this life is a joke

Same here. I think so to. Looking at this world, this material realm objectively, it is all designed to make you feel something, as in emotions.

And emotions are known to be highly energetic.

Some call it loosh farm.

And also, it is a perfect cycle of eat and be eaten, a perfect cycle of doom, a perfect cycle of one man's happiness and another man's suffering.
Same gies for all of the other animals.

Everything comes at a price and we have gotten so used to it that we don't even question it anymore.

If god loved, he would not want to hurt anyone and anything.

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

I used to be an atheist


But now my beliefs resemble Gnosticism

This is basically the idea that God is evil
And this life is a joke

cool, I follow alot of gnostic ideas as well.

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

Same here. I think so to. Looking at this world, this material realm objectively, it is all designed to make you feel something, as in emotions.

And emotions are known to be highly energetic.

Some call it loosh farm.

And also, it is a perfect cycle of eat and be eaten, a perfect cycle of doom, a perfect cycle of one man's happiness and another man's suffering.
Same gies for all of the other animals.

Everything comes at a price and we have gotten so used to it that we don't even question it anymore.

If god loved, he would not want to hurt anyone and anything.

If God both knows everything and is all good why would he tolerate what goes on in this world? Christians don't have a compelling response to this, they all sound like newagers when they try to oppose it "its a test bro" if God is omniscient and knows everything, thus present and future, why would he need to test us? He knows already

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

Since the war with the US has began my life has been slowly devolving into a hell and never ending nightmare there have been so many nights when I genuinely just wanted to die
At this point the future seems so bleak that suicide seems like it is the logical thing to do I am probably too much of a p**** to do it or perhaps far worse I still have some hope left

Last night my town was bombed again this time it was a lot closer compared to the previous bombardments it was 3:00 in the morning I woke up and it just f***** me up for some reason each time there's a fighter jet above my house or a drone or a missile launch I think all right this time I will get used to it but I can never get used to it I have experienced this so many times yet I never get accustomed to it

My only chance to get out of the country is gone as well there is nowhere left for me to go nowhere to run too

I am slowly starting to see signs of a civil war and if the US launches a ground invasion I am f***** since I live near the border and based on the LiveLeak videos of Syria Afghanistan Iraq literal hell awaits me
I thought after the war being an incel wouldn't bother me
It still does
The worst thing about it is that I also have to study and work


At this point dying is probably for the best
There is also a part of me that wants to survive if this wasn't the case I wouldn't have nearly pissed myself each time there was an explosion

Brocels I don't want to die as an unloved loser inkwell but that would probably be for the best

I have in important exam tomorrow this is fu&&ing me up and not letting me focus

Also, if anybody here has a military background and could help me deal with the stress, I'd really appreciate it. How do you get used to it? I don't want to have a near panic attack every time my city gets bombed

Then maybe change the regime to one that doesn’t force people to sex transitions, hang people on cranes, fund global terror and wants to destroy western countries, and violate all agreements like two last times.

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

Is there a possibility to forge documents and pretend that you have akready had your military service?

Maybe pay someone off, if possible?

Can you all fuck off from our countries with your forged documents? My ancestors died for my country just so you can cowardly immigrate into it

 

[TooSomething]

If God both knows everything and is all good why would he tolerate what goes on in this world? Christians don't have a compelling response to this, they all sound like newagers when they try to oppose it "its a test bro" if God is omniscient and knows everything, thus present and future, why would he need to test us? He knows already

This, time should not exist to him. Since he knows everything, even if he does not know the future, he can calculate what each and everyone of us will do and how we will affect each other.

It is just so stupid.

Faithcucks are illogical people.

 

[HyperboreanCavalier]

This, time should not exist to him. Since he knows everything, even if he does not know the future, he can calculate what each and everyone of us will do and how we will affect each other.

It is just so stupid.

Faithcucks are illogical people.

I was Christian when I was young so I can kind of see their point but the pivot to Gnosticism was so quick for me when I first read about it because it just made so much more sense. Like yeah, this world is evil because it was made by a mistake

 

[eliya]

Then maybe change the regime to one that doesn’t force people to sex transitions, hang people on cranes, fund global terror and wants to destroy western countries, and violate all agreements like two last times.

You seriously think people haven't tried that


In the last protest 30,000 died
I lost relatives man

If I had gone I would have been another casualty or worse the entire family goes with you
Suddenly your father retirement fund is gone your sister gets fired if you do something stupid the government will punish your family


I've talked to people who have been tortured man

I think about whay they do to you in jails here is f****** horrifying I rather die than go to jail or get arrested in Iran

 

[eliya]

Can you all fuck off from our countries with your forged documents? My ancestors died for my country just so you can cowardly immigrate into it

Also when did I mention anything about foraging documents
I I literally wrote in the previous threads that I would rather die than be an illegal immigrant

 

[TooSomething]

You seriously think people haven't tried that


In the last protest 30,000 died
I lost relatives man

If I had gone I would have been another casualty or worse the entire family goes with you
Suddenly your father retirement fund is gone your sister gets fired if you do something stupid the government will punish your family


I've talked to people who have been tortured man

I think about whay they do to you in jails here is f****** horrifying I rather die than go to jail or get arrested in Iran

Keep your head down. Obviousely the government is powerful enough to keep the people in line.

Not worth losing your life over some revolutionary shit.
You will be forgotten within days or maybe not even recognized.

Nation states with borders are basically big hen houses atp.

We are cattle, man.

Eventually we will end up in the same situation as you guys. Our time just has not come yet.

 

[TooSomething]

Can you all fuck off from our countries with your forged documents? My ancestors died for my country just so you can cowardly immigrate into it

Cowardly? What country are you from? Nigga why would an incel want to fight and die for anything?!

 

[TooSomething]

Also when did I mention anything about foraging documents
I I literally wrote in the previous threads that I would rather die than be an illegal immigrant

Your biggest problem is that you ar surrounded by rather shitty to very shitty states.

I would not illegally migrate to either of those.

Ever thought about migrating to the USA?

After all, they are causing all of this mess there. Not saying that your government are the good guys, but the Amerimutts like to use any excuse for conquest.
So, you know, they owe you a good life

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

Cowardly? What country are you from? Nigga why would an incel want to fight and die for anything?!

I’m from EU and I don’t want you here cowardly or not

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

You seriously think people haven't tried that


In the last protest 30,000 died
I lost relatives man

If I had gone I would have been another casualty or worse the entire family goes with you
Suddenly your father retirement fund is gone your sister gets fired if you do something stupid the government will punish your family


I've talked to people who have been tortured man

I think about whay they do to you in jails here is f****** horrifying I rather die than go to jail or get arrested in Iran

That’s why there are bombs on your head dumbass, silly silly

 

[eliya]

Out of all three Europe is still the safest depending on the city but China could be good too.
Atm I would not want to be in Russia.
And if you do go to Russia, you have to be very careful with what you say.

You can get jailed for stupid shit there, if it somehow is against the government, Putin, the military or the war.

You're absolutely right
But as a sodn***** spawn trapped in Iran

I ain't got that many options
It's not about which option is good
It's about which one is just better

For me I had two options it was either focus on Russia or China
The Russia that i knew was before 2022
Before they fucked it up

I never liked any of them hate both of them
It was just about which one I hated less

Also if there is one thing that im good at is keeping my moth shut this is how you survive here

 

[eliya]

Dude as an Iranian you can't even visit American let alone immigrate to it

The left isn't very sympathetic toward Iranian people isn't that much push for Iranian immigrants to come over there


As I said my only options are Russia China Turkey
Azerbaijan and UAE might have been good options but well the Iranian government bombed to them
To i don't think they will allow us in

 

[eliya]

That’s why there are bombs on your head dumbass, silly silly

Never thought I would be arguing with a 2026 larper fakecel

When did I even use in Eu fucker I was talking about Russia and china mostly
Learn how to read

 

[Lv99_BixNood]

Is your family rich? Bribing someone might be a way out.

 

[TooSomething]

I’m from EU and I don’t want you here cowardly or not

Jfl, I am from EU too and I live here. You will have to deal with me.

As for @eliya , he is welcome here to seek refuge, if you ask me.
The islamic take over of Iran has truely thrown the people into a new dark age.

We have had similar shit in YouRope with Christianity / the church.

I also wonder what could have become if Russia had it not been for the forced christianization.

Anything that is done by force and threat of violence cannot bear good fruits.

Either you can convince their minds and hearts or leave them be.
You will never convince them through fear.

And from what I have heard from muslims about Islam so far, their god is even worse than the christian god, imho.

 

[Lv99_BixNood]

The islamic take over of Iran has truely thrown the people into a new dark age.

Before was even worse, the king threw parties for millions of $ while his people were starving jfl.

 

[TooSomething]

@SewerPolarKoala

Have some sympathy for your brocel, man. He did not chose this shitshow. He was born into it.

If you ask me, we incels should literally be settling on some island and build a life together.

Hell, maybe live in the exclusio zone of Chernobyl or Fukushima.

I know that some places there have slightly higher radiation than is normal.

Nobody wants to live there anyway.

We could claim the place, repair, renovate, hold livestock, grow crops.

It would be very hard though, and uncomfortable.
But even among us there would be division because of our past, our world views, our faith etc. .
But there has to be a way out of this.

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

Jfl, I am from EU too and I live here. You will have to deal with me.

As for @eliya , he is welcome here to seek refuge, if you ask me.
The islamic take over of Iran has truely thrown the people into a new dark age.

We have had similar shit in YouRope with Christianity / the church.

I also wonder what could have become if Russia had it not been for the forced christianization.

Anything that is done by force and threat of violence cannot bear good fruits.

Either you can convince their minds and hearts or leave them be.
You will never convince them through fear.

And from what I have heard from muslims about Islam so far, their god is even worse than the christian god, imho.

I vomit on myself reading this

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

Never thought I would be arguing with a 2026 larper fakecel

When did I even use in Eu fucker I was talking about Russia and china mostly
Learn how to read

 

[TooSomething]

Dude as an Iranian you can't even visit American let alone immigrate to it

The left isn't very sympathetic toward Iranian people isn't that much push for Iranian immigrants to come over there


As I said my only options are Russia China Turkey
Azerbaijan and UAE might have been good options but well the Iranian government bombed to them
To i don't think they will allow us in

To me personally, out of all of them Azerbajan seems to be the least problematic, but I might be wrong.

Have not heard anything bad about that country so far. Correct me if I am wrong.
As for UAE I'd steer clear of that, but maybe this is just my mainstream programming speaking.

 

[TooSomething]

Before was even worse, the king threw parties for millions of $ while his people were starving jfl.

Did not know. Maybe @eliya can shine some light on it, as he is a local.

I really only know about Iran what our media is telling us and I don't trust our media.

There are of course opposition voices online, but again, I have not been there myself and cannot verify nor disprove their claims.

Same goes for North Korea. South Korea I have seen enough of. It just looks like another US colony to me. Basically Japan 2.0 .

Shame for both.

 

[TooSomething]

I vomit on myself reading this

Good, you deserve it.

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

Trump can't even stop the IRGC navy from controlling strait of hormuz. He's not going to do a ground invasion of Iran.

His on-again, off-again "cease fires" and "peace deals" are probably just fraud so that his guys can make money out of buying oil futures cheap and selling them high for quick profit.

 

[UndeadDeadMan]

The worst thing about it is that I also have to study and work

I have in important exam tomorrow this is fu&&ing me up and not letting me focus

School and work are the golden geese of society. I mean, if it was R&D for war related reasons, I could understand given the context.

But it's probably some stupid bullshit like 'theory of the origin of life" or making excel spreadsheets for some foid.

 

[TooSomething]

Trump can't even stop the IRGC navy from controlling strait of hormuz. He's not going to do a ground invasion of Iran.

His on-again, off-again "cease fires" and "peace deals" are probably just fraud so that his guys can make money out of buying oil futures cheap and selling them high for quick profit.

Ngl, that sound plausible and if true it would again prove my claim that it is all for money and the richfags dgaf about human lives.

 

[eliya]

School and work are the golden geese of society. I mean, if it was R&D for war related reasons, I could understand given the context.

But it's probably some stupid bullshit like 'theory of the origin of life" or making excel spreadsheets for some foid.

You are absolutely right

Since I had gotten myself into a top ranking University
I also had access to good facilities I was hoping to start working as an intern
But then the war happened I had to go back to my s***** small town there's basically nothing that I can do here I just tutor some people and get paid for it but other than that the only thing that I can do is like working a supermarket or something like that there's nothing here to do

So it is literally the only thing that I have left in my life that is not in a absolute state of f****** up


I can personally relate to making Excel spreadsheets for a foid

 

[eliya]

Ngl, that sound plausible and if true it would again prove my claim that it is all for money and the richfags dgaf about human lives.

It is literally about that

And also the fact that they really want to kill the Jews and will actually do it
You know how Trump feels about that
I hate the f****** Islamic Republic

But I have to give them credit where credit is due
They really f****** up global economy

 

[eliya]

Is your family rich? Bribing someone might be a way out.

That's literally the only thing that I'm grateful for they're not ultra rich

But they have money to spare obviously things have gotten really bad for us here
I have noticed that my family has started consuming less meat and fish

Because of how expensive it has gotten

But I still have it a lot better than most Iranians

 

[SewerPolarKoala]

You are absolutely right

Since I had gotten myself into a top ranking University
I also had access to good facilities I was hoping to start working as an intern
But then the war happened I had to go back to my s***** small town there's basically nothing that I can do here I just tutor some people and get paid for it but other than that the only thing that I can do is like working a supermarket or something like that there's nothing here to do

So it is literally the only thing that I have left in my life that is not in a absolute state of f****** up


I can personally relate to making Excel spreadsheets for a foid

Are you using starlink? And who invented it? White American, you’re welcome. No need to thank me

 

[Izayacel]

@SewerPolarKoala

Have some sympathy for your brocel, man. He did not chose this shitshow. He was born into it.

If you ask me, we incels should literally be settling on some island and build a life together.

Hell, maybe live in the exclusio zone of Chernobyl or Fukushima.

I know that some places there have slightly higher radiation than is normal.

Nobody wants to live there anyway.

We could claim the place, repair, renovate, hold livestock, grow crops.

It would be very hard though, and uncomfortable.
But even among us there would be division because of our past, our world views, our faith etc. .
But there has to be a way out of this.

He was negative luck spawn camped , litteraly . Life really is luck if you look closely . I would kinda feel happy once drones arrive here , but still fear of death is a thing , and if you get striked you might not die instantly

He should be one of us and Neetmax instead , Germanys quality of life is unmatched ( - the immigration / agenda or whatever the fuck is going on right now )