gabryh
Former lurker
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- Joined
- Jun 19, 2026
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Yes, I know. The account is extremly new and has like three posts. But you can believe me or not believe me when I say I know this forum is a thing since forever. I was just too scared to join earlier, thinking that someone would have found out and made fun of me.
Anyways, onto what I wanted to say. This space has been true life fuel for me. Knowing that I'm not alone. That I'm not the only one.
People irl always brushed it off when I told them what I felt. "No, you're gonna find the one!", "You just have to wait!" But then I realized that moment never came. While people my age grew up and experienced it, I was far away from that dream. The dream of being desired, of being wanted by someone. Not only physical, though it's definitely something I wanted, no, I wanted what one would call love. A classic, isn't it? You've probably heard this story a milion times. I know it's obvious.
But reading this forum (and not only) for the past years, even without interacting wih an account, prevented me from ending it all. And for that, I'll be forever glad.
I know that maybe this will be read by few people, maybe by nobody, and a lot will probably brush it off.
But I'll always be thankful. You saved my life.
Anyways, onto what I wanted to say. This space has been true life fuel for me. Knowing that I'm not alone. That I'm not the only one.
People irl always brushed it off when I told them what I felt. "No, you're gonna find the one!", "You just have to wait!" But then I realized that moment never came. While people my age grew up and experienced it, I was far away from that dream. The dream of being desired, of being wanted by someone. Not only physical, though it's definitely something I wanted, no, I wanted what one would call love. A classic, isn't it? You've probably heard this story a milion times. I know it's obvious.
But reading this forum (and not only) for the past years, even without interacting wih an account, prevented me from ending it all. And for that, I'll be forever glad.
I know that maybe this will be read by few people, maybe by nobody, and a lot will probably brush it off.
But I'll always be thankful. You saved my life.





