Maybe, I'm a 33-year-old Virgin. I quit drinking but I do love to vape. And I use t h c daily I am a chronic loner and I Don't have the best of diets of course I am changing that. At this point Iwouldn't mind suffering from a heart attack and passing away. I don't have friends. I can't relate to people my own age. I meet people that are much younger than me who are having sex, and I can't relate to them I can't relate to old people. I can't relate to anybody because of the fact that I am an outcast who've never even had sex. I'm gonna die alone just like I was forced to live alone. I hate this world I hate the human race beyond anything. I get mistreated everywhere I go disrespected everywhere. No one loves me and I am beginning to believe the whole world hates me. In turn, I hate this world and I hate this disgusting species every minute of every hour of every day. I despise humanity. I just go to work make money and go home and masturbate into oblivion I guess I am grateful for certain things I do have but it's not like I am spoiled in this capitalistic system. I still have my eyesight. I am still mobile. I can still hear and see things and read and try my best. But the world can be very shallow and mean to me. I don't know how I even tolerate this nonsense around me but I somehow do. I hope the west gets nuked into oblivion and everybody dies. We fucking deserve it.