Venting How do you guys keep going in life? How to cope with the blackpill?

[shortfuck]

Im a 5”7 sub5 brown guy living in a white country. I’ve been a studycell my entire life, i got into a prestigious university, i kept going for 3 years into my degree, but the loneliness is killing me inside. i barely have friends, and never had a girlfriend. I got blackpilled in the last 2 months, and maybe im weak but i cant cope with this shitty ass life ive been given

i have severe depression, heavily suicidal and couldnt keep going. i ended up dropping out and now im rotting in my parents basement

idk how to keep going anymore, how do you cope with the blackpill? i feel like i literally have no hope. i dont give a shit about studying or making money when i know ill always end up going up lonely and a virgin at the end of the day. I cant go a single day without wishing i could kill myself

my parents are trying to save me, but they dont understand how fucking impossible my life is given the subhuman genetics they gave me

ive been on antidepressant for 2 months but it hasnt changed much. Ive tried 3 therapists, but its been useless and its impossible for me to talk about slightly blackpill issues without heavy judgement

my doctor legit thinks im an autistic schizo, so i have an appointment with a psychiatrist. should i ask for some adderral or something to help me keep going? Or is this useless?

I really dont see myself staying alive in the next year if i continue rotting. For those of you that continue going with their live, how do you do it? Whats the purpose? How to cope

 

[TheGrayWolf]

what white country? it depends

 

[Max Doltman]

games food porn retarded

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

drugs

 

[shortfuck]

drugs
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What drugs? I was smoking weed everyday for a year before antidepressant, but it made the depression worse

 

[Ron.Belgrade]

What drugs? I was smoking weed everyday for a year before antidepressant, but it made the depression worse

mostly mephodrone/ketamine/addmeds/benzos

 

[all this time]

What drugs? I was smoking weed everyday for a year before antidepressant, but it made the depression worse

weed is only good if you got your life on track, you dont need weed you need lsd or shrooms, stims could work too, dont take downers when youre already fucked in your reality, youre just running from your dry life, itll make you feel worse when everythings been said or done. if alcohol and weed dont make you feel like death it means youre not doing too bad irl

 

[THE TRUE SIGMA]

I am not dead so I have no CHOice but to live

 

[shortfuck]

weed is only good if you got your life on track, you dont need weed you need lsd or shrooms, stims could work too, dont take downers when youre already fucked in your reality, youre just running from your dry life, itll make you feel worse when everythings been said or done. if alcohol and weed dont make you feel like death it means youre not doing too bad irl

How do you get lsd/shrooms as an autistic nerd?

 

[THE TRUE SIGMA]

I just hope for ww3 and nukes

 

[FatFoidHater69]

By lifting heavier weights than the normies

 

[Fifita]

Can't give advice i constantly in zombie like state

 

[autisticmanchild]

Careful, SSRIs can fry your brain for good.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

Autismbux, which provides me quiet shelter and the ability to do whatever I want 24/7.

Without that, I'd be splattered under a bridge.

 

[decafincel]

Im a 5”7 sub5 brown guy living in a white country. I’ve been a studycell my entire life, i got into a prestigious university, i kept going for 3 years into my degree, but the loneliness is killing me inside. i barely have friends, and never had a girlfriend. I got blackpilled in the last 2 months, and maybe im weak but i cant cope with this shitty ass life ive been given

i have severe depression, heavily suicidal and couldnt keep going. i ended up dropping out and now im rotting in my parents basement

idk how to keep going anymore, how do you cope with the blackpill? i feel like i literally have no hope. i dont give a shit about studying or making money when i know ill always end up going up lonely and a virgin at the end of the day. I cant go a single day without wishing i could kill myself

my parents are trying to save me, but they dont understand how fucking impossible my life is given the subhuman genetics they gave me

ive been on antidepressant for 2 months but it hasnt changed much. Ive tried 3 therapists, but its been useless and its impossible for me to talk about slightly blackpill issues without heavy judgement

my doctor legit thinks im an autistic schizo, so i have an appointment with a psychiatrist. should i ask for some adderral or something to help me keep going? Or is this useless?

I really dont see myself staying alive in the next year if i continue rotting. For those of you that continue going with their live, how do you do it? Whats the purpose? How to cope

I think going back and finishing would be beneficial at least for Jobs. If you graduate, get a job, and still feel like you can't get anywhere in life then you can feel better about LDAR

 

[CircumcisedClown]

Im a 5”7 sub5 brown guy living in a white country. I’ve been a studycell my entire life, i got into a prestigious university, i kept going for 3 years into my degree, but the loneliness is killing me inside. i barely have friends, and never had a girlfriend. I got blackpilled in the last 2 months, and maybe im weak but i cant cope with this shitty ass life ive been given

i have severe depression, heavily suicidal and couldnt keep going. i ended up dropping out and now im rotting in my parents basement

idk how to keep going anymore, how do you cope with the blackpill? i feel like i literally have no hope. i dont give a shit about studying or making money when i know ill always end up going up lonely and a virgin at the end of the day. I cant go a single day without wishing i could kill myself

my parents are trying to save me, but they dont understand how fucking impossible my life is given the subhuman genetics they gave me

ive been on antidepressant for 2 months but it hasnt changed much. Ive tried 3 therapists, but its been useless and its impossible for me to talk about slightly blackpill issues without heavy judgement

my doctor legit thinks im an autistic schizo, so i have an appointment with a psychiatrist. should i ask for some adderral or something to help me keep going? Or is this useless?

I really dont see myself staying alive in the next year if i continue rotting. For those of you that continue going with their live, how do you do it? Whats the purpose? How to cope

Just keep going. Find hobbies/cope. Start lifting/running. After a few months, the endorphins become addicting. Get 8 hours of sleep.

Fuck people. You don’t need them. Uncle Teddy lived without people for like 10 years, and he was fine. People suck anyways.

Get a nice job. Don’t work more than you need to. Find things to enjoy and do them.

One of the upsides to this life is our financial system (at least in Western nations) is designed so that a person on an above-average income can narrowly support a wife and offspring. If you have one of these careers as a single dude, you have the excess income to live comfortably and enjoy life outside the rat race.

Just keep going man. You got nothing else. You can do the things that make you happy.

You have a unique opportunity in the sense that you don’t need to achieve the milestones that normies consider to be “success.”
>Marriage
>A big house in the suburds
>Reproduction
A lot of borderline normies will achieve this things because society says they have to, and they end up footing the bill for an ugly, fat, bitchy wife they hate, and stupid sons/daughters they hate.

These things were never an option for you anyways, so you can skip the milestones entirely. You’ll never have to worry about losing everything in a divorce because nobody will ever marry you.

Just roll with it.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

By lifting heavier weights than the normies

 

[Biowaste Removal]

By CHOosing wisely

 

[shortfuck]

Just keep going. Find hobbies/cope. Start lifting/running. After a few months, the endorphins become addicting. Get 8 hours of sleep.

Fuck people. You don’t need them. Uncle Teddy lived without people for like 10 years, and he was fine. People suck anyways.

Get a nice job. Don’t work more than you need to. Find things to enjoy and do them.

One of the upsides to this life is our financial system (at least in Western nations) is designed so that a person on an above-average income can narrowly support a wife and offspring. If you have one of these careers as a single dude, you have the excess income to live comfortably and enjoy life outside the rat race.

Just keep going man. You got nothing else. You can do the things that make you happy.

You have a unique opportunity in the sense that you don’t need to achieve the milestones that normies consider to be “success.”
>Marriage
>A big house in the suburds
>Reproduction
A lot of borderline normies will achieve this things because society says they have to, and they end up footing the bill for an ugly, fat, bitchy wife they hate, and stupid sons/daughters they hate.

These things were never an option for you anyways, so you can skip the milestones entirely. You’ll never have to worry about losing everything in a divorce because nobody will ever marry you.

Just roll with it.

Y’all are strong. If you are truly sub5s, I don’t understand how you keep going. This life of loneliness is not for me. Working a meaningless job and then going back home alone is a subhuman existence.

 

[CircumcisedClown]

Y’all are strong. If you are truly sub5s, I don’t understand how you keep going. This life of loneliness is not for me.

People suck. Loneliness is not that bad compared to a life around “people.”

Working a meaningless job

All jobs are meaningless.

and then going back home alone is a subhuman existence.

Like I said, if you’ve ever worked a job with boomer co-workers, a lot of them love work because they get to stay away from their family that they hate. They know as soon as they walk through the door after a long day of work, their fat wife who’s sat on her ass all day is gonna start bitching at him.

Being alone is not the worst case scenario.

 

[shortfuck]

People suck. Loneliness is not that bad compared to a life around “people.”

All jobs are meaningless.

Like I said, if you’ve ever worked a job with boomer co-workers, a lot of them love work because they get to stay away from their family that they hate. They know as soon as they walk through the door after a long day of work, their fat wife who’s sat on her ass all day is gonna start bitching at him.

Being alone is not the worst case scenario.

I agree that being alone is not the worst case scenario, but it’s still a subhuman existence. Normal looking people have happy and fulfilling lives.

 

[all this time]

How do you get lsd/shrooms as an autistic nerd?

pm me

 

[all this time]

By lifting heavier weights than the normies

this too

 

[lifeisfucked215]

Dude I don't even know anymore. Im feeling particularly shitty rn because just recently I tried getting with a noodlewhore and was denied. I'm literally fucked man I don't know what's gonna save me at this point

 

[ItsovERfucks]

Knowing that I will eventually die and that this miserable existence will come to an end is the only thing that brings me some sort of peace.

 

[Freixel]

With copes

-training
-read books
-play video games

But the usual routine is boring and kills motivation.

The only thing I can do with my life is careermaxxing

Think it could be worse, you have parents who take care of you and want you to have a career.

Not all men have that possibility

 

[fallenghost]

What drugs? I was smoking weed everyday for a year before antidepressant, but it made the depression worse

I smoke weed too and even that becomes tiring. You just end up being broke and can easily become addicted which in my opinion just makes your inceldom worse. Even the dealers don’t like the way I look and will try to not deal with me because they don’t like me

 

[fallenghost]

I think going back and finishing would be beneficial at least for Jobs. If you graduate, get a job, and still feel like you can't get anywhere in life then you can feel better about LDAR

I’ve been rejected a total of 20 times for jobs that don’t need high qualifications such as cleaning for example and then I called it quits, decided to LDAR there is no point if I stripped of my basic humanity

 

[Runt171]

Im a 5”7 sub5 brown guy living in a white country. I’ve been a studycell my entire life, i got into a prestigious university, i kept going for 3 years into my degree, but the loneliness is killing me inside. i barely have friends, and never had a girlfriend. I got blackpilled in the last 2 months, and maybe im weak but i cant cope with this shitty ass life ive been given

i have severe depression, heavily suicidal and couldnt keep going. i ended up dropping out and now im rotting in my parents basement

idk how to keep going anymore, how do you cope with the blackpill? i feel like i literally have no hope. i dont give a shit about studying or making money when i know ill always end up going up lonely and a virgin at the end of the day. I cant go a single day without wishing i could kill myself

my parents are trying to save me, but they dont understand how fucking impossible my life is given the subhuman genetics they gave me

ive been on antidepressant for 2 months but it hasnt changed much. Ive tried 3 therapists, but its been useless and its impossible for me to talk about slightly blackpill issues without heavy judgement

my doctor legit thinks im an autistic schizo, so i have an appointment with a psychiatrist. should i ask for some adderral or something to help me keep going? Or is this useless?

I really dont see myself staying alive in the next year if i continue rotting. For those of you that continue going with their live, how do you do it? Whats the purpose? How to cope

Im im a similar mindset to you I really dont see myself living past the next 3 years unless there is some sort of positive change in my life
But lets be real there probably wont be people like us dont get that lucky

I dont know how anyone on this site can put up with living like this their entire lives wtf is the point in continuing like this we live one of the worst type of ways to live and get no sympathy or reward

 

[IceMan2000]

Buy a motorcycle. Best cope there is.

 

[trognarukk]

Buy a motorcycle. Best cope there is.

good cope if you can rope early ,by wrapping around your cervical spine to a tree

 

[Devilspawncel]

Autismbux, which provides me quiet shelter and the ability to do whatever I want 24/7.

Without that, I'd be splattered under a bridge.

Autismbux guide when?

 

[Evangelioncel]

I just hope for ww3 and nukes

Fallout irl finally

 

[SandNiggerKANG]

Careful, SSRIs can fry your brain for good.

I testify to this. Be very careful. I became a numbed out dumbed down zombie and a shell of myself because of these blue pill Jew pill drugs they gave me. Fuck them.

No emotions, no thoughts, no inner monologue, no imagination, creativity or dreams anymore, sex drive fucked up jerking off doesn’t even feel good anymore. Memory loss too. Cognitive impairment in general. Ahedonia, no drive no motivation amotivational syndrome, depersonalisation, derealisation, bruxism too.

It IS literally the blue pill lol. I’m fucked. They don’t actually solve your problems, they just make you more numb, unaware and ignorant to them

I hope I find a way to rope without fucking up this time