My mom has been complaining about me not having a Indian girlfriend. She says it is because I am not trying hard enough. Usually I just ignore it, as she says this shit so often. Today I was not very happy, yet she still asks the same fucking thing. I told her this time, that I am short and ugly and have a small frame. That she is also responsible for this and that it is not my fault. I told her she should have aborted me, because my life is hell because of her. I was very angry and punched her in the face without even thinking about it. She fell to the ground and I went to my room and shut the door almost breaking the hinges of the door off. Last time I checked she was on the sofa and had a ice pack on her face and was crying. I told her that someone will pay for my inability to get a girlfriend and I will make her regret bringing me into this world.
Right now I am not sure if I will get kicked out. If shes does than shit is going to get real very quickly and she will regret it. I am not afraid of anything anymore and I know women are my enemies. There are no women who can be nice to incels. It is incels vs femoids and there are no exceptions.