I made this account last year and never posted due to thinking I can eventually "save" myself jfl. But I've decided to post since I can't escape it. I'm 5'7 and a mexican/guatemalan. I'm in the West. I've posted my face on .org and normie discords asking for advice so i can "looksmax" but it will never be enough. I used to be 275 lbs , I always saw on tiktok of those fitness guys who used to be ugly and fat and when they lose the fat, they become chad, thinking the same would happen to me . Now I'm down to 150lbs and all im left with is the same sub5 face and shit ton of loose skin.
As you can tell I'm khhv and I have ugly mutt manlet parents. As I said earlier that I tried "saving" myself last year, in the coming months I overheard my mom talk to her niece from Guatemala and they were talking about the niece's new bf. I heard the niece tell my mom that he's sub5 but that he's tall (he was like 5"10) which is crazy tall in guatemala. And hearing my mom agreeing by saying that height makes up for looks. She's 4'11. And she married to a 5'7 guy. I confronted her about it but she said she "didnt mean it like that" and was just joking around. It might seem stupid but I've told her about inceldom and the bp and how I plan to get surgery when I graduate. She just says I'm delusional and that I should go to therapy. But I am 21 so she doesn't do anything.
I don't want to reveal too much but I have a normie younger brother who is in highschool and he's 5'10. He has stolen my car on multiple occasions to pick up foids. He also shames me for not having friends or ever having a gf. As of rn im coping with drugs. Since I'm also high inhib, it tends to help me open up a bit more. I drink on weekends and every other day dab. I've done acid but rarely.
I'm also a chronic masturbator. I jack off atleast twice daily. I used to jack it way more when I was younger to the point that I ripped the skin near the head of my penis. So I do it a bit less.
You don't have to read but I do plan on being more active on this site. I can DM face if you want.
As you can tell I'm khhv and I have ugly mutt manlet parents. As I said earlier that I tried "saving" myself last year, in the coming months I overheard my mom talk to her niece from Guatemala and they were talking about the niece's new bf. I heard the niece tell my mom that he's sub5 but that he's tall (he was like 5"10) which is crazy tall in guatemala. And hearing my mom agreeing by saying that height makes up for looks. She's 4'11. And she married to a 5'7 guy. I confronted her about it but she said she "didnt mean it like that" and was just joking around. It might seem stupid but I've told her about inceldom and the bp and how I plan to get surgery when I graduate. She just says I'm delusional and that I should go to therapy. But I am 21 so she doesn't do anything.
I don't want to reveal too much but I have a normie younger brother who is in highschool and he's 5'10. He has stolen my car on multiple occasions to pick up foids. He also shames me for not having friends or ever having a gf. As of rn im coping with drugs. Since I'm also high inhib, it tends to help me open up a bit more. I drink on weekends and every other day dab. I've done acid but rarely.
I'm also a chronic masturbator. I jack off atleast twice daily. I used to jack it way more when I was younger to the point that I ripped the skin near the head of my penis. So I do it a bit less.
You don't have to read but I do plan on being more active on this site. I can DM face if you want.
bruhwtf
