Yes, exactly what you guys read. My mom said I'm weird. She came to my room to deliver an order that had just arrived for me, then she waited for me to open the package, then she looked at me and said "weird" then she tried to cover it up by saying it was something else. later i discussed this with her on WhatsApp, she insisted it was something else, but I know she was directing that word at me because she said it while looking at me. I told her via text message that "you can't judge me because you're ugly and horrible too and nobody says anything, well at least I don't." Then she came to my room we argued a little and she sent another message saying, "I think it's beautiful when kids love their mothers." The same old nonsense with the victim mentality, as if she doesn't disturb my peace by freaking out over the smallest thing I do. Honestly, I'm tired. It's not the first time someone has said things like that to me. I've been bullied my whole life, it's hard, It's really hard guys, even more so now that I'm really taking care of my appearance, at least for the past year. I bought so many skincare products, acne treatments, masks, sunscreen, moisturizer, new clothes, and hearing this kind of thing really drives me crazy. I don't know if it was just my paranoia, but honestly? I don't think so. I've always been treated like trash by humanity. I'm tired of it I'm reaching my limit, And I can't stay quiet anymore when people disrespect me, i just can't anymore. even my father called me a coward because I'm afraid to leave the house. How can I not be afraid, fuck it? I've come to the conclusion that I'm not even a human.
