Reading youtube comments from bluepilled beta cucks about how they got played, abused and finessed by foids is fucking hilarious
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Yesterday me and my girlfriend laid down in the grass at a park and this came on on her shuffle playlist. I just laid there, looking at the trees, sky, her. And every worry I had just went away. I felt like I was in heaven for the entirety of the song. It's so crazy to me how one piece can have this much emotion.
Update: We have sort of broken up. The commitment was affecting her mentally and she wanted time to herself (she said it wasn't me causing any of it and that I wasn't the problem). She says maybe we'll get back together, she just needs time. I respect that fully, and have accepted it. I do one day wish to be with her again, it is all I want. I am learning this piece now to eventually play it for her. I may be hopeless, but I will hope as long as I can.
Update 2: I've lost hope. Thank you for your comments, they've helped me more than you know. I've gotten better at thinking that what happened isn't my fault, and it just wasn't meant to be. I'm hurt. I truly loved her, in a way I've never felt before. I was complete. I realize now it was naive of me to think like that, and will avoid it in the future. I need to be happy with myself, and right now it's really difficult. I don't know if I'll ever trust the same again after this. I'm done pouring my heart out just for it to be left empty. I'm trying to learn that love isn't something that is necessary for me to be happy, I can be happy and on my own. I'm going to improve as a human being, not for anyone else, for me. I'm going to focus on me, and I'll save my effort for the people that really care about me. I'm still learning the song, but not for her. I'll play it for myself, and for a possible future person.
Update 3: She forgot to unfriend me on TikTok and she posted pictures of her kissing one of our good friends (was friends with me and her). Several pictures, one of them kissing, another with them like hugging and all that, etc. The worst part is he had the audacity to say sorry about the breakup and comfort me while doing this behind my back. Currently laughing, angry, relieved, and sad all at the same time. I'm going to cut off ties with both of them, but not before I talk to her in person. We've been planning on talking things out and I'm going to bring that up to her. This has made me feel both better and worse, but honestly mostly better. Her cheating makes me feel more like I couldn't have prevented it, and it wasn't my doing. As for the friend, I never thought he would ever do something like that, so I'm upset and disappointed. I've gotten to where I'm not thinking about getting back with her, just trying to emotionally detach myself from her. I still miss her, and that's the worst part about it because I know I damn well shouldn't, not even in the slightest. I will get through it, I know I can. I'm a good person, I didn't do anything to cause this, I put all of my effort into her and she didn't respect it. So I won't respect her. I need to focus on my goals and myself, and not put anyone else above me or my goals in terms of priority. This is easier said than done, I've always sacrificed my well being for people I care about and it does nothing but hurt me more. I know I'm probably repeating a lot of stuff from previous updates (oops), I'm just a bit scrambled from all of this stuff. Overall, I'm feeling way better than I did a few weeks ago. Not over it yet, but getting closer.
Update 4: I talked to her in person today and brought it up. Very short version, she fell out of love with me and got with him a few weeks after we separated. The pictures weren't as recent as I thought. She didn't break up with me to get with him, just ended up happening that way. It still hurts but not as bad cause we clarified a bunch of stuff and went over everything. Just went our separate ways is all. I'm still not sure how I feel about her being with my friend. I'm not even 100% sure she's telling the truth for all I know, but I don't care anymore. My plan is just not to talk to or worry about either of them anymore, worry about myself. I won't let this stop me from living life anymore. I'll be ok I think
TL;DR
Beta cuck simps for foid -> she cheats on him with one of his friends
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Yesterday me and my girlfriend laid down in the grass at a park and this came on on her shuffle playlist. I just laid there, looking at the trees, sky, her. And every worry I had just went away. I felt like I was in heaven for the entirety of the song. It's so crazy to me how one piece can have this much emotion.
Update: We have sort of broken up. The commitment was affecting her mentally and she wanted time to herself (she said it wasn't me causing any of it and that I wasn't the problem). She says maybe we'll get back together, she just needs time. I respect that fully, and have accepted it. I do one day wish to be with her again, it is all I want. I am learning this piece now to eventually play it for her. I may be hopeless, but I will hope as long as I can.
Update 2: I've lost hope. Thank you for your comments, they've helped me more than you know. I've gotten better at thinking that what happened isn't my fault, and it just wasn't meant to be. I'm hurt. I truly loved her, in a way I've never felt before. I was complete. I realize now it was naive of me to think like that, and will avoid it in the future. I need to be happy with myself, and right now it's really difficult. I don't know if I'll ever trust the same again after this. I'm done pouring my heart out just for it to be left empty. I'm trying to learn that love isn't something that is necessary for me to be happy, I can be happy and on my own. I'm going to improve as a human being, not for anyone else, for me. I'm going to focus on me, and I'll save my effort for the people that really care about me. I'm still learning the song, but not for her. I'll play it for myself, and for a possible future person.
Update 3: She forgot to unfriend me on TikTok and she posted pictures of her kissing one of our good friends (was friends with me and her). Several pictures, one of them kissing, another with them like hugging and all that, etc. The worst part is he had the audacity to say sorry about the breakup and comfort me while doing this behind my back. Currently laughing, angry, relieved, and sad all at the same time. I'm going to cut off ties with both of them, but not before I talk to her in person. We've been planning on talking things out and I'm going to bring that up to her. This has made me feel both better and worse, but honestly mostly better. Her cheating makes me feel more like I couldn't have prevented it, and it wasn't my doing. As for the friend, I never thought he would ever do something like that, so I'm upset and disappointed. I've gotten to where I'm not thinking about getting back with her, just trying to emotionally detach myself from her. I still miss her, and that's the worst part about it because I know I damn well shouldn't, not even in the slightest. I will get through it, I know I can. I'm a good person, I didn't do anything to cause this, I put all of my effort into her and she didn't respect it. So I won't respect her. I need to focus on my goals and myself, and not put anyone else above me or my goals in terms of priority. This is easier said than done, I've always sacrificed my well being for people I care about and it does nothing but hurt me more. I know I'm probably repeating a lot of stuff from previous updates (oops), I'm just a bit scrambled from all of this stuff. Overall, I'm feeling way better than I did a few weeks ago. Not over it yet, but getting closer.
Update 4: I talked to her in person today and brought it up. Very short version, she fell out of love with me and got with him a few weeks after we separated. The pictures weren't as recent as I thought. She didn't break up with me to get with him, just ended up happening that way. It still hurts but not as bad cause we clarified a bunch of stuff and went over everything. Just went our separate ways is all. I'm still not sure how I feel about her being with my friend. I'm not even 100% sure she's telling the truth for all I know, but I don't care anymore. My plan is just not to talk to or worry about either of them anymore, worry about myself. I won't let this stop me from living life anymore. I'll be ok I think
TL;DR
Beta cuck simps for foid -> she cheats on him with one of his friends
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