My first thoughts of suicide came to me in early 2020, ive had several attempts which ended in failure, i thought i had fully recovered in late last year and i actually had hope for my future. Boy was i wrong. I am and always will be that humiliating failure to everyone, i am a neet and i dont wanna burden my parents any longer. Ive stopped trying to make a future for myself as it is hopeless, so you know,better soonrr than later, only my mom and bro will probably feel sad (im not that close with the rest) i have only one friend i hardly talk to so he wont even be sad let alone know i died ,he probably wont care tbh. Im going on one last road trip tomorrow then ill rope at 2am the next day, already ate my last meal, mom made it and it was pretty delicious, ill miss her the most. What do you think comes after death bros?
