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Glemmblaess
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its actually fucking unbearable, I was blackpilled in highschool but I dont think the weight of it truly hit me until I graduated last year. Its like a blinked then I woke up in 2026. I just cant sit right with the fact that im never getting any younger, and will slowly deteriorate over time until I die having gained nothing along the way. Such a soul crushing despair and fomo that sometimes I literally start crying on the spot. The seasons coming and going only remind me of the familiar schedule of highschool and how innocent and cheerful it seemed when I was a super naive 9th grader back in 2021 who had no idea I was going to be locked out its best moments because of factors outside my control. Im going into college and chose to solely because a part of me thinks if I atleast try to enjoy my youth I will be satisfied even if I get rejected and beaten down. I dont care about debt as I dont see myself living long enough to deal with them and I could give 2 fucks about my education im purely in cope mode right now. I couldnt put how empty and sad I feel all the time in words or your eyes would melt when you read them.





