Had some good food copes earlier today eating some bakery sweets and good restaurant food. Got massage then did a few hours of hardcore coding bullshit. finally can sleep. Still fucking ridiculous that I am gonna be devoting another fucking 1500 hours more grinding to compete against the genetically privileged mogger rice/Brahmin curry scum for a decent job that pays a living wage. But nothing else I can do. Competition is too intense, even weekends must be spent slaving to survive
