Yesterday I was coping with my PS4 on the couch and for a moment I wasn't feeling like a subhuman, I felt like I was gigachad Dante when suddenly my sister came and shattered my fantasy world into pieces.
She told me to go upstairs because her friends were coming over. When I asked her why, she said that there probably won't be enough space. That fucking lying bitch.
Why can't she just accept that she is embarrassed to be seen around with a subhuman like me? I know she hates me because of my ugly looks. I know she and her friends make fun of my subhumanity. She would rather see me dead than be seen around with me.
Women won't even look at my hideous face. But when her friends come over and they look at me, I feel like they are recognizing my existence, even though just for a second, they are recognizing the fact that I exist. I know they are probably laughing at my disgusting face and thinking of all the ways their Tyrone boyfriends would kill me, but it still feels good getting noticed by women. My fucked up brain is always looking for hope even though there isn't any.
And that bitch won't even let me live that blissful moment. FUCK THIS LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
She told me to go upstairs because her friends were coming over. When I asked her why, she said that there probably won't be enough space. That fucking lying bitch.
Why can't she just accept that she is embarrassed to be seen around with a subhuman like me? I know she hates me because of my ugly looks. I know she and her friends make fun of my subhumanity. She would rather see me dead than be seen around with me.
Women won't even look at my hideous face. But when her friends come over and they look at me, I feel like they are recognizing my existence, even though just for a second, they are recognizing the fact that I exist. I know they are probably laughing at my disgusting face and thinking of all the ways their Tyrone boyfriends would kill me, but it still feels good getting noticed by women. My fucked up brain is always looking for hope even though there isn't any.
And that bitch won't even let me live that blissful moment. FUCK THIS LIFE. I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
