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in spite of my mom being self entitled as fuck, she tells me bullshit to motivate me, and i'm not sure why. i've told her that since i'm short, dark, and have an unattractive face i'm seen as a scum to society. she's like "that isn't true, it's all in your head, you're not ugly or short or dark". she's also told me i'm handsome many times, i actually believed this shit until my chadlite "friend" said i look like a pedophile, and i wondered why all the girls at school felt uncomfortable around me.
when i told her that being tall and white are socially positive attributes (this isn't even groundbreaking everyone knows this), she said "that's not true either, i'm not sure who's telling you these things" JFL, she married a white man and has told me to MY FACE that she has zero attraction to any other race, let alone her own. she looks at the men of her own race with disgust whenever she sees them as well.
i can't wait to disappear completely from society, maybe even rope while in isolation. i have no fucking clue what my mom is doing.
when i told her that being tall and white are socially positive attributes (this isn't even groundbreaking everyone knows this), she said "that's not true either, i'm not sure who's telling you these things" JFL, she married a white man and has told me to MY FACE that she has zero attraction to any other race, let alone her own. she looks at the men of her own race with disgust whenever she sees them as well.
i can't wait to disappear completely from society, maybe even rope while in isolation. i have no fucking clue what my mom is doing.