The moment i left Elementary, most people started avoiding me.
Curiously the older i got the more often I saw people who knew me despite that i had no clue who they were.
In 10th grade seemingly the whole school knew who i was, despite that i had changed to this school just 1.5 years prior. Literally 10 year old 5th graders called me out but laughed in my face randomly and i had no idea who told them who i was.
I tried to talk to multiple girls but they ghosted me despite that i sat next to them. Dunno I never understood or knew what people ACTUALLY thought of me.
There were a few guys who first found me awkward and then a couple month later i was like their favorite guy.
In 9th grade when i joined this school all the girls ignored or detested me but ran up to me the moment they needed help in a topic because i was literally a straight A student at that time.
There was this guy Lukas in our class, who was slightly taller then me at the time, i think he was 6'1 and I was around 5'10. He didnt look particulary good, just a random normie.
What was shocking to me was he was quite popular and had a girlfriend when he was 14 and maintained that relationship till 17 - then ive never seen him again.
I did not understand this at all: He was dumb, literally an idiot, he barely passed highschool, no hobbies, no talents, not gymmaxxed or anything. I was at his home twice for a school project (THAT HE FORGOT TO BRING TO SCHOOL AFTERWARDS! (TWICE!!!)) Dudes room was an utter mess, he slept on a single matress and a shitty furr pillow, the Window couldnt be opened, it smelled awful, there was trash everywhere. Looked like he was a hoarder!
Same dude who later on called me a Loser because I had no friends in the class - I told him then: "Buddy we are on this school for not longer than another 50 school days. We will, most certainly, never see any of us again, there is no point in me trying to get a class buddy within the last 50 days of school."
Literally never seen any of these people ever again - besides one dude that i met on a train a couple of years ago. Hes a truck driver now.