Do you have secrets you haven't told anyone?

[Deleted member 7448]

I have a lot of stuff from back when I was an alcoholic for 2 years. I always drank alone in my room, so the only people that know just a part of that is the neighbors/roommates cause the walls were paper thin any my room was tiny.

I told some of this stuff on this forum but just a part of it. And even the parts that I did tell, I either deleted the threads of edited the comments. Even just know I wrote a long ass thread but I decided to not post it. Too risky tbh, too many details that might doxx me. Also the other way around, what if my parents somehow someone irl like my parents one day found out my posts, idk. I'm paranoid but for good reason.

I rot all the time and the only people I talk to are my parents. And with them I talk about mundane stuff or just silly/happy stuff. Or I bitch about uni. But I don't tell my real thoughts and emotions and experiences cause they're too cynical, nihilistic or even grim. So since I don't talk to anybody, nobody knows the true me. Even if some day I stopped being so avoidant and got a friend (unlikely and I'm too old to form friendships anyway), who I am will forever remain known only by me.

Ironically this forum knows me better than anyone irl. Even better than my parents, cause I speak my true thoughts and feelings here. Which is mostly just bitching about my life, even though if another person had my life they would've been happy for such a wonderful dad and very good circumstances compared to more than half of this shitty country.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Of course

 

[Deleted member 29115]

And yet we probably haven't spilled more then the foids posting nudes

 

[IncelCream]

Yeah

 

[Pengwin]

Yes

 

[Ecstasy]

Sure I have, but I wouldn't tell them on the internet

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

There are things I have never even told my best of friends. So yes. There are things that nobody knows about me and there are things I will never speak of. Some things you just have to take with you to the grave.

 

[Deleted member 26032]

Of course

 

[epillepsy]

Not really.
I'm pretty honest and don't feel that much shame.

 

[shii410]

nothing really comes to mind tbh. my life’s not that interesting

 

[Babica Yaga]

I haven't told anyone im still a virgin.... who tf am i kidding they all probably know tbh

 

[Tenshi]

Some things you just have to take with you to the grave.

 

[Justdone]

My life for 5 years has been mostly a secret I let all my feelings of depression or anything bad build up inside of me irl and I make sure to not leave things behind that may make people look into my past or into what I’m hiding

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I haven't told anyone im still a virgin.... who tf am i kidding they all probably know tbh

They know looking at your face.

 

[Deleted member 26884]

Yeah

 

[Babica Yaga]

They know looking at your face.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I'm in the same boat bro.

 

[Deleted member 26923]

If i talked about here, i would be permabanned on sight JFL.

Somethings aren't meant to be told.

 

[The Cagot]

Are you able to keep a secret ?

Spoiler

Me too

 

[TheNEET]

I barely told anyone anything

 

[Deleted member 5712]

Sure. We all do
(Mine involves a certain someone that better keep her mouth shut or else. Even then it's past the statute of limitations and nobody is going to believe her whore ass because she's been a slut ever since she could walk. I know you lurk here after work you bitch. This is for you)

If I could guess on other people's. I think stalking or internet catfishing isn't out of the territory for most incels. It is illlegal but kind of accepted within our circles. I can also believe that a lot of fakecels are among our ranks that maybe had sex once or twice (without paying) but didn't like the girl so they wrote some scenario in their heads to make themselves incel. Which that alone is LOL worthy that some people lie and pretend they are incel when they have got or still get pussy on the regular. But then again I've read stories of people disabling themselves to get disability and special treatment

 

[Gyros_Pretcel]

I am pretty open here tbh. Setimes stuff is hard to explain, so I put a simplified version.

 

[mänline]

I have when prayer doesn't count.

 

[Deleted member 17883]

I hold dark secrets.

I'll be honest with you guys. If I told you half of it you'll get me perma banned in an instant and think of me as a deviant and giga degenerate freak rapist paedophile.

I regret many things in life. One thing specially. Some will consider it rape.

To be frank. I think I deserve my inceldom.

 

[Deleted member 27204]

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[Saigon Depression]

Yes.

If these secret were revealed, I would be even more excluded from society than I already am. I might even be locked up for insanity.
And of course, I would be banned from here as well.

 

[Cope_Time]

Ironically this forum knows me better than anyone irl

This is incel trait. Irl everybody knows me as a quiet, normal person.

 

[DirtyCurryCell]

There are things I have never even told my best of friends. So yes. There are things that nobody knows about me and there are things I will never speak of. Some things you just have to take with you to the grave.

 

[Antisocialloner]

Saw u featured on IncelTears. A lot of those fags related to your college thesis post

 

[Deleted member 27495]

Keeping secrets is for foids.

 

[Michinomiya Hirohit]

Of course