SuicideFuel Could only sleep a couple of hours. Woke up suddenly in the middle of the night and started feeling sad and depressed. What is this life even?!

[wereq]

Now I am browsing this place until I get tired enough to fall asleep. These days I don't even have the energy or enthusiasm to browse the internet because I keep getting reminded by moggers just how much of a subhuman failure truecel I am every two seconds. I just sit in front of my monitor dazed without any focus or engagement. My brain is dying much faster than my body. My mind has already given up.

 

[zd60]

Quite relatable, My brain has always felt like its dying much faster than my body

 

[wereq]

Quite relatable, My brain has always felt like its dying much faster than my body

Thinking of applying for MAID (medically assisted dying) which is basically euthanasia. @deaf_judger

 

[zd60]

Thinking of applying for MAID (medically assisted dying) which is basically euthanasia. @deaf_judger

I wish that was a option for me

 

[wereq]

I wish that was a option for me

This might not be an option if I can't leave curryland. I might still have to rope by myself with SN.

 

[zd60]

This might not be an option if I can't leave curryland. I might still have to rope by myself with SN.

Yeah i've already realized i'll have to rope myself unless the hedonistic ways kill me first

 

[Yabadadabadoo]

First time?

 

[slavcel11]

I always feel so depressed and hopeless waking up at night, but it's gone when the morning comes

 

[Midnight Animal]

I always feel so depressed and hopeless waking up at night, but it's gone when the morning comes

When I was younger I always woke up depressed and it got better at the end of the day only to repeat the next.

Nowadays I'm mostly numb. I know it's over, I don't expect anything and I'm just waiting to die. Whatever happens I just accept it atp.

 

[wereq]

First time?

Happened a few times already.

 

[Homegrownman326]

Thinking of applying for MAID (medically assisted dying) which is basically euthanasia. @deaf_judger

If you tell them you're an incel, they'll put you first in line

 

[Emba]

Life is but a dream

 

[wereq]

Life is but a dream

nightmare*

 

[wereq]

If you tell them you're an incel, they'll put you first in line

 

[Midnight Animal]

Life is but a dream

Row, row, row your boat,

Gently down the stream,

Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily

Life is but a dream.

Row, row, row your boat,

Gently down the stream,

If you see a crocodile,

Don’t forget to scream (Aaagh!)

 

[Emba]

Row, row, row your boat,

Gently down the stream,

Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily

Life is but a dream.

Row, row, row your boat,

Gently down the stream,

If you see a crocodile,

Don’t forget to scream (Aaagh!)

Ding ding ding!

We have a winner!!!

 

[Midnight Animal]

Ding ding ding!

We have a winner!!!

 

[lnceI]

Happens to me sometimes