Truecel trait: You randomly end up searching online for people you knew from school in the middle of the night

[ItsOverMan]

I can't even remember what triggered me to do this to., and i sort of stopped to make this thread, because i realised it was just haunting me more and would rather try and vent about it.
i think it usually happens when autumn/winter hits and i get all cold, unwell, depressed and my sleep schedule is all fucked up. It's always the same old friends, random girls i had a crush on, distant relatives and shit. It probably didn't help that i had a dream involving school and my home town literally a day ago. The kind of vivid dream space that is reoccuring, and i hadn't had in about a year maybe.
I suppose i also find it as a good opportunity to 'reconnect' with normie social media... see what they are all up to, how many russian whores my distant grandfather is following on Facebook, how many cats/dogs the average female requires in order to develop genuine mental illness. Also most of the time i end up just looking at 90% random people's profiles with similar names who are much more interesting than their counterparts in the UK.

Now you may think it's a pretty normal thing these days, and that's probably true, but in the context of a khhv trucel neetrotter, it's gonna hit you harder than the model NPCitizen who will not have the same feelings you get, even if they are a loser, they just won't be carrying that sort of lingering feeling for the same amount of time. And yet at the same time i am pretty numb to it, it's just something the mind craves, falls back to, obsesses and lingers over under the right conditions. It's not even anything in particular, it could really be about anything but your mind is going to come back to it eventually once you are all cold, ill, alone and lost in the dark, yet again... you may be able to fool others but you can never fool your brain.
Nothing else too crazy to say about this, it's just a very occasional (a couple times every 1-2 years) kind of habit. Definitely an insomnia thing.

Never do this. Ever. You find out your bullies are very happy and doing very well in life. BIG SMILES with their wife and kids in their Facebook and Instagram photos while on vacations. I've forgiven my bullies though (not to their face, but privately with God in my heart).

 

[Diddlium]

And how is it that you KNOW who the people are that treated you bad? (Names etc...)

You know, I find your comments very interesting. Simply because what you're saying is implausible. Almost every incel, especially if you're over 30, has been bullied at some point in his life at school. Because anyone different or has some kind of neurodivergent condition like autism or ADHD was treated like shit in the 80s, 90s and 2000s. So of course, teachers and your classmates would be the first ones to bully you the hardest. Since they saw you nearly every day. So knowing the names of your classmates was common knowledge after week 2. In fact, I still remember the first and last name of the classmates that bullied me as well as their old addresses.

Unless, of course, this is all just a case of stolen valor and you never were an incel in school. Because this whole song and dance you're doing of acting like it's impossible to know anyone's names is SUPER weird and specific.

What's going on here, officer?

 

[Jadis]

I did that just yesterday

 

[Emba]

You know, I find your comments very interesting. Simply because what you're saying is implausible. Almost every incel, especially if you're over 30, has been bullied at some point in his life at school. Because anyone different or has some kind of neurodivergent condition like autism or ADHD was treated like shit in the 80s, 90s and 2000s. So of course, teachers and your classmates would be the first ones to bully you the hardest. Since they saw you nearly every day. So knowing the names of your classmates was common knowledge after week 2. In fact, I still remember the first and last name of the classmates that bullied me as well as their old addresses.

Unless, of course, this is all just a case of stolen valor and you never were an incel in school. Because this whole song and dance you're doing of acting like it's impossible to know anyone's names is SUPER weird and specific.

What's going on here, officer?

As if I would memorize the first and last names of anyone.

I think you are the idiot for wasting you're time on those people.

It's like they get free rent in you're head. And they sure AF do not think about you.

However, you are probably a retard that loves minutiae, therefore ofc, you would want to know who was abusing you.

It's like you want to get closer to them

Instead of farther away from them.

 

[Sperg Abomination]

As if I would memorize the first and last names of anyone.

in your case most of them must be dead ?

 

[Emba]

in your case most of them must be dead ?

Some probably are

 

[Diddlium]

As if I would memorize the first and last names of anyone.

I think you are the idiot for wasting you're time on those people.

It's like they get free rent in you're head. And they sure AF do not think about you.

However, you are probably a retard that loves minutiae, therefore ofc, you would want to know who was abusing you.

It's like you want to get closer to them

Instead of farther away from them.

Whatever, Sarge.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Fuck i did that like one week ago

 

[psycho123]

Incel trait you dont care about what others are doing

 

[HopeLessboy]

A truecel trait is measuring 5'5 and under.

 

[TimeMachineOrLDAR]

I don’t even check their profiles anymore, it just reminds me how shitty my life is

 

[darkie]

I can't even remember what triggered me to do this tonight, and i sort of stopped to make this thread, because i realised it was just haunting me more and would rather try and vent about it.
i think it usually happens when autumn/winter hits and i get all cold, unwell, depressed and my sleep schedule is all fucked up. It's always the same old friends, random girls i had a crush on, distant relatives and shit. It probably didn't help that i had a dream involving school and my home town literally a day ago. The kind of vivid dream space that is reoccuring, and i hadn't had in about a year maybe.
I suppose i also find it as a good opportunity to 'reconnect' with normie social media... see what they are all up to, how many russian whores my distant grandfather is following on Facebook, how many cats/dogs the average foid requires in order to develop genuine mental illness. Also most of the time i end up just looking at 90% random people's profiles with similar names who are much more interesting than their counterparts in the UK.

Now you may think it's a pretty normal thing these days, and that's probably true, but in the context of a khhv trucel neetrotter, it's gonna hit you harder than the model NPCitizen who will not have the same feelings you get, even if they are a loser, they just won't be carrying that sort of lingering feeling for the same amount of time. And yet at the same time i am pretty numb to it, it's just something the mind craves, falls back to, obsesses and lingers over under the right conditions. It's not even anything in particular, it could really be about anything but your mind is going to come back to it eventually once you are all cold, ill, alone and lost in the dark, yet again... you may be able to fool others but you can never fool your brain.
Nothing else too crazy to say about this, it's just a very occasional (a couple times every 1-2 years) kind of habit. Definitely an insomnia thing.

I dont remember anyone I went to school with and im only 20, I dont remember any of the names because from freshman to sophomore year I sat alone every day and spoke to no one

 

[Grennius]

But. What if you're Home-schooled?

 

[UglyDumbass]

I can't even remember what triggered me to do this tonight, and i sort of stopped to make this thread, because i realised it was just haunting me more and would rather try and vent about it.
i think it usually happens when autumn/winter hits and i get all cold, unwell, depressed and my sleep schedule is all fucked up. It's always the same old friends, random girls i had a crush on, distant relatives and shit. It probably didn't help that i had a dream involving school and my home town literally a day ago. The kind of vivid dream space that is reoccuring, and i hadn't had in about a year maybe.
I suppose i also find it as a good opportunity to 'reconnect' with normie social media... see what they are all up to, how many russian whores my distant grandfather is following on Facebook, how many cats/dogs the average foid requires in order to develop genuine mental illness. Also most of the time i end up just looking at 90% random people's profiles with similar names who are much more interesting than their counterparts in the UK.

Now you may think it's a pretty normal thing these days, and that's probably true, but in the context of a khhv trucel neetrotter, it's gonna hit you harder than the model NPCitizen who will not have the same feelings you get, even if they are a loser, they just won't be carrying that sort of lingering feeling for the same amount of time. And yet at the same time i am pretty numb to it, it's just something the mind craves, falls back to, obsesses and lingers over under the right conditions. It's not even anything in particular, it could really be about anything but your mind is going to come back to it eventually once you are all cold, ill, alone and lost in the dark, yet again... you may be able to fool others but you can never fool your brain.
Nothing else too crazy to say about this, it's just a very occasional (a couple times every 1-2 years) kind of habit. Definitely an insomnia thing.

I don’t do this anymore since it hurts a lot.

 

[ExistentialPariah]

Truecel trait: You didn't go to school.

 

[Clockwork]

I look up people who are no longer part of my life, too. I don't mind if the normies live their average lives, but it makes me angry when the people who acted like smug assholes throughout HS got successful.

 

[NickelodeonCel]

This just happened to me today... I get so depressed during winter.

 

[ULTRAMAN]

I did that in 2010 — so, 15 years ago. I remember being surprised by a classmate who had been a pretty average student but had graduated as a doctor; I couldn’t understand how. Another one, from high school, had been a poor student and very messy, and it turned out she had become a teacher. Only another classmate and I hadn’t become anything — although he was giving paragliding lessons. Another friend from school, who betrayed me, graduated as a computer engineer even though he had been a bad student.
But it’s just like they say about the nighttime searches.

I felt very miserable.

 

[ricecel226]

Idk does not really sound like a truecel trait more like a overly dramatic faggot trait

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

I should not have done this two days ago, I absolutely should not have done this. Now that I'm struggling with finding a full-time work, finding out that one of the whores who bullied me had been working for years by now at the place that most recently rejected me was a wild find.

 

[thinkwell]

I should not have done this two days ago, I absolutely should not have done this. Now that I'm struggling with finding a full-time work, finding out that one of the whores who bullied me had been working for years by now at the place that most recently rejected me was a wild find.

Fuck that's brutal man

 

[Sasukecel]

I used to do that but stopped. All my old classmates are normfags or sluts. There's no point in checking their Instagram.

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

Fuck that's brutal man

It truly is. Made me feel weird even, I've thought a lot recently about just how far behind in life I am since I just can't get a job no matter how many job interviews I go through, but I've never thought about getting a hyperspecific reminder of that like this.

 

[Itsoverm8]

Only to jerk off to the foids I went to school with other than that I don’t give a fuck about anyone or what their doing

 

[AutistSupremacist]

All are living better lives than me

 

[thinkwell]

It truly is. Made me feel weird even, I've thought a lot recently about just how far behind in life I am since I just can't get a job no matter how many job interviews I go through, but I've never thought about getting a hyperspecific reminder of that like this.

Fake & gay economy, jew daycare, etc

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Not done it for a long time
I suspect that one day Zuckerberg will make it possible to know who's looked at your profile cos these people do like to mess with your head

 

[BPJ]

damn..caught me lol

i do that..very rarely, but i do..at random..and at night

 

[elltom]

I also do that a lot.

 

[thinkwell]

Relapsed.

 

[Excalibur]

I still stalk a few of my foid classmates on SM.

 

[Jam]

I got bored one night and decided to. I wanted to stick my head in a woodchipper afterwards.

 

[thinkwell]

I still stalk a few of my foid classmates on SM.

Ngl its just seeing goodlifers on social media in general is ropefuel when i just look at similar/connected people. Like it's crazy how much it's skewed, where majority of ugly/introverted people stay invisible and every above average person is on there.
Then you add in catfishes/bots, celebrity standards, athletes, models, popularity contests that further skew etc. Like jfc what can you do

 

[ItsOverMan]

I still regret looking up one of my 4th-7th grade bullies on Facebook a year ago to see what he's doing now. Pass the brain bleach.